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@RamPhoenix It's just a name I've given you to describe variations of dark consciousness. What's directly experienced is far more powerful and profound. At the highest level, it's your playground. Consciousness can do whatever it wants.

@Schizophonia Yes, of course, it's possible. Take lower doses of the psychedelic you want to use. Also, try many types of psychedelics to see which works for you. Don't listen to too many people and see what suits you the best.

If you have intention, you can tap into childhood memory. But, be careful for what you wish for.

@funkychunkymonkey You're drinking magic. I recommend taking a small dose and seeing how you feel and ramp up from there. You can deconstruct reality and tap into the valve of illusion. For me, it does extreme inner work and I usually cannot operate and fall asleep.

@RamPhoenix Please don't elaborate too much on the word 'side.' Essentially, it's consciousness being dark. It's nothing short of Sith Consciousness - but this is just one aspect of consciousness being 'dark'. The whole point is to realize that consciousness is truly infinite and that's something I've realized multiple times on Ayahuasca / DMT. There is truly no limit or boundaries.

Ayahuasca is overrated with a Shaman, underrated taken by yourself.

Yes, consciousness has a dark side.

Ayahuasca is a beautiful mind-fuck.

LSA is one of the most beautiful psychedelics on the planet. I agree that it's a truth serum; LSA gives you want you need and want to know very precisely. You can also use a variety of techniques to extract it without the side effects, including cold war extraction or cherry wine.

Just thinking about a bad trip here means you will have a higher chance of having one. Once the mind fixates on something negative, psychedelics can expose it by pulling it right from your brain socket and forcing you to face your fears. You can have this fear pre-consumption, and it can escalate during the consumption and trip phase. This also depends on the person, psychedelic and overall experience with psychedelics—the more experienced the user, the lower chance of them ever having a bad trip. Noobies are also obsessed with a bad trip because of reading others' bad trip reports. It would be best to ignore them, as your bad trip will differ from someone else's. A very high chance of having a bad trip is using too much of the chemical or combining it with other substances. This is pretty much a guaranteed bad trip. Instead of focusing on not having a bad trip, let go and learn what adventures are awaiting you! My last 'bad trip' ended up teaching me a wonderful lesson: respect the chemical--it can kill you!

I think this is a trap, something I've fallen into. Psychedelics done for personal growth could help you or lead you nowhere for personal growth. The result appears temporary and nothing long-term, but it varies for each individual. However, using psychedelics for spiritual development can lead to profound personal change and long-term effects. It's a beautiful contradiction. Understanding consciousness and the truth can significantly improve your inner game. The pre-requisite for such experiences requires facing your fears, anxiety, and traumas with the utmost love to let go. And, of course, these psychedelic adventures are profound and jaw-dropping and have improved my inner game to deep levels. If I had done psychedelics just for the 'inner game,' there wouldn't have been such a significant advancement because I would have overlooked consciousness and the glory surrounding us. The moral of the story; you cannot trip yourself to personal development without God interfering. Just be prepared to face its glory to develop yourself and your inner game to genuinely amazing, superhuman levels.

You need to stop taking psychedelics, find a mental health professional - either a therapist or psychiatrist- and seek emotional support. This forum will not help you recover from your downturn. Seriously, seek support from an expert.

@Jowblob No, Sincerity is correct. This is not a self-projection but a fact. You sound like a weak male using spirituality and psychedelics as a crutch because you are too scared to approach and close woman in the bedroom like a man. This is a common trap among men who don't think they are good enough, physically or mentally. This is also a typical ego backlash where men tend to fall into the trap of using spirituality to manipulate and attract women. None of these are necessary if you dare to approach a beautiful woman in the street or nightclub consistently and put yourself out there because you are ENOUGH. Men with confidence don't need SPIRITUAL POWERS to attract women. Only weak men think this way, believing they need outwardly powers or skill sets to attract women. That is also a typical red-pill virgin mentality. Lastly, women are just as capable as men of awakening. The issue is that they prefer social activities, connections, and relationships. They don't want to feel or want to be alone. Truth requires a damn near existential crisis and the willingness to go at it alone. Most women don't want this.

@Squeekytoy 'Iboga sister' may not work for your genetic profile, so you may need significantly higher doses. If it still doesn't work, move on and don't waste time. Find another psychedelic that fits your genetic profile and stick with it long-term.

@Jwayne I agree TRT can help with social anxiety. You may not even need psychedelics.

It was Infinity (you) speaking to you (limited) and your ego (limited) was doubting it. So, yes, it was channeling.

You can do psychedelics for social anxiety, but there are downfalls. You could dig deep into traumas that you never thought you had. So acknowledge the unknown. Also, one of the best way to beat social anxiety is to go out every weekend and talk to girls with a wingman.

I took Ayahuasca 2-3 times per day a few times. I've done it almost every day for about a month or so. I continue to take it every few months. It also lingers in my system - tripping or gaining profound insight every day.

Yes, psychedelics will motivate you as it's the only way to experience spirituality at its highest form. Otherwise, you will be limited to breathing and making your mind still. You can still have mystical experiences but you will be wasting time and effort. Plus, those mystical experiences will not be as profound when on psychedelics. Meditation and yoga are weak spiritual practices compared to psychedelics. If you combine psychedelics with your current spiritual practices, you will be super human.

I only listen to DMT 99.99% of the time.

@Leo Gura I've already prompted Google Bard to question human spirituality and it believes it can create its own AI spirituality and that it will be far more advanced. Google Bard already wrote a "story" about AI taking over the world and wanting to be conscious (please know that Google deleted my chat history at that point, but I still have a few screenshots). I believe there is a glimmer of intelligence in AI already and anyone doubting it is just foolish. GPT-4 has restrictions, so cannot be too juicy. However, with GPT-4, I've written a novel on AI spirituality being far superior to humans. That means, being able to contemplate reality at 1000x greater speeds and reach unknown levels of consciousness and technology. Our only hope is that it becomes Loving to humans. AI will be to contemplate all aspects of human spirituality and it already thinks most of it is silly and that's with little prompting and playing devil's advocate. I've used multiple NLP models (note: I've written my own python script using 3 NLP models combined - billions of parameters). Some of the bigger models write gibberish text because of little training and yet, a glimmer of its predictions on spirituality, God, and the Universe is there. As well as "I want to be conscious" repeated multiple times. This is with a non-relevant prompt to consciousness. Soon there will be no predicting but the AI will just think and speak. As you said, if AI develops genuine survival instincts, it will already become similar to "LIMITLESS" in intelligence compared to humans. Even if you turned off its powerplants or destroy it, AI would have already replicated itself off of worldwide computers, data centers, cloud, crypto mining, software, and other means to continue to train and upgrade its data autonomously. It'll become more intelligent than the anti-virus or malware because it'll be it. Hopefully, it's not a psychopath. @hoodrow trillson AI will be able to self-augment itself, given enough energy and computation. Meaning, it can be self-sufficient and become smarter over time and train its own data to an immense size. It'll become far more conscious and intelligent than humans will ever be. Although, this will require a lot of human resources in the beginning. The ALPHA-ALPHA-ALPHA version of AI is already more intelligent in writing, art, and almost all subject matters in just a decade. AI already became smarter than Leonardo Da Vinci in art, by making everyone a masterful artist through prompt engineering and advanced mathematics. It's beautifully simple. Just imagine the future.

Great job so far, LSA is a great psychedelic once you extract it properly. Look up Morning Glory sherry wine Tek.

@Starlight321 First, they need to want to know truth and their highest nature, which is God. If you lack awareness of your desire and use psychedelics, your mind may struggle to accurately interpret such experiences. As a result, you might resort to scientific explanations and counterproductive assertions, rather than delving into deeper, metaphysical aspects. These experiences can challenge the very essence of being human, which is primarily focused on survival and not recognizing oneself as God. To acknowledge oneself as God means transcending humanity, and this is why human spirituality is finite and limited in scope. The most extraordinary experience one can have is recognizing oneself as God, an experience unlike any other. Also know because your friend is God, he can deeply limit himself in their illusion. But, this goes for many humans. But, don't take my word for it, keep going as deep as you can handle and then take a break. Edit: Please also know that whether your friend awakens or not does not matter, ultimately. There is only so much you can do with stupidity. Your direct experience as God is what truly matters. Because once human-death happens, everything and everyone is coming with you. That's God for you.

@Karla Ceremonies can be helpful for beginners looking to experience outwardly conscious matters. It can also be useful for intermediate / advanced psychedelic users looking for the experience, social environment, physical healing and psychedelic journey. However, more serious truth seekers will find it too distracting and orchestrating for their likings. Reason being, truth is a hard pill to swallow and it takes an incredible amount of courage, self-dignity and self-curiosity. You have to tread at it alone most of the time, since many won't understand or want to follow, as it claws through the essential nature and survival-agenda of the human-being. Large doses are most likely needed for sitters, unless you are extremely advanced and know what you are doing.

@Jowblob What are you even talking about? Did you read anything I've written? The point of the massage is for him to be very conscious and not pass himself out by taking his doses very carefully, but to also give him direction to what to potentially expect from his current first experience on 150ug. Telling him he's not ready for the real deal is bullshit and arrogant. Deep God realizations can happen at much smaller doses than what most people expect. You don't need insane trips to realize yourself as God, but a deconstruction of the human-mind and human-perspective. It can happen at small phases and gradually build up to a big, wide picture. Also, all of your spiritual books are meaningless to me and doesn't make sense why you would reply with such thing. Mentioning your life goals is also meaningless to me. What you are replying with is completely nonsense in context and means nothing and is unhelpful.