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@Majed This will fuck you up for sure.

@Oppositionless Was 5meo your first exposure to psychedelics? Have you tried LSD or mushrooms before that? So my question is did 5meo do that motivation thing exclusively or it's just a psychedelic thing in general.

@Oppositionless I'm in the same position, have been doing meditation and kriya very sporadicaly and unfocused and getting nowhere because of that. I was thinking that trying some psychedelics would excite me to focus on them harder. Why do you think trips led to a desire to practice more focused? You saw the potential?

@Oppositionless So you didn't do practices, and started doing them after 5-meo trips? Is that correct? Or you're saying that those trips supercharged your practices?

@LambdaDelta Why did you watch gore in the first place? What's the appeal? Don't you get disgusted / disturbed by it?

@Psychonaut How successful are you at this? Does it come easily? Yeah, thats tough to admit, even to yourself. But is that all you really meant? I've also faced that myself. When I dig deeper to the reasons behind why I say "I love you", I mostly find selfish and conditional ones, and that frustrates me. Why the hell do we even call love it then?

@Psychonaut Are you sure about this? How does attachment trauma translate into compulsive masturbation habit? I'm asking because addiction can have many other reasons.

@Leo Gura Did you tell them that before the conversation and still agreed to talk?

@Natasha Tori Maru Cute. You need to have all the Spiral stage colors So the Purple is there as I see. Leo just merged all the stage colors into one robe lol.

@Nemra It would be interesting if you tried LSD now and compare to dream experience.

@Leo Gura Do we have to smoke DMT inside a dream too? Did it happen on it's own or you triggered it somehow? Or it was generated by a memory of an actual Awakening.

@Leo Gura What I mean is, at least for me personaly, I feel I need to go through phases of having relationships and sex, just to realize that, oh shit, those things don't solve my existential life issue. It's still there. But without going through that phase, I'm in a fantasy that relationships and sex will solve something deep in me. Which it hasn't yet. I sense that seeing that over and over again is what grows me slowly. And once I get rid of fantasies like that, then my mind focuses more on things along the lines of: okay, these didn't work, what can I do now. But also, what I realized is that I must not look at relationships or money as some ultimate solutions to existential issues, it's clear they are not that, but they have their roles and there are some needs to be met. Yea exactly. But it helps when you have some ideas of what's beyond all this survival stuff, at least in theory and possibility. It helps to not get drown into mindless survival activities for decades like an animal. Your content really helps with that.

@Leo Gura If the intention is burning through the desires, just to get more focused on more serious things later in life? Like a strategic move.

Why not? More people will hear about these concepts and teachings. It was actually quite fascinating to me, when two scientists where trying to understand what Leo had to say, you can clearly see some of the defence mechanisms in action right there if you observe. Also, it was fun and they clearly had fun doing it.

@Carl-Richard Did you got it? Through meditation alone?