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Alright guys. I am forgiving anyone who ever hurt me. I am letting it all go. Committing now. I won't stop until there is nothing but love, wisdom and compassion left.

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@Preety_India Hey thanks for sharing your preferences and perspective. It's also quite insightful for us guys. I would intuitively say as a preface that you resist the idea of being somones girlfriend based on your past relationships. From what you share these men were extremely needy and immature. To pressure someone into marriage is so so backwards. Marriage needs to be the crescendo of a mutually endorsed committment to one another. If your name indicates an Indian origin, this may be a cultural thing and maybe the solution is to look into other cultures for men you find interesting. I can only speak from experience that I want to be domineering, especially sexually, yet want my woman to self actualize, be independent, especially in thought and self worth. Woman who want to be my puppy (out of the bedroom) are a big turn off to me. She needs to be an independent entity and choosing to be with me, choosing to submit (again mostly sexually). Other than that I want a more friendship-esque interaction where both parties can be open - spiritually, intellectually and emotionally without being forced into roles. I think it's a sign for a lack of masculinity when you need to be controlling. You can have clear boundaries and rules as a base for the relationship but to mandate behaviour, speech and submission is an insecure move imho. That's why I like some of the boundary dissolving dynamics coming out of the LGBT community because it makes us reassess what out of typical man-woman, dominant-submissive dynamics actually make sense (for us), serve the higher good and which are simply regressive and one dimensional. I definitely want to fuck women like they are my little submissive puppy though. That's like hard fucking wired into my brain stem lmfao. Bottom line girl is the following: I think you can have exactly what you want. What you are describing isn't that far fetched. But maybe open yourself to the possibility that after a while of being with the right kinda guy, you want to be his gf, you want that official committment because it's authentic and not forced

You just inspired me to go into my yoga practice once again.

"Wanna get to green? Then become a selfish orange asshole." Yeah right, you don't understand spiral dynamics, that's certain lmao.

Really? For how long does this focus stay? Didn't you have problems with your focus and ability to uphold a high level of productivity? You simply assumed it's not due to your sexual habits and that it's related to your autoimmune issues and diet. Sexual energy if channeled properly is very invigorating and increases mood and focus sustainably over a long time, constantly. Nothing wrong with cumming. Especially with a woman. Rate and amount is up to debate. I prefer to come through whole body, non ejaculatory orgasms. That shit is gooood. Cumming is for special occasions hehe.

Let's forgive ourselves for indulging in destructive sexual behaviour in the past. In the end it was ultimately necessary to lead us to the path we are on right now. At least for me the future is looking bright. I wish each and every one of you the most fulfilling love and sex life with ultimate self control and multiorgasmic potential. Union with God through Sex is what we are aiming at LETS GET IT BOIS

Direct experience is king. I challenge you to abstain from cumming for 90 days and tell me you don't notice a difference. Go in expecting nothing, totally unbiased. let go of your ideas and expectations. Benefits I can attest to: Walk tall and proud with good posture. Look people in the eye when I pass them. Feel more "at ease" around everyone - lack of excessive self-consciousness. I don't feel "inferior" or "superior" to anyone I interact with. Feel happy and motivated to work on a daily basis. Intrinsically motivated flow states of high productivity. Less likely to put up with anyone's bullshit. Straight forward and radically honest demeanour. Genuinely more compassionate and merciful to others of all social classes. Nearly complete fearlessness - consistently choose love over fear. I feel more focused, calibrated and emotionally intelligent. A feeling of authenticity and purity. More intelligent, greater working and long term memory. Way more charismatic and witty. More loving and conscious.

Here in Germany, the Netherlands and many other european countries ravers get together to celebrate life in a unified field of consciousness and vibration. My favourite festival is QLIMAX, here are some sneak peaks listen to the lyrics from the song at 35:50 And my all time favourite empowering song that encapsules the idea of being true to your essence and heaving the courage to listen to your heart is at 32:00, That song got me through a major health crisis. I have realized that this music is my life purpose. I will make it, no matter what it takes. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KscNhnGYxSM

@Danioover9000 I use ear protection which reduces the volume to a pleasant level while retaining the fidelity of the sound

@Salvijus I would largely agree with that. One should be cognisant to not blow Semen Retentions effects out of proportion or attach to it as a new ego identity.

@Knowledge Hoarder I do in fact think you are wrong. Mainly because you project some idea you have about the semen retention community, their motivations and ideology, onto me. I am not against sex nor ejaculation on principle. Sex is beautiful and natural. But that it's natural expression entails frequent porn, hook ups and ejaculatory masturbation habits, is an assumption. That the sex drive needs to always be expressed explicitly or it will be damaging is also an untested assumption. I come to realize that I genuinely do not feel the urge to masturbate or fuck, if I don't have a compelling reason to do it. For example meeting someone who fits me and ticks all the boxes. I do in fact can get laid and have gotten laid lately, it's not that hard. But I realized that the type of relationship and sexual encounter I am looking for cannot be found from this immature, porn conditioned sexual appetite I still have. I am happy focusing on other areas of my life and letting my sexuality rest, reset and heal. I even plan on masturbating again without ejaculation to my fantasies someday. The ulimate goal is to heal my traumas related to sex, meet someone I vibe with and love and then have conscious, awesome sex with full control over my ejaculations. That doesn't mean slow fucking or puritanical sex or that everything shown in porn is bad. I think their is some high consciousness, loving porn. Even BDSM can be a gateway to higher states of consciousness. My goal is to become multi-orgasmic in the bedroom, pulling energy up the spine for cosmic full body orgasms without ejaculation. Those leave you envigourated and not drained and tired. I have had some successes a month ago before I decided to go full on celibacy for awhile to reset. it's awesome. You guys make it really easy on yourself by creating a simply dichotomy of free and primal expression and regressive repression. I am not trying hard, nor do I feel deprived. I feel content, focused on more important matters, healing and growing.

@kag101 About 5 times a week.

@Average Investor I actually don't have that many wet dreams anymore. I think it has something to do with energetic leakage. Again, losing a bit of semen or cumming once in a while is not a big deal. Semen retention a messy process and progress is made best with a high level of self acceptance and open experimentation. In the beginning, I actually leaned into my masturbation habits consciously, integrating that perverted rascal with a loving heart. Now I just understand on a deep level what I want and why I want it. I lost my desire for pixel prostitutes.

@Consilience I practice breathwork, spinal breath along the microcosmic orbit, Kriya Yoga techniques and of course meditation. I also want to get more into Qi Gong as some sexual mastery teachers recommend it. Also Hatha Yoga and some functional weight training helps as posture is tightly linked to energetic flow. I recommend you to figure out the best practise that works for you! There is no one size fits all

I just posted about the potential benefits of Semen Retention. For most people those won't be as apparent due to one exact reason: their sexual expression is tied to trauma. If you have ever used masturbation and/or sex to cover up the lower consciousness emotions of shame, guilt, sadness, anger and fear through porn or hook ups, you will feel worse after quitting it. Because your favourite coping strategy just got ripped from you and you don't have the strong, overriding emotion of sexual arousal to fill up the hole inside you. Like a heroin addict you are gonna claim: "ahhh these damn addiction doctors are talking shit, Heroin is good for me, see how bad I feel without it? There are numerous studies showing it's not addictive, give me my medicine back." Sex can be a tool for authentic love, giving, expression, connection and healing. But in order to become that, one has to consciously walk the path of healing on their own for a while to clear out obsessive and compulsive sexual perversions that one has developed as a trauma coping strategy. You are worthy, you are beautiful, you deserve sex, you deserve love. Sex and love is not a Darwinian fight for chunks of meat. Don't get me wrong, it can be if you let your trauma define you, never heal and pursue sex and "love" from a place of hurt, scarcity and competition. But if you become a loving, fully authentic, energetically radiant person through dealing with trauma through a path of Semen Retention, you will attract high quality women because you have become an integrated, high quality man with integrity and an open radiant heart. That's what women want after all. And a high quality man who has healed and actualized his true essence and character is different from most men who learn strategies to best imitate the qualities of such a man mostly in the subtle, energetic, intuitive dimension women pic up on best. Especially beautiful, feminine, high consciousness women. If you want those, you gotta heal yourself. Lot's of love, strength and healing to you guys, Enjoy your holidays ✨

You should try pushing the chunks back in to reduce energy loss. Just punch yourself to stay focused. Just punch yourself and or the women of interest. Violence and restraint is the way to go here. In all seriousness, you need an energetic practice to transmute the energy. For a lot of people, sexuality is a good way to cover up emotions so restraining that part of themselves can let them bubble up. I am not against ejaculation nor am I against sex. But I think it actually isn't normal to not be able to relax, be tranquil and peaceful without sex. Sex is a biological necessasity that controls you as long as you frame it that way.

@Someone here I agree. But I think Leo sways too much into that direction to the point where he starts to strawman scientists, underestimating their intelligence and open mindedness.

@Leo Gura but isn't science trying to intricately explain how things work all the time? Like modeling HOW the infinite intelligence of source makes things function. Isn't your dismissal of science as "they argue it's evolution and luck" the actual stupid assessment? No scientist argues this. Your argument is basically: stop thinking about how it's done, just accept it's God/Infinite intelligence/Magic.

@TheAlchemist Jesus. You are one wise mf let me tell ya. Thanks for your musings.

Everything is Love! I love all of you! Thanks for being a mirror and a guide on this journey. I hope your suffering will end swiftly and you will find peace in yourself❤️❤️❤️❤️

A body like that is easily maintained with a routine of 3 to 4 times of 1-1,5 hours of exercise. If you are healthy and know what you're doing that is. Better things to do like looking at YouTube videos all day? You post so much random stuff on the blog and you consider that a priority and time spend better than maintaining a healthy, fit and agile body. Don't underestimate the power of posture for your health. Better breathing, sharper senses, more oxygen, better regeneration, better sleep, better Psyche - higher baseline level of consciousness. I realize I am somewhat projecting because some of that dynamic is in me as well. But I point it out here strategically to bring it into your awareness and mine. Exercise is not a waste of time but a deeply beneficial habit. Looking like Wilber is not a sign of poor priorities but on outgrowth (literally) of training properly. If you aren't seeing significant results - that's when you are actually wasting your time.

Hey people, I was wondering if any of you go to festivals, especially the electronic kind and what Influence it had on your life. To this day I am baffled with the amazingness, beauty and magnitude of these events. I listen to hard dance and recently found this video of the dubstep artist excision: I mean the reactions of the people there tell it all. It's such a crazy experience. How do you guys think this extreme massacre of qualia and sensual stimulation fit's into the big picture of living the good life? Because I honestly have yet to find any downside to simply going to these festivals as much as possible other than that you basically get addicted to that lifestyle. Mind you, this is some extreme stuff right here and there are softer more traditionally beautiful aspects to festivals of course, not even mentioning going there with friends. I have this inkling that as consciousness evolves it sets itself up to experience more and more peak states like that? What's your guys opinion and how do you think these experiences compare to a more reserved, contemplative, meditative lifestyle? If someone forced me to chose between spirituality and the festival lifestyle I think I would chose the latter (doesn't even make sense I know but is just a point to accentuate how significant I think these events are). If God is infinite and infinitely intelligent, doesn't it make sense to ramp up the magnitude, frequency and variety of such experiences into ever more crazy and overwhelmingly beautiful forms for itself. @Leo Gura And a question specifically for Leo, watching this video, how does a peak state of enlightenment or god realization compare to it? Asking as a complete naive noobie who doesn't authentically see the value of what you call "this work" over pure hedonistic fuckery like you see above. I know this is all off the cuff mental hip fire but these thoughts have been lingering for a while and I would like someone else's perspective.

@Origins bro y so hostile. Relax.

@blackchair if I am dancing on a rave it is like a continious stream of meditation and very much orgasmic at times :)))))