Loving Radiance

Holding on to fixed ways of being. It is the habit of believing self-referential thoughts. It is to believe to have a fixed identity and so suffering comes as it is seen that an expansion of myself is needed for living my dream life. Changing identity is feeling what one wants and then dropping anything including oneself. It is a jump into the dark cave which called you for so long with hope that it isn't as deep as you feared.

@Emerald ?

@ilja

Would you say that arrogance is exclusive to assholes? By that you mean those men who are attracted to Eve & Helen? Do you mean to be accepted by repressed Anima? How could specific women sleep with the Anima?

You give away energy by focusing on resisting & focusing on something that you don't want. It's like you punching a fallen tree with agony because it blocks the trail home. Rather than being frustrated that the tree is blocking the path, focus on the area besides it. You live with it and embrace the energy that this encounter gives you. On the path home to what you want you encounter many things that arise because of your conditioning. Use them as stepping stones to realize that they are not true and that you are in fact keeping your light small by clinging to them.

I second this.

It is a meta skill to recognize the balance of intellect & heart.

Perhaps it's better for you to believe this: Fearing death = loosing all what you have Embracing death = retaining all what you have & gaining much more

You are right. I was mistaken. Thanks for clearing that up ?

This statement shows how you are foolish in this area. Substances with mercury are common practice in vaccines. They are used as preservatives. Certain variants of mRNA vaccines don't need mercury. Certainly. It is a matter of identity.

@flowboy @Preety_India

@RendHeaven You are doing good. Saying hi is already a success. All else following is the cream on top.

Can you share three or more examples of this occuring? "Can you absolutely know that it’s true?"

@Matt Skinner This is not Matt Skinner, this is Matt Stunner!

That is all true and yet focusing on the corrupted unconscious side of pharma is again focusing on the content rather than the structure.

Summary: He rested and completely got his mind off from all the personal development things. He found out that he has SIBO which caused his inability to consume almost all foods. SIBO can be linked to autoimmune issues which he has. He discovered many diets, recipes and detox protocols on the way to the diagnosis of SIBO like the heavy metal detox (curing brain fog, inability to hold long train of thought, concentration difficulties) and he will share them in future videos. He got back to working on his magnus opus about all of reality. Maybe he takes more time at the end of 2021 to work on it. He read a bit more about politics, society, geography, history. Future videos will be more about understanding all aspects of life which he will link back to living life (understanding of abstract models informs daily life). He had his deepest awakening so far. His baseline consciousness is now higher. There is now enjoyment in meditating. @blackchair @Conscious life @Charlotte

Blog video Back From 2 Month Break, Updates (upload February 5th 2020) Balance of creative work & rest Possibility of getting oversatiated from over consuming personal development / spiritual content to the point of just consuming it this results in not living life anymore as to not experience the whole range of life because the mind is still immersed and is not truly resting resting allows getting conscious & self-reflective of one's work by recognizing limitations from a detached birds eye view because of the contrast of work & rest Pacing oneself (resting, and working with the right endurance & speed) serves long-term sustainability of creative work output all areas of life are better to be seen through the lens of sustainability ("Is this area of my life sustainable? If not, how can I make it sustainable?") undogmatic sustainability includes exhaustive unsustainable work in one area while neglecting other areas (temporary) Looking at one's life to be an apple tree: apples are results result-oriented approach isn't healthy as only caring about the apples neglects the roots, trunk, branches, leafs... other parts of the tree are other areas of life that get neglected when one only focusses on the fruits of the work Creative work -: is counterintuitive to manual work being pragmatic & deadline oriented eats up creativity one is most creative (getting ideas & inspirations) when nothing productive is being done directed with deadlines gets practical (perfectionsism is restricted) seems to be balanced when done in cycles of: working on a project finishing the project time off & resting work with less creativity needs smaller cycles (diurnally and hebdomadally rather than biannually or annually) Innovation That what worked before will not be that which brings your work to the next level being stuck in your old ways of doing creative work will get your work outdated by the competitive innovative work of other creative people True Spirituality informs & transforms all areas of life like the way of doing creative work Role of requisite variety (RV) in life Definition from Wikipedia, "If a system is to be stable, the number of states of its control mechanism must be greater than or equal to the number of states in the system being controlled." there is not enough RV used when one is stuck on any problem not enough RV manifests in a narrow uncreative approach troubleshooting with try & error has to be so much done that success is inevitable (through lateral thinking & trying out a wide range of solutions; there's now equal/higher RV than the problem) upholding identity is something that often holds back RV find root problems in your life and apply RV - one solution will work by chance Working on projects requires focus [insert surprised pikachu face] (eliminating all distractions, creating a working environment) [I edited & sorted points for coherency.]

See, they are corrupt and have a vested interest. However, does that mean the information they give out is 100% false? No. My point was that any sources no matter how credible they might be seen can be easily dismissed just because the rub you the wrong way. "I listen to my intuition. These corrupt pharma groups have nothing to offer." Throwing the baby out with the bath water. Focus on the structure (sources) rather than the content (pharma groups).

@Leo Gura Antivaxx people will still be antagonistic and defame any sources judged to be not credible. "I don't believe those sources. Don't you see that the pharma group published the ingredients? Of course they want us to believe they are safe because they have a vested interest." smh

@Strangeloop I feel like you are already set. Here is something I found interesting (timestamped):

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Complete connection. It moves me to tears how beautiful it is and that this is made to happen. Yes! Achievements that inspire you & make you feel so blessed to be able to achieve them in future lifetimes. @zeroISinfinity

Insisting to be right on the matter is like the warlord insisting to be right in making you his slave. You see reality as it is. A stick is just a stick. You evaluating the stick to make use of it through changing its form ("Is strong enough to break ice? Can I make a speer out of it?") is judgement. However, you can recognize that beyond judgement there is just being. Beyond judgement there is just the stick existing on its own. ∴ The stick doesn't need your judgement to exist as a stick. What would you have to believe to want to change the stick? How would it help you to change the stick? Answer that first before going to the questions below. What do you believe to be; what would you have to believe to want to change your mother? How would it help you to change your mother? (I don't say your mother = stick. I use a stick as it's less emotionally laden to show you how you are doing this.)

I found the way Zeynep Tufekci answers the question "How did you feel about the decision of twitter and facebook to ban Donald Trump?" (at 46:42) very fascinating. Thanks for sharing.