Loving Radiance

Your body is so wise. It's telling you with the headaches to let go of what doesn't feel good right now. Of course believing what you wrote in the OP stresses the system to overthink and panic about this. Let go. Rest now. Ground yourself. Let go of this topic and immerse yourself in the reality. Feel into your body. Let go of any attached interpretation of reality. Notice every thought that doesn't feel good and direct your mind towards that what you find good. Thank you! I feel like watching these videos without being able to control one's mind is like tripping without being able to meditatively direct one's thoughts.

Today's synchronicity In the chapter Resistance To Grave of The Road Less Traveled, the author writes: I felt that. For at least 2 years I felt Grace calling and resisted it. For the past month I'm recognizing that I got to prepare my stuff to move in the direction of the calling. Which leads me to death. Cause I go towards fear and die in the process. Again and again, like a death meditation. Die again. Come back to death and trust that God catches you. Only You remain after death. And after death, die again. The identity has to die in every moment. Any fear of reality is dispelled and a new identity uncovered. I resist my heart's desire cause I will die. I resist death. And I want to be free, liberated. Which will be my demise and highest joy. Just let go my child. Rest now. And flow.

This guy youtube.com/c/ShotsOfAwe makes videos where he philosophizes about the universe and the human condition. And they also are filled with visuals made by generative AI. This combination is fascinating. Get a taste

Lol, I thought it is just western propaganda similar to Russian media claiming that Ukrainians are all Nazis. Edit: Okay, still not confirmed.

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@StarStruck IME, talking to peeps becomes easier when I'm in my body - grounded, centered, self-secure. Eat some raw ceremonial cacao. It's just showing you what's possible and where to go. And don't rely on it.

@Leo Gura Ask your lawyer. If it's a green light, then we can test things. There is always the option to shut things down.

Providing the quote in case somebody isn't able to access the site.

There was just recently a mail that the site was taken over and the attacker replaced its crypto address with his own. Lizard Labs, the supplier of the site, urged people not to not make an order. It's even deleted from their retailer list lizardlabs.eu/retailers. ... Yeah, I looked it up right now. On May 12th they sent out a mail that the site was compromised. Any order before May 7th was shipped.

Self-acceptance (SA) comes from within. So, daily practice of meditation and a SA exercise of your choice is good. Experiment with the possible exercises and look which one is good for you. Even better if you do the SA exercise during the whole day like some people do with breath meditation.

Back in October I was at an ISTA training. In the pod meeting (small sharing circle of 5) we talked about things that came up for us since the day before or things which are present with us right now. It was always a good time for deep talk, to enjoy and listen to the people in my pod and to recognize them as they are, without filters. I have this one moment right before my eyes. The man besides me shared something of emotional nature. I felt so touched and felt him as he was at that moment. There was intense beauty in truly seeing him beyond any conception of relative stuff. It was a recognition of him; how he revealed himself as a person with his already perfect personality and inherent humanity. Being able to witness his raw human being and feeling it so deeply is something that I will hold with myself for a long time. In a group coaching call almost 3 weeks ago one participant shared his triggers which happened during the week and how he was dealing with them. He told us how he was thinking that the triggers came from his past. While explaining his trigger and us now knowing his past, he said, "Everybody who loved me abandoned me." He fucking broke down when he said it, and we all cried or were an emotional mess too. God, the pain in believing that from all these experiences. The innocence of believing himself to be wrong and this being the reason why everybody left him. The beauty in the pain feels so good... No, the pain itself is already good to feel. And there is beauty in feeling the shared pain. These are the times I'm so grateful to experience the depth of this human experience.

Hehe, they won't hear a thing When you do it right, it will be half as loud as speaking. Anger is useful to enforce and keep people in check who overstep your boundaries. When you don't feel and express it, it comes up later in more toxic forms, as you already see. That's like not loving those of your children which are ugly. They also deserve your love. Give them love, be present and care for their needs as long as they are present. Actually, they have great wisdom and know of places with big treasures. Follow them and you will strike gold. Feel your anger fully till you feel complete. That's already courageous.

This definitely the case for me too. For me it stems from childhood & teenage years. Older brothers & classmates 'n stuff. When you feel yourself being triggered, go out of the situation and make a hand scream in order to feel your anger. There are lots of tools for this, but I found the hand scream to be effective, because I can use it quickly no matter where I am.

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLKmB51wF7NlDZgRnxUlt7BF60VQtciuH Hey Tobias, these emotional release tools are good to do before you want to communicate anything concerning boundaries and the like. In my experience, pillow bashing, hand & pillow scream help alot with anger. Controlling and repressing anger eats you from the inside. You already feel that. So, whenever you are in your mind raging against & hating her, do the emotional release till you feel complete. To do the work, I'd suggest you do it at least for 10 minutes in the morning. And whenever you feel anger arising during the day, do the hand scream for a second or for as long you need to. It's maybe also good to inform your gf that you try that out, so she understands what you do, when you do it.

@RedLine The level of consciousness with solipsism isn't necessarily needed to realize this. Lay down. Start from the beginning of "Black In White" and do shamanic breathing: Breathe into your belly (and chest) and on the out breath release & let go of any tension. Breathe fast, and breathe in sync to the beat. Breathe out on the big gong at 34:57. Then become still and listen.

Get out of hiding. Express your needs.

@Fadious Being the child is already here and available for you. It's just another mode of being. Make it a daily play. Focus on the novelty of the present. Feel into life. Notice everything and go into the natural amazement of life. Feel grateful for every moment. Feel happy to be here & to experience this. Care for your inner child, and natural happiness & amazement will arise & radiate from your heart.

Having realized that, to which place do you want to move? Expand your consciousness through spiritual practices. Moving deeper is already happening. You only let go. Let go of control and surrender to divine control in order to flow where your life force goes. It might happen that you consciously decide things. Make decisions from that place of inner knowing.

@Insane butterfly For health ofc. According to this study and this study it's cognitive decline in memory, learning, reasoning and focus.

This thread better be moved to the entertainment section

@puporing I drank at least 1 liter during my shroom trips to not get a hangover. Worked good.

If you are depressed, then you haven't seen the full picture. Aloneness is just one side of it. Consider the togetherness part of the coin.

I thought the same when I watched the first part of the video. Consider that what you assume to be illogical is already making sense. The picture is just not clear for you. It's the same as thinking that algebra is illogical when having been introduced to it just 5 minutes ago. You see the extent of it when doing it for hours and being fully in it.

That is like comparing yourself to a mouse or an elephant. Use Leo and other people as inspirations for what you want to do. Are you sure you love language? Really feel into yourself if it inspires you. You can learn any skill. Look what you did in all your teenage years and what you implicitly got good in. For example, I have good visualization skills from reading alot of fiction and I'm amazing at expressing insights through words derived from introspection. You only become a wage slave by giving up right now and by imagining that you are a poor victim unable to deal with life. This is my suggestion: Contemplate and write down what you want and what inspires you. Write which skills and meta-skills make that possible. Write out the daily steps you can do to develop and get better in these skills. Do a dopamine fast of just meditating, eating and sleeping for 3 days. Or just do the weekend. End the fast and focus on the basics: Healthy sleep, diet, exercise, consciousness-expanding habit, deliberate practice, socializing, earning money. Only allow yourself to do tasks which are these basics. Step 4 and 5 is hard because you feel the pain of your brain rewiring. Your brain will creatively come up with any possibility to get a high dopamine spike. Instead, cut the bullshit of the sugary-sweet and seductive impulses. Get still like in meditation and observe these cravings (e.g. for new information). Nothing is stopping you to live the life you want. Read that again. When you read that, what excuses come up? Tell me. Even if you are working at a factory belt, going home to turn on a mind-numbing series, eat greasy burgers and fall to sleep just to wake up living the same dream again... is that terrible? Is it horrible when your family, your friends, and even you say to yourself that you are a failure? You can correct this now. The warm sun is shining in your face and you just have to open your eyes to realize that you are loved. Notice all the possibilities to connect with people. Come on, write down what you can do right now. I'll start: Going to the cafeteria and looking for people to chat and work with. Going to the lake and going up to people I feel drawn to in order to curiously get to know them. ... It may also be that you are in a depressed-stressed loop now. If so, take a break and take a walk in the park. Listen to the leaves in the wind and the bird in the trees. Notice the vibe of people hanging out there. Take all of that in and notice that it's alright. Just yesterday my coach told me this: It's okay to slow down, to be overwhelmed with life and to feel hopeless. If your life is a highway, then there will be times where you are stuck in traffic jams. The best you can do is to enjoy every moment of it and look for any way to use it as a jumping board. In a traffic jam you could meditate, journal, listen to music, take a walk, or face the truth you are avoiding and take a good cry. Live is not always lived at 90mph. You are on your highway of life, and you compare yourself to all the other people who are on their own highway driving 90mph. No, the road before you only lets you drive at 5mph every so often, and this is a beautiful opportunity to orient yourself in limbo (Leo video, summary) to recognize & do what you want. Are you inspired by the speed of the other drivers? Then take that goal. If you want to drive 9001mph then work on your car that it can go that fast.

Book recommendation: The Neverending Story by Michael Ende Funny how his surname is "end" in German ^^