Loving Radiance

Do you mean overcompensation or maybe unguided expression?

@Rilles She's like, "Yeah, just keep on with repressing your emotions."

You don't know what you don't know and you take it at face value. The moment I knew there was something like this I realized that I would use it as spiritual bypassing. My friend suggested that I shouldn't worry about my shadow lol.

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Criticism from above. The 1776 report is a reaction to green and upholds the BLUE-orange worldview.

Write on dreamboard. ?

On music Since childhood I always felt beauty in music. It connected me to a world of being. Growing up being immersed in music made me connected to life, connected me to what it meant to be human. The human condition is so well mirrored in music. Listen. What do you feel?

@fopylo Feeling this paradise and having success, living the good life, feeling passion and being ambitious doesn't contradict itself. This is the most functional state to make & experience life. You keep asking questions even when it should be clear for you what you want to do right now. It's easy to distract. So, no more theory for you. Look beyond and trust.

I opened a window to speak to a friend who was walking along the parking space. He stopped and talked to me. There was a recognition that this situation didn't make sense at all. No sense of what this body is that talks to him. Detached feel of story of people being here on the forum with whom I interact with. It is doesn't make any sense. It's a story that is told. It's not real.

On living true to yourself. There are also many good articles for you to read.

Waking up from a midday nap. Who is this person? There is no person. Hard to remember. Oh good lord, I don't wanna be this person. There is so much clinging. Homeostasic habits are there for a reason lol. What I actually want is on the dreamboard. Being truly free, no boundaries.

Yes & yes.

Do a vipassana retreat with just males and after that go have a conversation with a women.

When you quote me directly I get a notification. By writing @user there is a list of profiles popping up under the "@". Click on the user you want to mention for them to get a notification that they're mentioned. You are present and recognize dynamics at play in your perception by feeling what is here. You notice every tiny detail you pick up in your perception and label it. With time you immediately recognize what is there and what you focus on. It is good to do breath meditation. Everything that draws the attention away from the breath is something in your awareness. Label that which drew the attention away and return to the breath. The thought might come up of "this is just arduous and boring". Label the thought and come back to breath. The birds might chirp and the mind begins to spin a story of childhood and playing in nature. Label the chirping as sound and come to the breath. There might me an itch on your arm. Label the itch as sensation and return to breath. The itch might continue and the mind constructs a story that it needs to be scratched. Label the sensation. Label the thought. Return to the breath. Look beyond thoughts, judgement, interpretation, past and future.

What is that method?

@Joshuas I thought about volunterring for them here in Germany, but felt it would be wiser to focus on my career first.

I love this guy,

I once wanted Santa to bring a powder that would enable the tree in our courtyard to speak with me. Now I have to order, dehydrate and grind the mushrooms myself

Rather than believing a and b to be opposite, consider that both are true. ?

@EnRoute It is diverging attention away to the enemy out there. Lesser jihad.

Anybody you see is connected to you because they are in your perception. Where should be disconnection? It was more for myself, but I felt it was maybe good for you too. I was with people with which I felt to be connected on a being level but felt not to be in the mood to connect on a human level. You can feel appreciative & grateful and enjoy their presence. If you feel you want your connection to be expressed in _____ way, then do that. Every morning I go to the lake for a cold bath. Every single time there is resistance to go in the water. However, I go through the motions and somehow end up enjoying it because it was not as painful as the resistance made it to be. Meditation helped to feel that it indeed sensations arising. The first times I went with some friends and now I keep track of every day. If an unpleasant state of emotion is continuously arising while you do any activity, you can experiment to do that activity in another way. Find something in these activities with attached uninspiring emotion that you enjoy. It could be going through a boring lecture which brings up frustration: you experiment doing the exercises instead and then occasionally go back to the lecture to find specific equations or what not - more fun through direct application and less exposure to the lecture while you learn the same topics. Try out meditation with labeling things in your perception as they arise. "Thought", "sound", "temperature", "subtle pressure"... Tune in yourself. The ground for all experience is that paradise:

I wondered, many psychonauts avoid having bad trips. But bad trips offer a valuable view into the subconscious, what is not resolved. Sure, a bad trip can mess you up and shake you to the core, requiring you to go into psychiatric care. However, through suffering it is realized what is good. So, what do you think?

@James123 Indeed Goodness itself ❤️ Curiously, every time while tripping, if a bad image or sensation came up, it was recognized that the mind is not the master and that the master can direct & inform the mind. How "much" Love is there that you always get a pointer to what's is True? Truly unconditional, patient, caring and loving.

@James123 Makes "sense". Thank you?

Pointer to not-knowing (recognition of labeled/constructed reality)?