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@Leo Gura That's the thing with these ceremonies and shamans, I don't know how much say will I have in that, or how will I make sure that the dose is not too large, even if they tell me it isn't. I'll just explain to them that I don't want to be taking a large dose so they consider that. I want to have someone experienced around when I'll be tripping my first couple trips, I have no idea what to expect and the thought that there are people that can more or less take care of me will be soothing. Also, retreats are easier in a way. I don't want to deal with shady websites and people to acquire chemicals myself yet. Once I get more experience, I'll probably find ways of tripping alone.

Hey, I want to do a retreat where I'll be having 5meo-DMT experience as my first mystical experience ever in my life. I've dabbled with meditation and kriya yoga but very inconsistently. I've never had a chance to try any psychedelics. I've been contemplating sober and deconstructing many of my beliefs over the years, but now I want to take it to another level and I want to actually experience non-egoic consciousness because I feel like that will have a catalyst effect in my growth and development. Question for those who have experienced the effects of 5meo, what would your advice be, to go ahead and do it and see what it brings, or slowly build up to it with other psychedelics (mushrooms, LSD, etc)?

@RawJudah How are you planning to do that? Are you planning to reconnect with old friends, or going to bars / clubs for cold approach, or going to social events by yourself and meeting new people, or? I'm looking for some ideas of the ways to socialize more myself.

@Peo They will have huge problem, that was my point. My point was that people who game at 50, probably already have gaming experience of like 20 years. There wont be many noob old gamers at the club.

Even the way he phrases 5-meo as the "toad juice" feels kinda off. I'm sure all his followers will refer to that substance as the toad juice and dismiss it as well.

@Peo The point was about starting and getting serious about this field, wasn't it? So if you have like 20 years of experience, yeah you wont have a problem to game at 50. Now imagine being 50 years old with maybe 1 relationship experience (wife) in your life, zero attraction skills and deciding to learn pickup and start dating again. I'd imagine that to be super challenging, for obvious reasons.

@Leo Gura I don't have as much of an experience with consciousness as you do, but I don't understand how a guy like him can miss such things. So if he hasn't done enough yoga, how can he say that it won't work. Even if he did, and it didn't work for him, how can he be so sure that it won't work for other people? Same for psychedelics. So, according to him, this "direct consciousness" is only achieved through contemplation, the way he teaches it. As much as I like his work (books, podcasts, etc), it seems a bit off. But I still think it will be very valuable to attend his workshops as a beginner in this work, but also in the back of my mind I will keep those points you mentioned.

@Leo Gura According to you, where do you think he is wrong exactly? I know two points that you've mentioned so far, those were Love and psychedelics. Any others?

@Leo Gura With Awakening here, do you mean some crazy levels of consciousness you tend to talk about lately? Or some enlightenment experiences (ones you had years ago) would do? You talk about the spectrum of Awakening and degrees of it, so can boredom be dealt with if one has milder version of Awakening?

@Leo Gura Including talking via internet? Like this forum, youtube comments, social media, messengers, etc? I was under the illusion myself that I liked being alone, but the it hit me that when I'm physicall alone (since I live alone and work from home), I'm constantly connected to dozens of people through group chats / forums / etc. And that actually being alone is really painful and I'm constantly distracting myself. I think you meant removing all that shit, right? Just yourself and your mind.

I haven't been into that plane myself, but I like this pyramid that I've found on reddit. Maybe it has some truth to it. https://www.reddit.com/r/AstralProjection/comments/mi3pbz/i_made_a_pyramid_diagram_to_give_a_crude_idea_of/

@koops What do you think is the right way of doing that? Just staying mindful of the reasons behind actions? So if I go and socialize, and I stay mindful of why I do it exactly, to escape or to experience something new and integrate all that negative emotions as well somehow, I guess that's it.

@koops 100%. I used to bullshit myself that I loved solitude some time ago, and then I noticed that despite the fact that I am living alone, I didn't really experienced solitude because I am constantly connected to group chats, messengers, this forum, reddit, instagram, facebook, etc. And all that gives me dopamine hits and ways to talk to people. Some of that can be good, but that's not a real solitude I'd agree. When my gf left me a month ago, I think I tasted solitude to some degree, I was left with just myself without constantly talking to her, and that emptiness feeling was unbearable, it was like I was addicted to her and now I was experiencing all the withdrawal effects of a drug addict. And I was constantly trying to fill that void with talking to friends and strangers on the internet. That helped me a lot to get over the initial hardest phase of heartbreak but also that experience showed me how hooked I am on socialization (even via internet), and that the idea of being in solitude when I was physically alone was bullshit I was telling myself. Now I think I can consciously try to be in real solitude from time to time to get unhooked from this need of connection with some other people. I need to learn how to connect with myself more. Do you have any tips for doing that?

@Leo Gura That's something that bugs me at the moment. I'm 29 years old, and I'm not sure about many decisions in life but I still have to make those decisions, like for example decision on creating a family with wife and kids, which at the moment I don't want to do, but still, let's imagine I did that now and after couple years my truth-seeking journey I realized that I need to be in monk mode to be happier and more fulfilled. I can't just undo wife and kids (just one example) that easily, right? It's just something that's been bothering me, and so far my answer is to be extra careful on this life altering decisions like marriage, having kids, having huge depth, settling down in wrong place, having an unhealthy lifestyle due to chosen profession, etc. But also, I fear that by avoiding those responsibilities I will miss out on growth opportunities. But I guess I have to choose the proper responsibilities that will suite my personality, self, values and be flexible enough to change them as my priorities change from time to time.

@nexusoflife How does that affect your intimate romantic relationships? if in any way.

It's also forces you to accept your devilish ways, isn't it? How can you become a saint if you don't fully become aware of all the evil (selfish) shit that you do and goes in your mind. What does saint even mean?

@Miguel1 Me too, and it's a struggle, on the one hand I crave intimacy, companionship, love, etc. And on the other, I know that a chapter will come in my life for more and more solitude, as I go deeper into spiritual work. But I'm not sure how will that go. And if I commit to a relationship now at 29 years old, I'm not sure how will my psyche and reality change if I dive deeper into contemplation and practices. I'm really confused. Also, I experienced a huge heartbreak and breakup recently that also affected my views on this. What are your thoughts, do you face similar challanges? Why can't you let them go?

@Leo Gura You also stopped dating? If not, how do you fit that into the kind of lifestyle you describe? In your Burning Through Karma video you mentioned a need for deeper intimacy with a woman, did you manage to get it? Or did it become irrelevant?

@Mayonnaise Do you think that is realistic? Over time she will probably require you to see her more often.

@Rasheed They demonize attachment and long term commitement because it's not in their survival agenda. It's a useful framework for certain phase of our lives, but those dudes make Red Pill their life philosophy and can't let it go even after they exhaust that need. Just look at RedPill and whole Oneitis thing (its their invention) as one framework of looking at dating and relating to women. I think a healthier lense is looking at it from Attachment Styles perspective. It explains things better. And if you go from anxsious / avoidant to secure attachment yourself (after all the work on youself, growing up and cleaning up mostly, maybe some waking up), whole oneitis thing might become irrelevant. So the point is not to demonize and avoid attachment (oneitis), the point is to work towards healthier forms of attachment.

@Leo Gura That's assuming it can't get better at it. Or you are saying that it's impossible to make such an AGI given the current technology. I also think that. The last couple years of advancement feels like more of the same, a better version but essentially more of the same underlying thing, as you said "recombitions of existing ideas". What do you think will it take to make a truly intelligent AI?

@Leo Gura To work with your course, will different psychedelics work? Like mushrooms for example. Or should it be the same exact one you use for your retreat?

Hey, I haven't done any psychedelics yet but I'm saving up to travel to Europe (I'm living in Eastern Europe) to try some. I don't want to trip alone because I'm inexperienced, I think it would be better for me to trip in a retreat setting where I'll be taken care of physically. Do you have any experience in where I can do that? I looked online, there are some places but I wanted to know if anybody here tried some of those places. I'd start with Mashrooms maybe, because I don't think LSD is legal anywhere, and I don't want to start with anything stronger like DMT or 5Meo-DMT

@Nemra Didn't know that, that must be pretty intense. But again, the fact that I'm not in charge of a dosage makes me a bit uneasy. If it was just me without shaman, I would start with a tiny dosage, and work my way up. But if somebody else decided that for me, not sure how to handle it. But I hope they have different protocols for beginner and advanced trippers.

@Kensho Ayahuasca is basically DMT, right? Can you share more about your experiences with those shamans and trips itself? I'm a bit worried about the dosage, like, do you have any say in how much of that substance you consume? or it is all up to those shamans that I should trust.