Loving Radiance

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  1. @Joshuas I thought about volunterring for them here in Germany, but felt it would be wiser to focus on my career first.
  2. I once wanted Santa to bring a powder that would enable the tree in our courtyard to speak with me. Now I have to order, dehydrate and grind the mushrooms myself
  3. Rather than believing a and b to be opposite, consider that both are true. ?
  4. @EnRoute It is diverging attention away to the enemy out there. Lesser jihad.
  5. Anybody you see is connected to you because they are in your perception. Where should be disconnection? It was more for myself, but I felt it was maybe good for you too. I was with people with which I felt to be connected on a being level but felt not to be in the mood to connect on a human level. You can feel appreciative & grateful and enjoy their presence. If you feel you want your connection to be expressed in _____ way, then do that. Every morning I go to the lake for a cold bath. Every single time there is resistance to go in the water. However, I go through the motions and somehow end up enjoying it because it was not as painful as the resistance made it to be. Meditation helped to feel that it indeed sensations arising. The first times I went with some friends and now I keep track of every day. If an unpleasant state of emotion is continuously arising while you do any activity, you can experiment to do that activity in another way. Find something in these activities with attached uninspiring emotion that you enjoy. It could be going through a boring lecture which brings up frustration: you experiment doing the exercises instead and then occasionally go back to the lecture to find specific equations or what not - more fun through direct application and less exposure to the lecture while you learn the same topics. Try out meditation with labeling things in your perception as they arise. "Thought", "sound", "temperature", "subtle pressure"... Tune in yourself. The ground for all experience is that paradise:
  6. I wondered, many psychonauts avoid having bad trips. But bad trips offer a valuable view into the subconscious, what is not resolved. Sure, a bad trip can mess you up and shake you to the core, requiring you to go into psychiatric care. However, through suffering it is realized what is good. So, what do you think?
  7. @James123 Indeed Goodness itself ❤️ Curiously, every time while tripping, if a bad image or sensation came up, it was recognized that the mind is not the master and that the master can direct & inform the mind. How "much" Love is there that you always get a pointer to what's is True? Truly unconditional, patient, caring and loving.
  8. @James123 Makes "sense". Thank you?
  9. Pointer to not-knowing (recognition of labeled/constructed reality)?
  10. On vaping with a dry herb, electric vape: On vaping with a glass vape:
  11. @Forestluv That cleared a lot up. Thanks!
  12. There are vape types for concentrates and/or herbs or liquids. Is herb vape just enough for 5meo and crystaline RCs in general or does it depend on the way of heating like conduction, convection or coils?
  13. I've never done 5meo, so pardon me, if I sound naive. Isn't insanity your natural state of being? Like, sanity is the construction of the mind to view the world, but in fact it makes no sense at all. Sanity = imagining to know. Insanity = seeing illusion of knowing.
  14. FYI, that link just shows that you as a guest are banned. In fact any link to that side shows that one is banned. (Perhaps open it in a private window, if you are a user being logged in at the forum)
  15. Interesting that Love was almost always present in every shot as the sun or a small point of light. Love is there "before and after" enlightenment so to speak, ever present. She died and the sun fills the screen. Her dad dies and the sun fills the screen.
  16. In communication with somebody you have to adopt their way of speaking to get a message across. By talking to Leo the idea of a hippie can be useful to communicate something greater that the label "hippie" itself. ?
  17. I am sorry, I assumed that you already knew what to do because you described it that detailed: It is simple, just turn the around not good feeling states and focus on the turnaround. Instead of "I don't really feel here" focus on "I want to feel here". "easy to get lost and disconnected from simply being and feeling good on my own" --> "I want to feel centered and always at home by simply being and feeling good on my own" and so on... Ime, social anxiety was busted through going to almost every social setting available of people I know and things/topics I am interested in. I felt at ease by focusing on enjoying the presence of the people around me & by focusing on connecting to their being. There is no disconnection; when you are aware of them you are automatically connected to them. You can be in a mood of not wanting to chat with people while feeling connected to them - nothing wrong with that, just feel their presence and be present with them. Make a list of 10 things you appreciated about people at the end of every day. Something you recognized that makes you grateful to feel their presence (or "absence" of that).
  18. @digitalmarketingbyni Some suggestions: My bookmarks of threads & comments here on the forum. Nahm aka Phil on yt and the posts here. Byron Katie: recognizing & busting suffering creating stories Abraham Higgs: living life aligned with your heart Rupert Spira: non-duality Lisa Ceirns: non-duality This weird Leo Gura guy Eckhart Tolle
  19. Do you think that only positivity is allowed? Emotional sharing circles or personal sharing are integral to these hippie communities.
  20. @fopylo What do you plan to turn it around?
  21. @Etherial Cat Something regarding mescaline: That could be also a view on why thoughts about killing myself come up more during my psilocybin trips.
  22. But Leo, I only have done psilocybin so far. Vaping weed would be next.