MAYA EL

The internet is a narcissistic platform for sure. People nowadays have this desire for attention and recognition that's probably do to the lack of attention they had as kids and to add to that people also want to be listened to in whatever way possible and so every college drop out Starbucks kid wants to be a spiritual leader and talk about stuff that they have in no way personally experienced but through false memory syndrome they are convinced they know what there talking about . As well as nobody knows how to have a proper debate because when people come together to discuss something they're not truly trying to find new information they're just trying to win an argument for Ego sake. So I would say I agree with you.

You need to start by doing your own bill payments as well as buy your own food and all your own mandatory house chores so that you get in a rhythm then look st your monthly income and try to find the price of living wherever you want to live and start to find out how much all the Bill's generally cost and try to stay at or under 75% of you monthly income for total rent and mandatory related costs . But never max out your income with commitment oriented payments because life is full of surprises and so you need that last 25% for the "what ifs" trust me because idk how it is where you live but in the US good credit is a good thing to have and it sucks when you have bad credit. Luckily I've been able to consistently raise my credit to almost a 800 which is very good for if you ever need to buy something on payments

In this day and age everybody wants to be a leader but nobody wants to put in the work . There are plenty of people telling other people how to live life I suggest you focus on your self and do your inner work and if you do enough of it you will reach a point where people will just come to you no advertising needed.

Because in a pack mentality/ in the wilderness love is a sign of weakness and so you will naturally be tested by others that challenge your rank in the pack because they suspect that you are becoming weak. Remember love is still a relatively new concept to humans and so it will still conflict with habits that we have had for alot longer

My thoughts exactly

Studies also showed that it was bad to eat egg yokes for about a decade until the Cooper institute did the study again as a follow up to check long term results and confirm previous findings but instead changed the official medical opinion on the dietary consumption of egg yolks to say that it's not only not bad but its actually better for you then just eating the whites alone because of the cholesterol in the egg naturally lowering your body's bad cholesterol. Moral of the story is just because "they" did a study doesn't mean that there findings are demonstrably true And there are more examples of the wrong way to have a family then there are good representations so by looking at the majority family is going to give you a terrible idea of what a family is supposed to be like .

Having kids shows you a perspective of life that meditation never will It is also participating in the cycle of life and gives you a deeper understanding of how the human being grows and learns . There is an unlimited amount of reasons not to have a kid but that is because of ate socal programming we are trained to make excuses but remember 150yr ago a man had to worry about his family starving or being killed or his wife dieing during childbirth so in comparison today's life is still much more family friendly then its ever been . Now if you want your freedom and $ to go play and do what you want then I say you are definitely to immature to have kids right now but I will say that having kids is not expensive if you are smart . Having a kid and wife cost me less then if I was single that's for sure and I also have someone to make memories with that matters and will be there with me for a very long time. It doesn't matter if all is 1 or not because right now this is the game being played so the only way to beat the game is to play it and not forfeit it by rejecting reality.

Trying to insult me is not going to get you very far with me . Go have an authentic experience instead of being a weekend guru and come back in a few years if your still into this kinda thing that is

Ok your obviously narcissistic and not mature enough for an actual conversation about these kind of things and I dont have the time to deal with kids talking back like there my 15yr old stepson I will gladly talk to adults that can reply with actual personal experience and maturity and intelligence so good bye have a wonderful day

Ok and that's a bad mentality to have because you know it might not be bad yet to you don't care as long as you get what you want and this is the perfect watering ground for very bad things to happen as justification does its thing. Remember Hitler thought he was doing the world a favor

It sounds to me like You are under the impression that you have some core beliefs that are demonstrable rather they be obtained through enlightenment or a part of your being and have always been there Unless I'm mis interpreting what you are saying?. A devastating thing I learned during one of my many awakening moments was I proved to myself that even your conscience and your deepest core understandings can be wrong and most of the time they are as I proved to myself one day and the realization that some things that I would literally died for and know in your knower CAN be wrong because your "you" in you is not infallible and no one will believe that until they experience it for themselves . Yes there is always an exception to the rule in an organic existence and so there are some very slim rare specific occasions where you can help somebody and it not necessarily be harming them however those cannot be determined in the moment because no one can see into the future to see what type of future outcomes now exists because you helped to that person and I believe we were talking about mainstream situations of things like being a guru or spiritual leader of some form and in that particular aspect of life especially it is not fundamentally good for a person to have a guru telling them what is and what is not.

You are here to grow therefore you are not complete and whole. Even if you were the simply act of "not knowing it" would make you not complete and whole. And there's nothing wrong with not being ether one because no one alive today is complete and whole. That is why everything grows and changes

Dont make a concept salad here because if I do that too then we will get nowhere. Example being your programming that shows you that there is programming that taught you that there are levels to awakening and that even taught you the concept called awakening are all still just social programming you were programmed with.... see how pointless that will be? . It's like the guru virson of rock paper scissors . My point was that wanting to help is a social construct because it can be looked at as a bad thing because it makes a person dependent on other people therefore making them weak and by weakening them they are more likely to die (if looked at from a Spartan/ tribal/ animalistic view point)

Lol listen kid no offense but you are assuming something based off or what people have told you and what you have experienced do to false memory syndrome. I used to say I would never have kids too but one day you will grow up hopefully it will be before your to old . And remember just because your parents didn't become awakened by having you and raising you as well as you not enjoying your childhood and creating a complex towards your parents because they didn't love you enough and not ever being exposed to the proper representation of how someone should raise a kid doesn't mean that it doesn't exist because lots of things exist that you've never seen . Best of luck to you out there have a good day.

I understand but remember that wanting to help people is just social programming

Bingo this guys got it!

Leo is in a very awkward stage where he is building up a confidence due to the amount of experiences he's had but in particular phase he's in right now is a very volatile one because at the same rate understanding is growing so too is the imagination and if he's not careful which I'm afraid he's not very careful in his imagination will become the most powerful decision maker in his mind and he will spin off into La La Land to put it simply. Now this isn't anything against him because everybody I would think has to go through this phase of Awakening the problem and this situation is though that he is popular and having thousands of people directing their thoughts towards him and their emotions will greatly affect the decisions he makes as well as the decisions other people make because he is an influencer. As far as him experiencing things that no teacher has written about in any book I'm not sure what he's referencing to but in my own experience after you go through the confusion then the searching then the lost and hopeless then the Hope regained and then re-establishing beliefs and then the knowledge and understanding phase (I'm sure I missed several but you get the idea) after you've gone through those General emotional roller coasters you get to a point if you kept your mind clean enough to where you will start to experience things and understand things that words were not made for or at least I haven't figured out how to put words to them and they are experiences that I have the slightest clue and how I would even formulate trying to explain it and it makes you realize just how crippled we are by language because when you experience something that you've never learned the word for it's extremely difficult to share that experience with others so perhaps he is talking about that? .

@Leo Gura Leo I realize that you can't risk coming down to a conversational level where you may appear to have a normal thinking mind because this puts your image in danger of losing its respect and so because you cannot risk equal situational authority and you especially can't risk acknowledging not having obtained something that others have because that would be potentially life threatening to your internet image this puts any conversation with you in a serious bind because authenticity cannot be had do to said reasons above and so you are trying to deflect with a false concept of your view on life in Hope's that your answer will transcend the convictions that my statement place upon your awakening experience and l understand because I was the same way before I got married and had kids so I don't blame you for having the mentality that you do. But just remember that you cant truly imagine and understand something that you have yet to experience and go through and I don't expect you to believe me but I hope that you will become aware of the fundamental importance it has in everyones life. And I don't want to go back and forth arguing about this dissecting each others replies looking for reasons to deflect because that was not my desire and it won't help ether one of us so know that I respect you and your accomplishments and I only say this do to experiencing it from both sides and sharing it with the best of intentions.

@Leo Gura so I take it tou can self reproduce? Because as far as I know the opposite sex is needed in order to not only keep the species alive but also to reach higher understanding / awakening that cannot be obtained when single and without kids. And this is a universal fundamental part of every single human beings existence .

That's not his real name

Yes and the thing that has mankind all in a pickle is that we have forgotten/ don't realize this fact and assumes that language IS what it is speaking about and we seem to always forget that its symbolism and not truth

Just change or to put it another way "different "/"not the same"/evolving ". Write and wrong are just concepts mankind often attaches/ associate to the phenomenon of growth and decay . But life was before language and so cant ever truly be put into words.

All of these concepts are just that CON-cepts

Were doomed... or is it we are?....where are?.....I'm doomed..

@rNOW I do many different types of art but the one type I was never good at ( and I mean terrible) was drawing but around the beginning of 2017 when I started my hardcore Awakening I one day just picked up a pencil and started drawing Now don't get me wrong I'm not a photographer with a pencil by any means but I went from drawing stick figures to drawing Landscapes people buildings things like that very clear jump in skill level overnight. One of the things I had started doing was when meditating sitting in the dark I would draw not being able to see the paper I only did it a few times but surprisingly you couldn't tell the difference between the blind drawing and a regular drawing there's one point where I was drawing with both hands at the same time in the dark and you cannot tell the difference. The other interesting thing was how the seemingly random Landscapes would actually lineup with things later on throughout the weeks or months