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@Seraphim Thanks man!!

@SilentTears Thank you, man!!

Another question, will magick raise my enrgy level (not talking about consciousness level) - Like the kind of energy we have during periods of no ejaculating.

@SilentTears Agreed with you, for me both the physical world and the spiritual are very real, the mistake is to split them apart, hahahaha. You miss all the fun stuff

@Seraphim @_Archangel_ @SilentTears Hey, thank you so much guys, iluminated me a lot Definitely going to study and practice it! Any recomendations on books, or any kind of knowledge in the matter ?

Hey, guys! what's up ? Hope you are all fine So, how can i tap into masculine energy ? Realy missing it those days. thanks

This was actually a answer for one topic of mine, but decided to post up here, hoping it can help some of you guys! If you want to ask something feel free, if i had the knowledge to answer i will Here we go >>> First you got understand that all that bullshit about us are down there on our subconscious, so there is a lot of shit that run us, and we don' t realy know. So Step 1 - How to identify that stuff: There are a couple ways, but the ones that most work for me are: Projection: Our mind tends to project on others what we don' t like about ourselves. i realized that there are two ways of projecting - One is about a good trait that we wished that we had like : ''Oh look this guy chat to much'' In reality we wanted to talk more, but because of some trauma we don't so we judge others who can. So use this and start to ask whys. Keep asking the questions and your subconscious will eventually give you the answers. ''why i cant be talkative or social'' - Because i feel that i am lower value than that person that i want to chat ''why i think that i am lower value'' - Because of this that happened when you are a child Normally isn't just one event, is a sequency of similar events, that eventually make you believe in some wrong belief. hahahah Wrong beliefs that one' s may had - I am not good enough - I am not men enough - I am boring - I am stupid - I need others people aproval - I am not confident And all kinds of shit that your ego wants you to believe hahahahah, and make you think that there is something wrong with you hahaha (fuck you ego ) And the problem about those beliefs is that they make us see reality for their point of view, it steal our focus and make we look for things to endure this beliefs. Other type of projection is like ''that people is arrogant'' And this triggers you, you can't stop thinking about that Other ways to identify wrong beliefs, whenever you feel anxious or sad, anger any ''bad emotions''(there are no bad emotions, when you do this work for a while you will realize this') Hang on in that feeling and remember what it feels like. Journaling At the end of your day write the moments of the day that you felt any of this shit like this : Today i felt anger because of this Today i felt not confident because of that Today i toutgh that people where laughing at me( this one i used to have a lot kkkkk, people where laughing just because and i used to think that it was about me) Using psychedelic can help a lot with identifying that shit HOW TO LET GO OF ALL THAT SHIT HAHAHAHHA For me it works better doing before sleep (i believe it s because the unconscious is more awake), Lay on your bed (aware of the shit you want to let go of) take a couple deep breaths for your mind to quiet up, and than start noticing your body - Sensations wil rise, like tightening, or some kind of pulsing, it can be diferent sensations. Our buried emotions generate a pain body( those sensations) what' s is easier to let go of than a emotion whose is not palpable. Focus on that sensations and allow it to be there in your body, and ask yourself ''when it was the first time i felt this'' keep asking it (because to clean those beliefs we must clean when it was created AKA the fisrt time hahahahah) Than just feel it, and breath in and out the sensation ( you can do any kind of healing breath technique if you want to), And with time those sensations will melt, and you will feel big releases, and true confidence and happiness will come Be patience, in the begining that shit does'n want to come to the surface, but when it starts it will come a lot easier. This create a state of abundance within, and starting from abundance you can do whatever you want with your life. Doing these work will bring a lot of benefits for you guys - End of social anxiety (that's why i started) - Core confidence - You will see more beauty in everything - The energy of universe/God will flow trough you much easier, and you can use it to apply in any area of your life - Things become easier That's all folks

@Bazooka Jesus Yes, weed used to help me with findind pain body and shadow selfs. But doing the process will show you how to do it without it. And relax, the release will come

So, I am on this journey of shadow work since 2017 i believe, but i started really doing it last year, and in this time of quarantine i am doing a lot more. And believe me when i say, it fucking pays off hahahahaha. I have my own method of doing it, but is some body awareness and some journaling, those last days i felt so much release - Than all that anxiety and feeling of wanting to escape fades away, it comes back sometime but now i know how to deal with shit hahahah. There are still some shit to release but it feels so much lighter. And the benefits are crazy, no i can feel my natural energy (One's energy), and can apply it in any area of my life, and it will improve like crazy hahahah. And can see beauty in everything, and see when God, or whatever you want to call it ( i like to say "the universe" hahaha) speak to you. Can express free of all those jugdements about "my self" i used to had. There is no self, there is nothing to identify with hahaha. But it can be nice to create i nice avatar hahah. This realm can be magic as fuck to but is just one nice game hahaha. Love for all of you guys

@Mu_ Yes, the start of it is kind harsh, when all those shadows start coming to surface it is scary, but it is exactly what you said, it's all love There is nothing to hide or run away from, just the illusion hahahaha

@Fkdel @Bazooka Jesus Of course man! Hope this can help you It you guys find it helpfull i can write a topic about it with more details and shit like this hahahahha. Here we go >>> First you got understand that all that bullshit about us are down there on our subconscious, so there is a lot of shit that run us, and we don' t realy know. So Step 1 - How to identify that stuff: There are a couple ways, but the ones that most work for me are: Projection: Our mind tends to project on others what we don' t like about ourselves. i realized that there are two ways of projecting - One is about a good trait that we wished that we had like : ''Oh look this guy chat to much'' In reality we wanted to talk more, but because of some trauma we don't so we judge others who can. So use this and start to ask whys. Keep asking the questions and your subconscious will eventually give you the answers. ''why i cant be talkative or social'' - Because i feel that i am lower value than that person that i want to chat ''why i think that i am lower value'' - Because of this that happened when you are a child Normally isn't just one event, is a sequency of similar events, that eventually make you believe in some wrong belief. hahahah Wrong beliefs that one' s may had - I am not good enough - I am not men enough - I am boring - I am stupid - I need others people aproval - I am not confident And all kinds of shit that your ego wants you to believe hahahahah, and make you think that there is something wrong with you hahaha (fuck you ego ) And the problem about those beliefs is that they make us see reality for their point of view, it steal our focus and make we look for things to endure this beliefs. Other type of projection is like ''that people is arrogant'' And this triggers you, you can't stop thinking about that Other ways to identify wrong beliefs, whenever you feel anxious or sad, anger any ''bad emotions''(there are no bad emotions, when you do this work for a while you will realize this') Hang on in that feeling and remember what it feels like. Journaling At the end of your day write the moments of the day that you felt any of this shit like this : Today i felt anger because of this Today i felt not confident because of that Today i toutgh that people where laughing at me( this one i used to have a lot kkkkk, people where laughing just because and i used to think that it was about me) HOW TO LET GO OF ALL THAT SHIT HAHAHAHHA For me it works better doing before sleep (i believe it s because the unconscious is more awake), Lay on your bed (aware of the shit you want to let go of) take a couple deep breaths for your mind to quiet up, and than start noticing your body - Sensations wil rise, like tightening, or some kind of pulsing, it can be diferent sensations. Our buried emotions generate a pain body( those sensations) what' s is easier to let go of than a emotion whose is not palpable. Focus on that sensations and allow it to be there in your body, and ask yourself ''when it was the first time i felt this'' keep asking it (because to clean those beliefs we must clean when it was created AKA the fisrt time hahahahah) Than just feel it, and breath in and out the sensation ( you can do any kind of healing breath technique if you want to), And with time those sensations will melt, and you will feel big releases, and true confidence and happiness will come Be patience, in the begining that shit does'n want to come to the surface, but when it starts it will come a lot easier. This create a state of abundance within, and starting from abundance you can do whatever you want with your life. That's all folks

@mandyjw Yeah

Truth is within But why do you fucking care ? Hahahaha Enjoy the ride, truth will come when it is time

I wasn't afraid at all, i was pretty normal, haha. But it had this ugly aspect to everything, that i didn't understood what it was.

Hey, guys! What' s up ? Hope you are all fine So, in my last acid trip there was literally kind of a bad cloud that didn't let me see the beauty of things, or how things really are, any thoughs about wat can it be ? In the trip before this one i had this massive release, that bettered my state a lot. In this trip my state was the same(good one) but it had this cloud, my trips are normaly really healing, this one not so much.

Yes, wasn't bad at all, hahaha. Just felt like a wasn't understanding the message.

Oh, i got it! Thank's man @SamueLSD

I do a lot of shadow work

Ohh, girl! I got your pain... My family is pretty much like this, full dogmatic religious behaviour, like "if you do something you go to hell" and shit like this, and most man in my family have that beta vs alpha behaviour, always trying to be better than the other kkkkkkkk. I Managed to get far away as possible, and bring my mom with me, because my grandpa is the most narcisistic person i have ever seen - he has gone trough a lot of trauma so i can be kind of empathetic with him, but it' s hard to stay in his presence hahahha. But the secret is to get away, and not get to much invested in their stories, some people just prefer to be right than to be happy, just let them. Sorry for bad english Lot' s of love

it makes easier to see your shadows, at least for me. So i find it really usefull for shadow work It's a good tool

Negative people, and mainstream media.

Sumarizing, just be aware of what you want to release and allow yourself to feel whatever you are feeling,without trying to mentaly label or understand it. For me, doing some kind of breathing technique helps a lot, but that's personal

It, can heal. But you gotta have some knowledge about shadow work, and good concentration. And for me those "substance induced" releases aren't permanent, but it is a realy good starting point, because they show you what should be released, than you can work on it. But i rather use lsd or weed for the purpouse of releasing trauma. Mdma makes it realy hard to stand still hahahahaha, and that's what i recomend doing to feel those traumatic energies in your body Good lucky, Man! Life becomes so much better after these releases, dig down

Hey, watch that 70' s show, pure blue stage. And it's a lot of fun haha.

Love you, bro! I had the same experience you had, on lsd Some things from the trip remained, managing to get it all sober, haha! Any advice ? I do lots of shadow work to, but it's harder to feel and release sober. And it's awesome to see someone who had the same experience, haha. "colors are my true nature" - this quote just describes it. Lots of love bro