IndigoGeminiWolf

I just intend it. When I want something, it's usually a shift in awareness. We shift ourselves to another reality/experience where what we need is already existing. Bashar talks a lot about parallel realities. Put it out there, and the Universe will respond.

I've read that in certain species, the pineal gland (third eye) has actual rods and cones. It is in complete darkness, but when activated it actually "sees" other frequencies/dimensions.

When I'm meditating, there will be a point where there's an increase in energy, and it knocks me out. On the other side it feels like I'm beside myself and not myself. There is a connection to other things that I can feel. It is euphoric. But I only stay in that state for a few seconds before I snap out of it. In that state, I am hypersensitive even to my dog's fur brushing up against me which can make me nearly jump. Is this a state of nonduality? I don't remember much when I come back from it, but it feels like home. I notice I have no thoughts of my own in that state. I am just observing.

I ordered some DPT. Would it be effective to do this before doing 5meo? Yes, I've been in the flow, and I've been in love such that it made me cry and I felt expansive bliss out of my crown chakra.

@Serotoninluv I did DMT and Ayahuasca about 15-20 times in the past. I smoked the DMT and drank the Ayahuasca. Never experienced nonduality I don't think. It didn't feel like love. It was bizarre and I was trying not to give into astonishment. I did go into hyperspace though, but I still didn't feel oneness or anything. I even took THH sublingually before smoking the DMT to amplify its effects, and still didn't have a nondual experience. Though it was powerful.

I use my 3rd eye to feel the energy. It's an actual physical, tangible feeling. Sometimes it feels like a 5-pound weight on my chest. Sometimes it's expansive bliss. I used to use my 3rd eye to shift energy patterns, but now I just allow things to be as they are and don't try to change things. The Ra Material states that the 3rd eye (indigo-ray) can open you up to the Gateway to Intelligent Infinity. At this point, you would be enlightened and experience ineffable bliss.

DMSO (dimethyl sulfoxide) carries whatever it dissolves through the skin into the blood. I've read that you can taste garlic within 30 seconds of using it. I thought that maybe you could use it to dissolve 5meo or DPT and take it by spreading it on your skin, topically. Just make sure the area is clean. And the DMSO may need to be diluted. I don't know if this would work, but it's another possible method of administration. I'm fat, so plugging would be really hard. They do have DMSO creams that are diluted. One of these may work. I would try it, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for DPT. I have done DMT like 15-20 times in the past.

@phoenix666 No, I don't formulate anything. I just intend that a blessing flow, and it does. It flows anywhere from 5 mins to 30 mins or even an hour for certain things. I don't visualize them flowing through me. It's more feeling the energy than seeing it. I just allow it to go until it thins out and stops sending. Sometimes I send specific blessings such as for good fortune or protection. But usually, I leave it to what the person/target needs. I get blessings in return usually, such as it working on my chakras. If I send out love, I feel love.

I mean when you're first in non-duality mindset. Do you no longer think?

Everyone who has died has gotten more than they can handle.

Well, I allow blessings to flow through me more than using Reiki. Either case it's not my own energy so it can flow forever as long as I maintain focus. I got attuned to Reiki more for myself. Rather than a healer, I'm more into sending blessings.

@Leo Gura Have you looked into maybe using DMSO to possibly dissolve the DPT? I'm not sure if it will dissolve in that, but DMSO (Dimethylsulfoxide) is usually used as a solvent to allow something to be absorbed through the skin. You mentioned that DPT doesn't really dissolve in water. DMSO may need to be diluted. I read to make sure everything is clean because it can carry dirt into the body too.

In his videos, Leo talks about the experience of being. Reality is being. But is true beingness even beyond experiencing? Can you reach a state of no experience? I'm not referring to sleep in between dreams when you don't experience, because you still have some level of perception I imagine.

Psychedelics no doubt increase the intensity of Light that flows through you. But do they also make it harder to integrate the changes? They might bust through blockages, but is it better to work at a slower pace that's more natural? I have done DMT before, but I don't plan to anymore. I work slowly through blockages, and then have pure love/light fill up what's left. So has anyone really gotten enlightened through psychedelics? Do they make it harder to integrate the changes? I heard there are no shortcuts to enlightenment. I would think they would push the level of enlightenment further away, because it's not about how intense the experience is.

How would one create in a no-self state? You can't use thought. Creator/God created the Universe out of a no-self state. From non-duality to duality. In that non-duality state, how would you create your new reality? I am doing releasing of blockages, and experiencing as best I can this no-self state. How would I use that to create the new world I desire?

As we know, seeking the Truth requires us to face our darkness. But our demons don't always jump out and scare us. Sometimes it's an uncomfortable feeling. A burning feeling. I find it's best to allow this to arise, and love it. Love the darkness within us, because that's how you integrate it. Whenever you have an emotional reaction to something, notice it. A reaction means you haven't integrated it yet. It is your ego responding, wanting to protect itself from change, which it fears. The more darkness/blockages you clear through acceptance of who you are, the more love and light will come into your system. I was looking at a cartoon character whom I love, and his face started turning all demonic. When you grow, you will notice that reality becomes unstuck, unglued as Bashar puts it. You may find YouTube videos which exist in a high consciousness, but when you come back to ordinary state you find you can no longer find that video. I found once a video that talked about a Sohar being the great central sun and that according to Pleiadian technology, there are like 10^49 universes within a larger Absolutum Universe. But since then, I have not been able to find that video. Or you in a high consciousness state can watch a video more than once, and it is a different movie each time, and often responds to your thoughts. If you get good enough, and I've been there, it can answer questions. I had to ask it to turn down the wisdom when I watched Spirit of the Forest, a cheap cartoon.

It may be hard to see or believe, but we came into duality/limitation for a reason. Maybe we wanted to experience not having everything we can imagine. If everything you desired manifested, would you truly be happy? We left the "god" state for a reason, at least temporarily. It's all about experience.

I don't know if we can be privy to the mechanics of it all.

I don't know if I'd be ready for complete ego death that I heard 5meo can bring about. My Kundalini is already rising on its own, and I haven't yet had to face my own death. But I have had uncomfortable feelings arise, that I have to learn to accept.

There are no victims.

I would let go of the fear of having to let go of anything. Being in the moment totally is the key, or so I'm learning. I don't know how far along the path I am. I just went through Leo's no-self meditation, and that was eye-opening.

It just happened that I developed schizophrenia from taking DMT too many times. The high consciousness state wasn't on drugs though. I'm now on psych meds so I don't experience the high consciousness states anymore really. But I'm starting to explore nonduality and enlightenment, so I am coming back as my Kundalini is awakening. Here is one video. It's over 7 hours. I've only watched part of it.

Thank you Matt. I didn't realize that about Tantra. I thought it was painful work to clear yourself.

This is a very apt video on being the traveler and our journey. "The traveler is the diamond spark, the soul. The traveler is the jewel between the eyes. The traveler is YOU."

I know someone whose tagline on a forum is "I am not the doer. The Tao is."