wesyasz

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  1. This outside world is reflection of the mind. If you mess with the mind, you mess up with reality, which is the point to see what reality is and where it comes from. When I was taking some psychedelics about a year ago, my reality also has been doing things like this, e.g. twisted letters (mirror-like) on the card-payment machine in grocery store.
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  3. There is no me There is no you I love you Life is beautiful Life is hell Life is what I choose
  4. ...maybe I shouldn't ask it. I know explanations destroy magic and beauty, because we fool ourselves that we know. Yet I am coming closer and closer into this realization that we know absolutely nothing. You've asked me if I could explain this magic... And it came to me during previous weeks, that... magic is not there to be explained, because the moment we explain magic, it stops being magic. Isn't it true? Our mind creates delusion of understanding which we believe and we have this feeling of having it figured out. But the wonder is gone. Beauty is gone... When you described that your finger has written exactly the same words.... and you asked me: How come it happened for us? I have got this feeling inside me, which sometimes happens... it is this feeling of knowing or understanding something, but having no idea what it is. Is it the same as what made you shiver? But I don't think it is possible to find the answer to your question. It is the magic and mistery. It is this knowing which cannot be spoken. Recognition of something which cannot be described or understood. Have we met before? Am I you, are you me? Why we seems to be separate if we are one? There is no answer to these questions. If we try to answer any of this, we are losing the answer. It can be known, when we look each other in the eyes and we realize we are there. It's this very moment of understanding beyond thoughts or words, beyond anything that can be explained. It is this love, the unknown, the mistery, the God. It is everywhere, so everywhere that it cannot be seen, because who is going to see it? How can love see itself? It can only be. And when the recognition happens, it is this very moment we are puzzled on mind, we know, but we don't know, what we know. We known unknown and the very characteristic of unknow is that it cannot be known. Yet it is. This is the magic, paradoxicity and everything that is. Time and space which are but aren't, me and you yet one, this very existence, this very moment which no matter how much will be written about cannot be described by words or spoken about. I am this love and you are this love, this is how we know each other so well. "I know God. I am God. And yet God remains a mistery." - Louise Kay
  5. Passion.
  6. 18:27 Her music is not from here.
  7. Shakti flow,
  8. You are amazing and perfect. Just be you .
  9. Therefore get up. Prepare to fight and win glory. Conquer your enemies and enjoy a flourishing kingdom. They are already put to death by My arrangement, and you, O Savyasāci, can be but an instrument in the fight. This morning Bhagavad Gita book has opened on page marked 11.33, text 33. Sometimes life push us to take a break. And that’s a good thing! Internet is not working today for entire day, therefore I am unable to continue my tefl course, neither Spanish lessons. Apparently I shouldn’t be doing yoga today as well, but I made a repetition of my day 30 session anyway. Today it made me more tired instead of energizing me, so perhaps I should take a day off everything. Well… I do now. I strolled around, shopping for amazing vegetables in local shops, ate vegan ice-cream for breakfast and stocked myself up with the green tea to get something to get high on in the mornings . Yoga is amazing and I already feel much stronger after 30 days of regular practice, even though it’s basic. As I’ve established the habit of yoga and Spanish lessons daily, I feel it’s time to get back into meditation as I miss it and see how it feels and how it goes. This morning I’ve already managed to do an hour so let’s see if I will manage to repeat this in the evening? And following days? And just as important, how do I feel about it? Actually, I would love to stop some of the habits which are consuming unnecessarily my energy too, instead of just adding the new ones... And that is THE ONE which is a bit trickier. But it requires deepening my presence thorough the day, which is never a bad thing! That’s funny how recently I feel more sensitive to other people’s intentions and energy and its flow thorough interactions. It senses any movement of intentions which aren’t pure and negativity which is trying to pull it into its motion, it automatically take a step back and deny to be part of it, complete refusal. It’s fairly interesting to watch this mechanism until it learns to be more unaffected and less pullable? <- I think I’ve invented a new word here. Yet any of it stirs my mind and takes a while to settle it back down. Recently it means that I adore spending a lot of time just on my own and participating only in interactions which feel true to me. Or, at least that’s how it feels today. Sometimes all it takes is a little event, music, or somebody else's presence and energy to remind you who you are. All the stories of the mind disappear and you are left with your true self, with You, who is beyond all of this, which is unconditional love and happiness. You wake up again, and again, and again. It is a gift, it is a reminder. It's trust, it's Hope. It is Knowing. I am that. I remember. I am this love, which is right here, I have always been here and I will always be. I came here to love. As for truth, there is nothing else that is real. I remember death, countless times of merging into that. This falling asleep into eternity, just to rise up once again. I remember You. I remember Me. I remembers itself. I remember. I am.
  10. Reading about teaching English while doing my ESL course. And today I have lost a bit track of my thoughts when I was doing breakfast and it flu far away to the other continent and for no reason I was thinking about couple of my friends which I haven't spoke to for a long, long time. Then I turned on my instagram, and she have posted a comment underneath one of my pictures 10 minutes earlier. Apparently connection has been established =)
  11. You might not listen to this if you have panic attack right now or whatever else, but try to calm yourself down. Sit down and let the train of thoughts go on without any judgment. Let the energy flow, just observe. If 'they' try to kill you, let them and see what happens. You need to surrender. Might sound not easy but at least try. If you need to talk drop me a message.
  12. I would challange that assumption, taken as fact. In my direct experience of now, even if I do not engage with thoughts completely, both past and future create present moment. ∞
  13. Guys can you explain what are you talking about?
  14. "People are not gods. They are not even whole selves, as you now see."
  15. Have you attacked anyone? Have you abused anyone? I mean, have you done any harm to anyone? To me it only shows how weird is the world we are leaving in. You have been just spreading love and you have been put in a handcuffs.
  16. What exactly is "them" that you are describing here?
  17. How was it Preety? Your Ayahuasca trip?
  18. So two days ago, two of my good friends but who are not related and don't know each other have texted me on messenger. Both of them. And within ten seconds. One of them asked me for help with finding some ebook and the other one has been recommending me and offering ebook to send me! Guess this... They both have been talking about the same book It's been Joseph Campbell "The hero with a Thousand faces" And yesterday one of my other friends has told me that she had a dream at night about the boat with the house on it. And today my best friend has told me about her big dream and about the fact that she might try to fulfill it, which is buying and living on the boat.
  19. I'm sorry I didn't met your expectations . Maybe somebody will join with different point of view! And just do what you feel is best for you!
  20. Yes I did, but only a few times and I feel resistance too, that's why I decided to engage in this topic. And I feel my resistance is telling me that it leads nowhere. I also think that desire to change something and melt all the blockages is a trap to imagined moment, "when I go through my blockages then I will be happy with the present moment". But if there is infinite number of blockages and things to heal, that may never happen, until we finally realize that the present moment is already here and all we need to do is to accept it and love it and ourselves unconditionally.
  21. If you didn't brake your blockages in 50 trips why do you think more trips will do anything? Isn't resistance a feeling already that it is not the way? How would you describe the highest path?