Loving Radiance

Sounds like Black Mirror's Nosedive

@Preety_India Instead of avoiding fear embrace it. Embrace it like a child that you feared for so long. The child just wants to be held in your love and nothing else. If it feels seen and wants to go elsewhere then let it go. Detaching from fear means to be able to swim in the water and coming out dry. Feel into the water. Notice every detail. Notice that the story isn't true because it doesn't resonate with you. That it isn't true and that you detach doesn't mean that you push it away, demonize, avoid or distract yourself from it.

Look into authentic relating, radical honesty and listening blocks.

I won't address all of your post. However, the quote above striked the thought in me that you get what you focus on. Instead of not wanting fear or rejection, you focus on what you want in that moment. "I feel fear when chatting someone up I am interested in. Instead of avoiding fear, I want to [be connected and present to myself / let go of the outcome with the girl] here right now." Fear doesn't resonate. Fear is not true. What is that what you want that fear points you to?

Just because he said that heavy metal are for sure not in Pfizer and Moderna doesn't mean it is guaranteed to be in the J&J. Here's is what I found: recombinant replication-incompetent adenovirus type 26 expressing the SARS-CoV-2 spike protein citric acid monohydrate trisodium citrate dihydrate ethanol 2-hydroxypropyl-β-cyclodextrin (HBCD) polysorbate-80 sodium chloride Seems to be very similar to the Pfizer ingredients which I had looked into. In general, heavy metal containing molecules are used in some of the conventional vaccines as preservatives. I haven't had virology in university but it seems to be unique to RNA vaccines that heavy metal preservatives are not needed. However I haven't looked in all RNA vaccines, there could be exceptions. @Forestluv I can wholeheartedly agree with @tuckerwphotography and thank you for your work here. It is very educational to see the focus on the map on Paris distort the map of Europe, and I also love to project that onto myself how I do that too. Enlightening for sure ?

343. All Criticism Is Untenable

Authentic relating Radical Honesty

For every single night since the infinity-insanity psilocybin trip on April the 16th I woke up not knowing what I am, what this ape body is (with knowing that this is an ape body, same as tripping). How am I here. Feelings, impulses and actions feel to be guided/directed from another entity. At the same time there is a knowing that this is temporary and it's over when the body rests again into sleep.

@SQAAD Of course you create things out of thin air. You will reality according to you: Do you want to drink? Then reach out to the cup of water. Wanna have a straight spine? Sit upright or do yoga. Pure magic. In the trip you become conscious of more ways to create reality. The judgement of delusion is coming after the fact. Are you delusional right now? I would say no. What happens with this elevated state of consciousness is in the trip. Why should there be judgement of what happened in the trip? You are here now. Memories of beliefs are memories. This feeling of emptiness is so still. Settle into yourself and feel into your stillness. Feel how still you are. Just rest here till you feel you want to express yourself in another way. Have faith that you can't see it now. Fruition takes time. You might not even recognize how it influenced you. Perhaps what you need right now is to feel emotional distress without having answers or a knowing. How would that be good for you? Ponder that. However, that doesn't mean that there aren't methods to record the insights. Write it down, if you want or make an audio recording. Note that high states of consciousness seem trivial or too simple when recorded. You won't usually see their scope when you aren't tripping. It is always helpful for me to come back to my foundation of meditation and journaling (besides general learning for uni). Before the trip is after the trip. Nothing changes. Everything is changed.

@alchemizt In addition to universe's comment above, what you can do is to slow down the breath or to even breathe out fully and hold the breath for as long you can. However you can play with the breath a bit: try breathing in with force and letting go on breathing out, that you only are active while breathing in. I for myself will slow down or stop the breath when the hands begin to hurt. @Forestluv

Seems good so far... https://www.technologyreview.com/2020/12/09/1013538/what-are-the-ingredients-of-pfizers-covid-19-vaccine/

@WaveInTheOcean Of course I am crazy. Anything else would be a lie. It was fresh from the grow kit. In retrospect I was surprised how strong it was. I also was somewhat reckless because I didn't test it with a lower dose. I expected it to the same as the other grow kits that I ordered before from the same source. However that was also ok.

God limiting itself by being afraid of suffering wouldn't be God. It would be god. You are here. So yeah, I would say so. What dilemma do you think there is?

It just got confirmed that a friends of mine gets to interview our beloved godfather Ken Wilber for Denver Westword (no promises though). If you have any questions for him, comment here, I will pass them along. The questions should be centered around how to make sense of the social/political/environmental world we find ourselves in today. It should be widely accessible to read for everyone, so it will be a bit dumbed down. I will link the interview here when it's published.

@integral Do you mean can Neuralink influence the brain chemistry?

@zeroISinfinity @Bojan V @Hello from Russia @Raze @AtheisticNonduality @Moksha @Natasha I sent your questions to my friend. Here's the interview https://www.westword.com/news/ken-wilber-integral-theory-institute-philosopher-boulder-11942807 Thank you for your questions That was an interesting read.

Of course. Good to keep that in mind. Thanks for the explanation. That thought experiment opened up for me to think about Neuralink and in general the concept of correlation & causation in a new way.

That is so fascinating. There are interesting similarities to moments I wrote about in my not knowing journal.

Yeah, that requires some nuance at fringe cases.

@Forestluv Is it known from past research how an animal recognizes that certain neurons like spinal cord neurons aren't needed anymore even when the desired outcome is the same? How would that look like on an intercellular collective level? For example, assuming that a Neuralink had been operated onto my brain without my knowledge. Every action of me typing on the keyboard stays the same before and after the operation, at least subjectively. So, how do I recognize that physically typing is decoupled from the letter appearing on the screen? Is it known how the intercellular interplay looks like for that recognition to happen? Or am I just being naive here by believing that this was already investigated/studied in similar scenarios?

Should we report anyone not showing a growth mindset and just debating for ego-defendence sake?

@machiavelli There is existential Love and relative human level love. It would be bad, if you as God didn't allow suffering of all manifested form like humanity... if you didn't allow that you would be evil and thus not God. This Love (formlessness) is love for yourself that you choose to suffer (form). By suffering you love yourself because you experience yourself in any differentiated form. Suffering points you back home, points you to that what you want and what you already are.

@Bernardo Carleial Check out the thread spirituality memes

Omg I feel the love coming from your words I gotta send this to everyone stuck in that nihilistic state. Right back at ya I just love how direct, self-exposing and self-honest you write, such a pleasure to read Do you mean that it is a pointer to home, God telling you that you can live in a life in flow? Btw Luminous Beings and Eternal Space was just perfect listening to while reading. Hit just right at home

Excuse my geekness, how does that look like on a cellular level in the brain; how is it registered that hand movement and action on the screen aren't correlated anymore?