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@Leo Gura leo sometimes I let go then I start feeling pain, existential pain. Painful void, like been stapped in the guts. And then I stop. I know this is Death.Sometimes I start expanding then ths pain comes and I stop. I have been thinking like what will happen If I am tripping and this pain comes. Will I be able to let go. What if could not?. I live with my family.

@Leo Gura what is your personal criticism of ken wilber spirtuality. He seems like the type of zen master who denies infinte love.

How does God feel about himself? When a human experiences his true self. He got mindfucked. How about God? Is he in a permanent state of mindfuckery or what ?

@Leo Gura Got you. Maybe I am asking this question because I am clinging to those reactions. Oh ah ,it is just love , I keep forgetting that .Just let go my ego

@Mikael89 no I don't. I understand nonduality. But sometimes I wonder like If my ego dies 100% and now I am aware totally again that I am God,Would I be in amazement of myself? How God relates to himself.

@Leo Gura leo I don't get it. I am asking for a relative truth from the point of view of a human not God. Why do you keep blasting me with the absolute !! I want to have ego discussion here. You got me ?

Can somebody answer the goddamn question. He is not asking for the absolute truth. He is for a relative truth. We got it that everything is nothingness ,at least theortically. But still nobody answered his qeustion. Do other people lack awareness?

I feel more compelled and motivated spirtually towards Love. Whenever I remeber love, uaah I feel yes this what I should seek. But the truth , although they are the samething doesnt trigger this in me until I do alot of contemplation. But I started towards not neglecting that aspect of spirtuality. Wholistic approach is the way. Just wanted to share that with you guys.

@Shroomdoctor have you tried taking SSRIs, they can be a great help ,especially at this stage.

Mainly healthy blue ,orange and green. How do they look like ??

I watched leos episode aboute devilery and it was very profound actually. But still there is a point that I didn't understand. It was when leo said that some devils actually admit they are devils and they are evil but they go in a cycle of neuorotic guilt and shame so they end up creating more evil. @Leo Gura can you elaborate more on this point. This is me actually I am this guy. I am this kind of devil. What should I do?

@Leo Gura as Humans ???

I am currently on a 50 mg fluvoxamine. I read it needs like 24 to 36 hours to clear out of your body. Is this how much I should wait before dropping acid or should I wait longer?

@Leo Gura from a developmental point of view, why would we care about music,entertainemt... etc

@Ry4n I am on them for a month or so

@Leo Gura Can you answer my question please?