Loving Radiance

@mandyjw "no one" Ok let's not derail this thread further

@Nahm I looked at the waves ?

Like 'past lifes' and 'telepathy'?

How is the water shaped? I am open yet hesitant to shaping water. Do you feel a difference between filtered & shaped water and filtered water without shaping?

@StarStruck Do you really want to let go of loops? --> Can I easily let go in meditation? If that is the case, I can start with small dosages and let go of anything coming up that isn't "fun" anymore to entertain. I increase the dosages over time like I would hold my breath a bit longer every time I go diving. Or maybe surrender is a better word (connected to emotions): I surrender to this moment & to anything in my experience. Anything happening right now is good and I accept that I may can't see goodness right now. In fact I enjoy having the opportunity to experience this. I surrender to not know what the fuck is happening right know. I surrender to all thoughts that might come into awareness. I surrender to anything they might tell about me. I surrender to just rest here, to let this experience wash over me, leaving awareness unchanged. In fact I surrender to this experience potentionally leaving me changed forever. It is so true. And it hurts. What a relief.

You are worthy and unconditionally loved no matter what you or other people think about yourself. You are free to do whatever you want. What do you want child?

@StarStruck I not yet have done LSD. That being said, I don't understand how you can get "stuck" in such loop. I mean, if you feel uncomfortable on the ride, just "jump off" and let go. How is a thought loop different from a thought that can be let go of?

@acidgoofy Nah. I just get immersed by the moving stuff, it feel like the closed eye visuals of psilocybin.

?

?

@acidgoofy Kriya is designed to accompany you & to flow seamlessly into your daily life. So, imo no more than 1h investment. The book lets you choose how many sets of a lesson you do. Feel into how many would be good for you. Just progress with the lessons. Master one after another. It naturally unfolds itself. Nice profile pic btw, where have you found it?

@nistake Ah, feels good to finally see this guy Comfy interior design btw @fridjonk What a view! I'd love to explore & wander through Iceland someday. Writing that on my bucket list

Why question it when you can feel it?

Do you want to change that? I could tell you.

@Lyubov The statement "I'm not trying to talk down on people with Down's Syndrome. But that's what these people [elected officials] are." is a bit taken out of context. She is talking about elected officials while admitting that she looks down upon people with down syndrom. The fast food industry. Btw, how is your claim related to the thread?

The Emperor's New Clothes A flaw is something that doesn't resonate and is self-deceptively being used to not introspect - anything that upholds the self-image of being clothed. No. 1 is distraction: Little work ethic that gets covered up through spiritual bypassing. Exploration of mind (w/ psychedelics) w/o foundation. Intellectual bypassing through mental masturbation: consuming information, believing these lenses to be designed by me, feeling good while having no foundation. No clear boundary when too much info is too much. Avoidance to having my constructs/lenses challenged especially those I haven't investigated much. Believing rationalizations. Fragile arrogance. Being on pedestal. Fear of being not on pedestal. Fear of greatness ("higher self" living). Delusionally believing to be brilliant & competent. Fragile. Avoidance of that being exposed. "Loving" everyone else except me. Regarding the forum: Skipping large blocks of text 80% of the time. At times just skipping to comments of those users I know who have an interesting perspective. Using it as distraction (see intellectual bypassing above). Not really knowing when too much is too much. Practice & theory unbalanced.

Is it that you don't want your argument to be examined in its structure and reflected back to you? Sure, emotionally heavy words are used. Can you see that it makes you invested to defend yourself against this kind of allegation? Putting yourself in Leo's or Forestluv's shoes, how else would you elicit self-reflection from someone in your position? Btw, the election fraud claims have already gone through the judicial system and there was no large scale executed conspiracy to be found.

Is being not welcome and being criticized the same?

Hitting someone back because they hit you first doesn't make it right.

Connect to being. Recognize that these things you dislike are creations/forms. Their existence shows that they are Love. You don't have to love anything. You can however recognize that it is good because it is already here. Notice any judgement. If you are familiar with meditation, let go of judgemental thoughts and focus of the being/form that is in front of you. You can start to appreciate its existence and you can acknowledge that your understanding and perspective is limited. ime, I can start appreciating something that I dislike by recognizing its beauty, by filling my heart with gratitude that this thing is here in this existence, that it teaches me about this apparent human condition. Connect to being and see that you don't have to love anything. Spot on.

Bro, have you tried psychedelics?

@nistake Good work

@nistake Oh my goodness Writing on the mouse hole, "just relaxing a bit from work & having a peace of mind". On the barrel on top, "there is no you".

298. AL-LAD Trip Report - A Powerful Tool For Consciousness Work On AL-LAD: LSD analogue shorter lasting (8-10h), more visual, less mindfucking (less heavy on the mind) than LSD more prolonged, mellow and easier to handle than 5-MeO-DMT (more like a precision tool) insights are clearer than those of psilocybin Psychedelics in self-development & consciousness work: not used for pleasure, recreation or 'having a fun time' (like playing games, watching TV, going clubbing) substances are not used as a crutch (even coffee) but rather as a shamanic tool for growth/expansion understanding reality & consciousness show the potential of what is possible in spiritual practices like meditation not playing around genuine intention to grow consciousness focus on insights deliver them Procedure 1h meditation 20min setting intentions to grow consciousness in areas that one need to develop myself in visualizations affirmations If feeling anxious, get into a good mood ("state") by dancing, joking around... Beginning taking 150mg dancing till onset smooth & mellow come up, no nausea feeling good in body (body high) brain fuzz feels like a head cold heightened body awareness meditative state of being completely present slow, steady thought stream thoughts are not all over the place but rather directed and focused all references about one topic are connected high creativity state simple brilliant ideas insight: creativity is divine rather than human inspirations flow out which are partially lost in translation due to language's symbolic nature almost no visuals connection to the beauty of the world Peak (after 2-3h) synthesis of years of knowledge and understanding into new insights beauty/value of being ineffability of being appreciation of human context (meaning the story of being human with human life living on a rock in space; related to content-structure lens) by "seeing" the larger context of nothingness conscious of groundless nature of reality infinite surfaces/contexts ego death (perhaps also due to prior breakthroughs on other psychedelics) infinite surfaces float in a sea of nothingness disruption of sense of reality: seeing no difference between enlightenment & insanity a glimpse of the infinite: being conscious of infinite depth, perspective surrender & acceptance of insanity (of "reality makes no sense") insanity becomes "functional" and is realized to be sanity whereas conventional sanity is realized to be insanity insanity is incommunicable full trip lasts for 6-8h, sober after 10-12h Lasting effects words & analysis are meaningless & futile in consciousness work because of the inherent nature of being symbols However, words & analysis are foundational for this work. They are to be transcended. practical knowing that there is more practice to do now as years of preparation were theory knowing there's no desire for consensus reality (like in conventional science) shift in core values: thirst for deep consciousness work, less attachment to material success, business success... more serious & passionate about [industrial-grade] meditation practice every practice is an opportunity of changing reality body energy changed before it was chronic fatigue of not being comfortable in body and now it's feeling the body how it's supposed to be felt, like being cured [well, that aged well: the change is not lasting] - psychedelics potentially cure chronic fatigue recognition of how much of the day is spend in "monkey mind" rather than just being "tame" the monkey mind deep sense of peace as obstacles were faced open to letting life unfold without intention to control it Lessons for viewer: psychedelics are a powerful tool (assuming proper usage and care) AL-LAD is a good beginner psychedelic A. is a good for integration of breathrough trips (like a companion psychedelic after previous breakthroughs) as integration of these breakthroughs is smoother with this elevated state of consciousness don't underestimate party drugs (as they are used recreationally for fun & pleasurable times) take time with integration - not more than once a week and take time off to contemplate, reevaluate... intentions are important for tripping set deep desire & intent long before you intent to trip purify yourself prior to tripping via contemplation & spiritual practice Psychedelics reflect your mind in on itself. Like self-fulfilling prophesies the state of mind gets amplified by psychedelics.

Aurora again Translation from Norwegian to English: Stardust See the storm calms down now You stand up, my friend And you know right away where you want to go And the road is easy again For the star shines bright Helps you find the way home to me The star shines bright Helps you find the way home to me Helps you find the way home to me When the world is too large And the road is all too steep You can turn towards the North Even in this dark night Where the star shines bright Helps you find the way home to me The star shines bright Helps you find the way home to me Helps you find the way home to me You can travel as far as you want You can choose your own road Through forests, over seas and mountains The star shines bright for you The storm calms down now You stand up, my friend You'll always find the road home The road that exists in you