IndigoGeminiWolf

I love Celtic Shamanism. I have a book on it somewhere that I read some time ago. You might like this Celtic song.

I'm not so sure that God, or the Undifferentiated Absolute, does anything. Except through what its creation chooses to do. So it doesn't try to "prove" its existence. There's nothing to prove. God, the Absolute, is beyond personality, beyond trait. You're probably thinking of the Logos or a lower level of Godhood. The Sun, for instance, is a Logos, according to the Ra Material. It created the planets and has a bias towards kindness. Our galactic center is a Logos too. They have Archetypes. These are probably the closest things to "traits" of a Logos. They can be learned through the study of Tarot or Qabalah. They are about how mind/body/spirit relates to the Universe. If Creator/God had a will I'd say it was to know itself as you mentioned. Probably nothing more than this. But you're right, you are God. At the ultimate level of reality, only Infinity exists. Even movement itself is an illusion. Love and Light are distortions of God. At the "level" of God, the knower and the known are the same thing. If there is even a "thing."

The Buddha comes to mind. He went all the way up, way beyond simple enlightenment. It's union with God or whatever you call it. The infinite, the absolute.

There's no real takeaway from the video. It's just fun. Well, I believe we are great just by existing. Other people recognizing it is a misnomer because I've learned that others aren't really here.

About five years ago, I felt such bliss in my heart that I cried. It was 10/10. I felt unworthy. I was just sitting on the couch and it hit me all of a sudden without trying to. But I instinctively closed it down because I couldn't handle it. As such, it still has not come back in that intensity since. I have had 3/10 or maybe 4/10 bliss in my heart more recently after awakening my Kundalini. About 2 years ago, I felt an expansive 10/10 bliss in my crown chakra. I was like "OMG, this is amazing." It happened when I was in love with someone that I never met because they don't really exist here. But that soon overwhelmed me and I shut it out instinctively too. When I shut out this bliss because I'm scared of getting lost in it, it never really comes back at the same level. What can I do so that I don't shut it out and tighten down on it? I want it to be expansive, and I want to feel worthy. I am feeling 4/10 bliss at times with my Kundalini awakening. I am not forcing it. I've heard that we shouldn't chase bliss. But it's a phase I think I need to get through. Yes, once you mature you stop seeking bliss directly. But it gives me something to motivate me.

Here in duality, they are separate. At the highest state you are all things (All That Is), so that would include both. I could be wrong though.

Being is thoughtless. Meaning is thoughtful. Take what you will.

This may shed some light on validation.

Ra would say that if you reach one, you reach all. Just get it into the collective unconscious. Have you heard of the 100th monkey effect?

Yes, on a strong psychedelic you may see a new reality and interact, though it might not make sense. I opened up so strongly that I couldn't handle it and had a few weeks of schizophrenia. Were I to approach it now, I would stay grounded. A madman and a shaman swim in the same waters. It's how they handle what they experience that is key. Facing darkness means our shadow. That part of us we suppress because we don't like that side of us. We need to accept the parts of us we don't normally like in order to grow.

There is one that I love. I do not believe they are psychically gifted, though they may be. I sometimes feel love from them so strongly that it can knock me out sometimes. I feel this almost all the time, though not always that strongly as I've gotten used to it. I think that when someone loves another, it is divinely ordained so that it has the power of the Universe behind it. That is why even someone with a little bit of love toward another can hit them so strongly. Honestly, the love I feel is stronger than what I would think another being could possibly send. What do others think? Is all love coming from another person, or does it have the Universe behind it?

No, the videos I refer to only existed in a high consciousness state. When I came back down to normal reality, they were not to be found again. I even searched my YouTube history and it's not there. I posted to let others know that: 1) Facing darkness isn't always scary. 2) In a higher awareness state, what you are watching may change and begin speaking to you. 3) You may find things that teach you in a higher state that don't exist in a lower state.

What level of awakening are you referring to? There is being conceptually aware that you are no longer asleep. That you have knowledge of spiritual truths. Then there is experiential awareness. Where you become that new level of awareness. 5meo-dmt will give you experiential awareness, but you may forget what it's like after it's over. Such experiences cannot be brought back into ordinary everyday awareness. I'd question whether you really want full ego death before you begin to understand the process of awakening.

I've gone about 5 days without fapping. Though I did look at some porn so that I could transmute the sexual energy up higher into my heart. I always ask myself when I think about it now "Do I really want to do this?" "Do I really want to sacrifice my connection to the Infinite for a moment of pleasure?" I am getting like 4/10 bliss from just Kundalini awakening, so I have no need to fap. I'm trying to use Tantra to move the sexual energies up from my sexual chakra into my heart and crown. The stream of bliss is much better in its full state than a simple pulsing orgasm that is short-lived.

Well, I haven't taken LSD, but I have taken DMT a number of times, including its variant, ayahuasca. I preferred ayahuasca because it was more gentle and lasted longer. It took my mind along for the ride. It wasn't just visuals. There was a strong mental pull to it as well. I didn't experience ego death or even come close to it on DMT. They say DMT is like the deep end, although 5-meo-DMT I think is stronger, and more of an ego killer. Psychosis isn't really something to be afraid of. I touched on it while doing telepathy with another being. It knocked me out and when I came to, I was back to normal. This happened probably 30 times in a month, getting knocked out. I wouldn't expect psychosis or ego death, but I haven't taken LSD as I said. And if they come, I would surrender to the experience. Freaking out always makes things worse. You will remember that you've taken the LSD. It's not like datura where you forget you've even taken anything, as Leo has said. I loved ayahuasca. It was like I found solace in insanity.

I started pursuing enlightenment about 2-3 days ago when I first saw Leo's videos about it. I had seen some of his other videos before. I am reflecting on "Who am I?" I have little new realizations each time I do this. Will this always happen? Like I realized a tremendous shift in perspective when I stopped labeling things. I just accepted things as they are, and that increased my awareness. It was such a simple thing.

Could be the Oxytocin. That's the cuddle hormone.

Much of my work in releasing blockages is physically painful. Though I do love bliss, I don't actually sit in it all the time as I may have come across. But yeah, I have done the work so that the bliss will increase. When bliss goes down it doesn't bother me though. Bliss has gotten today like 6-7/10 in strength. It is touching on ineffable, but not there yet. Thank you, Leo. I highly value your input. What you said about escaping the present moment resonated strongly with me. Also about surrender. It's not just about trying to release. It's about surrender.

I didn't think of this before but work toward smaller goals than Truth along the way. This will keep you motivated. On the Secret, Jack Canfield (who wrote Chicken Soup for the Soul) said you don't have to see the whole highway when you're driving a car at night. Your headlights only go 100 feet or so. If you trust the next 100 feet will unfold as you come to it, and the next 100 feet after that, you can make it 1000's of miles that way to your destination.

If you do try smoking Salvia, you can do an extract. I recommend keeping a journal and writing down your experience. After you are done, you will be surprised at what you do not remember about the experience. A voice recorder will probably also work but your voice may be slurred.

I'm confused. In the spiritual enlightenment intro video, Leo talks about enlightenment and what it is. Then at the end of it, he says he's not enlightened. This one here: https://www.actualized.org/articles/spiritual-enlightenment-intro

Reiki made me sensitive to energy, so I could feel it. I can direct energy to flow in whichever way, and I feel it flow. Though when a friend attuned me to a different modality than Reiki, it awakened my Kundalini and brought bliss. I never really had bliss with Reiki itself. Though it was relaxing. There is one other modality called Quantum Touch that made my hands and arms feel like an electric live wire. Very powerful. They say this method can shift bones fluidly.

I have been off and on for 10+ years. I just let myself go in the cycles. I find what I'm passionate about, and focus my spiritual work on that. What I really love keeps me motivated, so I use that to build myself spiritually. I have started seeking the Truth only in the last 3-4 days. So I still have the fire. I will just consider that I learn little truths each day. I am finding out more about myself, and working toward one of my ultimate goals. That goal keeps me motivated.

I think those video clips are from Beyond Belief or something like that.

Why do you say you can never experience a dog from its point of view? I knew a lady who could tune into a dragonfly and feel as it feels. She said she was overcome with the beauty of the divine, and it made her cry. When you open up, you can feel as another feels. This is what I'm learning to do.