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Yes buy he doesn't seem to realize that. I was hoping he'd see more of that after this trip.

@PolyPeter Yeah I was confused by his conclusion. On the one hand he seems to have experienced ego-dissolution and becoming pure existance, and on the other he continued talking about how the existance is the highest priority thing but meaning the egistance of himself. If he meant existance for itself, then isn't his whole endevour meaningless? Maybe I misunderstood.

There is actually a synthetic artificial caviar in my local markets that's less expensive than eggs But eating that will probably kill me lol.

It's been a week since my last post here. I've still been relapsing, but I found a solution now I think. Let's see how it goes, I'll post again after a week.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-464 Life feels much more mystical and spontaneous in childhood, then we get used to it. @Leo Gura Is child more connected to what you are referring or did I misunderstood? Somehow it feels that life got much less exciting once I grew up and survival pressure increased.

I experienced same thing with KFC wings and burger. Once I had to stop all junk food for couple months due to medical issue and once it got resolved, I thought I'd eat some KFC and ordered it. I literally vomitted everything, my body just rejected that shit. But interestingly, after days and weeks of eating and getting used to junk again, it got normilized and I wasn't feeling negative effects much, till I ditched it again for some time.

Depends on frequency. None, if I do very rarely like once every other week. But if I do it daily, it mostly affects my sexual performance very negatively, also I get desensitized to a real life scenarios which makes intimacy with a real human very hard. That's mostly it.

Love it, but this shit is so expensive, if you eat this daily you must be a millionaire

Did he do it? How did he react?

I think that junk food is a perfect analogy because it's obvious that over-consumption causes issues. But notice that some people eat junk food and don't experience negative side-effects because of it. Maybe it's genetics thing? Trump comes to mind as he famously eats McDonalds daily. Maybe porn works like that too I have no idea. Also notice that over time you get desensitized to a normal food, requiring more sugary, salty and exciting processed junk to satisfy the tongue and taste receptors. And when you ditch junk food and return to healthy eating habits, senses are being reset and you are back to normal in couple weeks. If you are lucky you can even reverse your bad health with it. The compulsivity and lack of self-control is a problem here, not porn itself. But porn is designed in such a way and tickles a part of the reptilian brain (so to speak) in such a way that it's very easy to lose yourself in the rabbit hole of it, especially when you are a teenage boy having nothing better to do.

This has some nice VFX.

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Yeah but you don't get urges to use more and more fire after every cooking. It's a nice analogy but overlooks the potential of an addiction. It requires more self-control for some people to use it responsibly.

@integration journey Armin has a radio show around that: