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That's good, journaling helps me sometimes when I want to share something even if nobody reads it except for me, but also sharing stuff with friends is a good idea. As for your issue, just concentrate what you have now, and plan next months, have your action plan and show up daily, try to not derail much. The past isn't real anymore, so there's no point in dwelling on it, as I'm sure you're already aware, but thoughts on the past will still be there, it's just part of survival, look at it through the lens of survival, make it conscious, and do what you can daily to make your plans reality.

What specific characteristics have you had since childhood that you attributed to autism and not personality type like introversion or something?

16/50 Yeah I also noticed that the pro-autism questions that tried to lure me in wasn't because I am autist, but because I am introvert and I enjoy that. Test was very simplistic. But still I was afraid for getting 25+ Phew...

(Thumbnail is fake clickbait) Varginha case seems the most genuine ones that I've seen so far. But I didn't know these: https://www.theguardian.com/science/2026/mar/21/anniversary-et-of-legend-varginha-alien-incident-musuem-documentary But still, despite these, story seems believable to me. Yeah, if we accuse doctor (or any other witness) in lies because of bribes, the same logic can apply to Ufologist Ubirajara Rodrigue, who now tries to debunk the story. Not so easy to conclude anything.

Is that really worth your time and effort? How much do you pay for a haircut and how often do you get one?

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@Ramanujan I mostly do it with Claude or ChatGPT models. What do you like about Gemini?

Depends on what you use it for. For coding, Claude and OpenAI models are the best in my experience.

"probably in 2027 we will be introduced to extraterrestrials". I think this is the keyword there. So pretty sure nothing will come out of this. But still looking forward to next year for some reason, I want this to be real but it doesn't seem realistic.

@jacknine119 Have a drink or two, it will loosen you up and it won't be that hard to dance After couple times of doing that, try sober then. Try not to care how you look like from outside to others, that gets you stuck in your head, the trick is to loosen up and don't give a shit about how you look outside. Clubs are good place to practice, also music festivals.

@jacknine119 Did they tell you about Xenu when they recruited you?

Oh shit, South Park wasn't kidding. At least Christianity, as corrupt as it is, is supposedly based upon genuine mystical insights. What the hell is this Scientology based upon? Just some guy's sci-fi fantasies? How do people believe in this?

Updating PHP to 8.5 should be easier / faster. Rewriting isn't practical if there isn't a necessity, might create unnecessary issues.

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