Loving Radiance

@SirVladimir I read out The Atlantis to my high friend (he wasn't listening but he also isn't a dreamy idealist). Reading it out I felt so touched, getting to tears. It felt like reading a trip report in which some acid-dropping dude talks about airy-fairy love. God's Love. I know my gratitude will not feed your body but I sure want you to know that you are eternally loved. Thank you for this creation. Truly beyond mind.

@allislove There's something in your eyes. It's love.

@Vadiminator hasn't been online since Nov. 6th However I read in older threads (2016) about you having pressure in 3rd eye and maybe you are now more experienced about that energy-wise. What is it when you feel pain in a chakra? Stinging pain like a dagger being in there.

Oh yeah boi, I felt that. (Secretly waiting for another slap of light.) The non-resonance is felt. The light shines unconditionally on it till it's inspected.

You mean to labeling formless as being this or that?

Have "you" experienced that? This is beyond grasp & trying to fit it into a castle. Go for direct experience. It is right here. You don't even have to do anything.

IQ is nothing without EQ. And even this perspective is limited. Intelligence is much more than these 2 Q's.

@Nahm Can formless be "sharing the important things that are holding you back from feeling connected to the other person [...] even if those important things stem from identification with thought"? @Farnaby I like to share vulnerability to connect on an authentic emotional level of being that is recognized straight away.

I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time can not erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time can not erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me Me, me [Now I get why all songs are about love.]

@NK13 I can speak from experience that suffering is the greatest teacher. Just listen how you are contracted in your identity and insights will fly at you, hitting you left and right. You will cry, "Yes, yes! I know, I know." and secretly you just want more beatings of insights derived from the suffering. ... Ok, that got a weird turn I hope you know what I mean.

@AleksM Observing the world, creating constructs/lenses, letting go constructs/lenses, downloading insights. Consciously seeing this process and feeling into possible misalignment which reveals itself as not-good. Consciously seeing is holding constructs of your observed self-deceptive patterns as lenses. These lenses focus the light of awareness to reveal deception by illuminating places and revealing what doesn't resonate, what feels corrupted. Which each illumination it gets easier to feel into it. But you don't have to use lenses, just shining your light on your processes is good - you feel non-resonance because your being is already resonance. @clararockmore You rock! (no pun intended)

@WonderSeeker

? You are loved. Your existence here is possible through love and love makes you complete & perfect coming from selfless goodness. Beyond thoughts judgement, interpretation, past and future is love omnipresent, unlimited & unconditional. This is being grounded. This is peace that is only found at home.

? You are loved. Your existence here is possible through love and love makes you complete & perfect coming from selfless goodness. Beyond thoughts judgement, interpretation, past and future is love omnipresent, unlimited & unconditional. This is being grounded. This is peace that is only found at home.

@seeking_brilliance Lol, yes it is definitely unexpected, eye-opening & insightful. Interpreting my fear-love dream is a juicy one.

@Thought Art I will do a level 1 ISTA training in January. So far I feel a strong calling to that because I had something not resonating in myself in regard to sexual expression since teenage years (smells like shame). I feel this will enable me to radiate love with less resistance so that I am a better conducter of my intuition and not to resist it. Setting me free so to speak. Liberating myself from myself. Letting all go and emerging as light, being true to source. Perhaps I will write a report about it. I would look forward to that reflection.

@Corpus That's what I thought as well. At least a 24h trip and then some kind of permanent altered identity or smth. @Apofis_im IKEA seems to get more attention these days

This one was already suggested to me a long time ago and I watched it now.

Lesson of the day My nature as identity is transparent & ghostlike. I am transparentl & fluid and manifest myself to be this form.

@seeking_brilliance So last night I went into the dreamland with WBTB (not intentional), saw a theme reappearing and got lucid. The theme from a dream before: I went on a hike to the lake with an acquaintance. Going through the forrest I howled like a wolf (hermione style in harry potter's prisoner of azkaban) and saw a wolf bolting down to us from the hillside. I ran to a skew pine and climbed on it. Another wolf chased to me and the two gathered at my tree. I hoped that my friend could escape and get help while the wolves focused on me. I realized that this is me acting in a certain way and then being stressed out (Surprise! Who would have thought!) because of my behavior. I regretted not turning around and coming towards them. The lucid dream with the theme reappearing: I got chased by a man. I run around a corner and realize that I run away from him and not to him. So I turn around, run at him and he runs through me as though as I am a ghost. Replacing the fear, I feel total love for him as he runs through me. It is love like a parent has for its child. The all encompasing love you feel when you feel an orgasm. Total acceptance, appreciation, gratitude, adoration. I felt that he is my creation and I love him so much.

Something to consider: Daily writing down 3 little or big things you are grateful for is life changing. As a starter: Take a look at the dreamboard. Maybe go through my bookmarks. A warm welcome btw

Breaking point of tears. @Nahm I found that wisdom is recognized when I believe to be not in love, when I hold on to "myself". Suffering is the greatest teacher.

@Natasha Happy birthday! Your threads are connecting & moving me at a core level - ineffable & beyond expression - thank you.

@Value I was musically active since childhood. Looking back I see that music connected me to truth. The most powerful music teleports to another dimension of pure truth expressed through love, beauty and beingness. You create something powerful to access truth. It doesn't at all have contradict itself - the contradiction is imagined by yourself. You "see" truth through music. @Nahm

@28 cm unbuffed When you are conscious - with more than razor-sharp attentiveness - and when you see every opportunity/obstacle to be a stepping stone you are just flowing without resistance towards what you want and nothing is in the way because you are like water, fluid. "[...] as long as the water is rigid in its being it will be hindered by every stone in the riverbed; if the water is fluid and stones [obstacles] are seen through, there is water just flowing."