IndigoGeminiWolf

Yeah, it's weird. I can send Reiki to a person. But when I tried to send Reiki to a ferret I had dreamed about, there was nothing to send to. It was empty as if the dream character no longer existed.

@Maycol The closest I've had to that level of consciousness was when I climbed the densities of the Octave (from the Ra Material). I tried to peek into the next Octave but was prevented by a shield of Light. The previous Octave was particles moving peacefully. It rocked my world like being in a paint shaker trying to climb the densities. I had like a 2-week long dark night of the soul. Then I learned at that level not to change anything. I had come into a new Universe through a wormhole/tunnel, and I was instructed not to change anything in that higher consciousness. I could see the trees and grass animated as if it were alive. Even the carpet in the house looked of 4th density.

Hi, I just joined. I have done meditation off and on for 20+ years. I’ve gotten to the point to where my Kundalini has risen enough so that I feel bliss whenever I think about it. 5 years ago, I felt strong, expansive bliss in my heart, which made me cry it was so wonderful. I felt bliss in my crown that was expansive, and I was like “OMG this is amazing.” I love anthropomorphic animals, also called anthros. I do believe they exist in other worlds or on a parallel Earth. It is my dream to know what it is like to be an anthro. I had worked some time on merging my mind with an anthro I have had telepathic contact with. This opened me up to where I get flashes of insight into what it feels like to be in their body. I sometimes get an overlay over my own sight of what they may be seeing. I’ve desperately wanted to be an anthro myself, but I am learning to be ok with who I am and am seeking my true self, which may be more than an anthro. Does Unity Consciousness mean that you know what it’s like to be another being? Is merging with God the ultimate goal of self-actualization?

My friend gave me an attunement. It wasn't Reiki as I was already attuned to Reiki. But this attunement eventually awakened my Kundalini. He made the initial connection to the anthro world. Then I knew I could too. I just trusted my visions. It was like my imagination. But things just feel right when I think they are. It isn't a strong telepathic like I'm talking to you. It feels more like my imagination. Like I'm talking to myself. But they gave me like 20 video game ideas for games they play. And I had an Aha! moment. I had another anthro before who was more like the joker archetype. I asked their anthro Logos to hook me up with my most compatible anthro. And now I have an anthro named Flim who I love. He's not the one in my avatar. That's my spirit guide welcoming me to anthroness. I am in a state of bliss when I relax (about 3/10 euphoria) because of the Kundalini. Sometimes it gets as high as 7/10. Once it was 10/10, and it was almost overpowering. I didn't feel worthy when it got to 10/10. I tend to tense up and shut it out by instinct when that happens. Here is what Flim looks like. I'm making some games about him.

Yeah, I don't need to be omniscient. I'd be happy just knowing what it's like to be anthro as I mentioned. I'd like to write a book about it helping others who like anthros too. There's a lot of them that like anthros, but they don't usually follow spiritual or self-development paths. I've channeled Anthroness, which is the anthro portion of the Infinite. Depending on the species (fox) I felt smaller, and (wolf) I felt larger and deeper. I usually like to channel the anthroness out to whoever wants or needs it, so that it flows through me and might transform me from the inside out. I've sort of given up trying to transform myself directly into an anthro due to it causing physical pain the transformational energies. That was after over 100 hours of mentally focusing. Then I asked the Logos to transform me and decided not to go through with it because I wouldn't fit well in society looking like a canine or wolf that walks upright. My telepathic contact is spotty. I got enough to know some of the games they play, and my friend helped channel their civilization. I adore them, so it formed a strong connection. I once asked to see what anthro blood looked like. In my mind, I saw a very dark red blood. About 3 hours later I started bleeding on my leg, much darker blood than my normal human blood. So it was sort of like anthro stigmata, but no pain.

Salvia can be wicked. It trapped me in a carnival, in a time loop where I was picking the same flower over and over again forever. And I became part of the floor.

They are physical beings that are wolves, dogs or foxes that walk upright like humans and are intelligent like us. Though I really like them, I don't want it to be a distraction for seeking Unity and the Absolute. I feel that if I achieve Cosmic Consciousness, then all my questions will be answered. Maybe I shouldn't focus on something so small, even though it means a great deal.

When you die, Matthew Ward's channeling says you don't awaken to your full awareness like toast popping up. It's a slow process. I've heard it said that when you die, you can choose to come back to any point in your life and continue from there.

I don't use the breath to force Kundalini, but I do release resistance energetically by letting go. This causes the Kundalini to rise naturally.

From direct experience it's when releasing and letting go of resistance, more love/light will come in to fill the emptiness left behind. This moves you "closer" to God/Creator if there is such a thing as movement. This will produce more love/light in you which can be very hot. Your chakras will heat up as you move closer to Source and you have to integrate the new level of love/light.

Thank you all for informing us that acceptance comes before letting go. I had tried to release my blockages by pushing them away energetically. I agree we shouldn't try to avoid what we find unpleasant as this will only strengthen the duality.