Fkdel
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Fkdel replied to EntheogenTruthSeeker's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@EntheogenTruthSeeker how did you get there ? -
Okaay, let me explain... Hahaha I don't frequently drink, maybe once every 2 months or something like that. After i started letting go and focusing on meditation "harder"(during the pandemic), the day after i drink alcohol i feel that i am way more aware, not when i am drunk tho, it's easier to let go because i can feel things better, i feel more confident, higher energy, even colors seems a little brighter. Any ideias on why does this happen ? Because the effect should be the opposite kkkkkk. Maybe brain chemistry, or some part of the mind gets more turned off ? If you have an ideia please drop down below, maybe i can replicate the effects naturally . Don't even enjoy getting drunk anymore...
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One thing is recurrent on my experience is that when i am on a "higher" state, maybe by meditation or psychedelics i feel more, i feel myself, an others, and love expressing it - this is something that make lifes really colorfull, at least for me! Music, art and everything becomes more fun. So how to feel more ? hahahaha
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Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@PureRogueQ Like, reprogram my mind with good toughts you mean ? -
When my cat died i had the most sad i have had in many time, but it teached me about mortality and how things end, and that's not bad. It tought me about how i gave value to non sense BS, and beeing aware of it makes life more awesome... But with time this "death awareness" goes away, and life is "normal" again, i am giving value to not worth shit again hahahah, like fame and wanting more money than i really need, hahaha. So how to be aware of death on everyday life ?
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So, the last two years were really awesome to me - great evolution, shadow work everyday, haha! In this time i have been in touch with so many "types" of energy... And i can´t really explain it, hhahaha (some of those i can actualy...). There is this amazing energy that feels like the sun, there is female/male energy, etc... But there is this energy that feels like eletricity and rock and roll kkkkkkk, that's the only way i can explain it. And i really love being in touch with it, any ideias of what could it be ? HAHAHAHAH I have been in touch with the energy of love, gratitude, etc... but this one is the one that i most like, and i can't figure it out... hahahahah For the ones in the path of the occult - do you guys now any deities with that kind of energy ? Thank you, guys Sorry for my bad english, not my first language
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Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@martins name Thank you, man!! I started reading "wheels of life" you recomended on the other topic -
Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Nahm @Nahm ?? ?? ?? -
Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No, my practices at this time are breath work and lot's of shadow work/meditation. If you could recomend energy practices i would be really thankfull. Going to read those two threads And thank you again for your time -
Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@martins name Hey, man! The breathing part really worked for me... i suck at visualization, so i can't really see the sun. But i attained to get in that state by the breathing + Trying to "remember" what that kind of energy feels like... Maybe music can help in my case! And a couple days of seminal retention really helps with the "anger" part of it! THANK YOU, MAN!! the visualization should really work for people who can do it... Do you have any advice on visualization ? Definetely gonna read the book!! Rock on -
Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@martins name Thank you so much, man!! Gonna try Thank you for the explanation and for your time and love, man! -
Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@martins name Yeah! Exactly But it's not agressive to a bad extent, it' s like this "yeahh let's fucking do it, grrr" hahahah -
Hey guys, what's up ? Hope you are all fine So, from this point in my life i have done a lot of inner work AKA Shadow work, so i feel really good and confident about myself, but there are days that i feel that i am more energetic than others. It feels that the "vessel" is finally clean from all that bad energy that i used to carry,hahaha. But it' s empty, haha. So how to feel more energetic and raise vibration ?
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Fkdel replied to Matt8800's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Matt8800 Hey man! Thanks for this amazing topic, almost finished it! So, i have started my occult practices couple weeks ago, doing daily the LBRP and middle pilar ritual. But what i want are rituals or practices to gather energy, prana, chi, whatever... hahahaha. Any recomendation ? And i have really bad visualization skills, any regards on that ? Is visualization a skill ? Can you recomend me some good practice books, i am not really interested in theory, haha! Thank you so much man, much love s2 -
Fuck books! HAHAHAHAHA, go do the work :), learning is great, but sometimes we are just burienhg ourselfs in knowledge, so we don´t do the practice. Sorry for my bad english brother
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Hey, guys! What's up ? Hope you are all fine So, i am creating an spiritual practice routine for me, and i want some Yoga exercises that are good to balance all chakras! PS: I don't want to follow the path of Yogis, so i am not interested in studiyng the science or mechanics behind it, just want some good practice Any recomendations ?? Edit: For beginers
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Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ajai Thank you Brothaa! Gonna try -
Hey, Guys! What ' s up ? Hope you are all amazing So, just finished meditating, and have some amazing realizations! Wanted to share with you guys. First realization is about my path, but that doesn' t really matter to the topic, so let' s keep going, haha. So what is consciouness ? I am aware that are other facets to consciosness, but i realized it is INFINITY EXPANSION/EVOLUTION. Consciousness wants to expand infinitely. So, with that in mind those other 2 realization comes to me - 1. There are no enlightment as a finish line, there are enlightning experiences, and infinity degrees to it. When people discovered the fire, that was enlightening to that time, because it raised consciouness level. What people call enlightment today i believe it's god consciousness(i am far from this level), but imagine all that can hapen after that, hahahah. 2. Suffering is the way consciouness found to make itself evolve/expand on it lower levels. Lower levels of conciousness doesn't now it wants to expand/evolve, so suffering kinda forces it. What do you guys think about this ? Let's discuss
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Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Makes, sense i think i was seeing thing to much from a logical mind. -
Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Now i am confused! hahahaha -
Amazing story, made me cry, and gave extra motivation! So thankfull for this Lots of love to you @Nahm
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Hey guys! Hope you are all fine So, those last days i had this realization that there are many kinds of energy, good and bad - but let's focus in the good part here, HAHA. There are like, sexual energy, feminine and masculine energy, sun energy, gratitude, love... What energies do you know, and what are the ones you more resonate with ? And for the ones into the occult, what entitie resonae with that energy ??
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Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@DLH Wow! Amazing point of view -
Fkdel replied to Fkdel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Swarnim Ohh, will read. I was searching for some information on the topic, didn't found... Thank you -
Hey, Guys, how are you ? Hope you are all fine So, i am thinking about starting some practices in High magick - really interesting path IMO. But the question is : I am god, i am one with the universe - why using entities to connect with that energy, is that any difference ? isn't it like beeing on a computer when you can be the whole server ? haha Not judging, just want to understand the difference here.