MAYA EL

Rather its "aloud" or "leaked " on the internet it doesn't matter because it's all within the boundaries of the aloud information that we can play with . I promise you that nothing goes unnoticed on the internet no matter what people say about it.

I completely understand (well from a man's point of view) I was blessed with a good wife at 22yr old so I didn't play the dating game very long however my work friends and all my other friends I continually watch them go through the relationship and single game getting there heartbroken about two to three times a year and being very analytical I watch for personality traits and possible issues with people because apparently I have a sign on my back that says free counselor LOL And I can't help but notice the lack of depth and detail that these guys have to their personalities it's horrific it's shameful I mean these guys are 25 to 29 and to listen to a conversation from them is like what you would expect to hear from a 12 to 14 year olds they have no depth to their Curiosities or desires and goals in life and is all they care about is money feeling good and getting laid it's very sad. On the flip coin though I have noticed that when somebody that's very passionate philosophical don't get in a relationship with somebody that fits their criteria like you mentioned above shockingly it does not turn out good LOL it's kind of like a firecracker relationship when they're on the same page the intellectual understanding and passion is through the roof but when one of them disagrees you need a bomb shelter to hide from them LOL that much intellectual intelligence and passion Under One Roof is like owning a cobra LOL and I found it usually opposites seem to balance each other out and 90% of the time what we think we want in a relationship it's not what we actually need. Just my 0.2$

Your welcome ? All these hoops that the new age movement has setup only add to the delay of true spiritual growth because we let are ego get caught up in the experience of "purifying " the soul only to eventually realize is was all still part of the game and so we created more pain then was necessary. In my experience that is.

Me I am

You feel you need to be those things because you have been programmed since birth to desire that. But don't worry because if you have an "ego death" and "lose all earthly desires " you will discover a new ego that enjoys the "pure nothing" attention and lifestyle . Adapting is what the human is best at .

It kills me that people think he died in 1990 when the truth is that he planned and faked his death to try to start a movement that would make him the next "jesus"

Failure loss confusion disappointment rejection/ tech just to name a few. You have to be scrubbed clean of the person you used to be so that the new you has the soil that it needs to grow.