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I think defining entities as just 'ego' is the wrong perspective and can be viewed as limited in a sense of understanding of what's happening. Although, i do agree that it can be a manifestation of ego, but it's being used too broadly. Entities, such as jesters are not just a manifestation of ego but apart of your consciousness, like any physical form, such as your friends and family. Of course, we are not telling our ourselves to let go of any of the latter. Non-duality is like any other form of spiritual consciousness and not the highest level of god, in my opinion. Entity consciousness. such as a jester, can encapsulate all forms of spiritual consciousness or its own unique version of god-consciousness, directly experienced. We have a habit of separating entities as these playful 'games' that ego leverages but not knowing that these can lead to higher god consciousness as well. Ultimately, Jester is another way to experience God manifestation, like any other forms of spirituality and shouldn't be thrown as just ego manifestations and lead to believe that other forms of spirituality is better.

A psychedelic that aligns with your genetic profile is the fast-lane to God and all kinds of insane-awakenings; superior to anything done natural.

@shree Yes, I believe so. If you feel even the slightest trip with a small dose, that psychedelic most likely aligns with your genetic profile. It happened to me with DMT / Ayahuasca, that even small drop(s) lead to high-level contemplation of God and superior insights. Taking more drops dissolved ego and reality, especially when waking up and seeing reality for what it is (even for a split second). Taking this amount of small doses of Ayahuasca eventually lead to other psychedelic, including THC (delta-8) to have a profound impact on how I see reality. DMT is profound and it appears 4-ACO-DMT aligns with your mind / body.

@Clarence The point is; there is of any need of order or process in the afterlife since it's all imaginary and that's the absolute order. Calling it 'magic' isn't merely a word, but a direct experience; since magic is an illusion and requires no explanation. If your mind decides that there is a process after death, you will imagine it and therefore, create the order and process because you are God. If you decide that the order of an afterlife is having a 16-inch alien penis, then so be it. These processes or orders are all just illusions for the mind and you can do as you wish. What if you controlled the order of your death based on the way you think now, since you are an infinite mind? Therefore, afterlife doesn't need a process or order since it's imagined to begin with. I agree, we don't know for sure what happens after physical death. But there is one thing we do know: we will be infinity (isn't that the process we are ultimately looking for?) Personally, i have reduced my mind to absolute infinity and nothing else really needs to be explained but directly experienced. Also, if infinite imagination was truly understood, there would no little to no questions of how thing(s) function, because that would be it. This is what I've been contemplating and struggling with. There is a possibility that no one is truly conscious or understand what infinite imagination truly entails. So, I remain humble during my spiritual journey. There is a lot of questions and little answered! Please do not take this as me being a know it all (which is a habit on a spiritual forum) or disagreeing with you but contemplating together and sharing insights. In this discussion, I'm challenging your take for more perspective for myself

@Clarence Even if there is an afterlife, it is all just imaginary. There is no need of a process, function or 'order of' when it comes to death or an afterlife (or anything that happens thereafter), since it's all just imaginary and therefore, it's just magic. Consciousness is just magic and magic needs no explanation. This is one of my best ayahuasca insights. I think we have a habit of constantly seeking explanations, when there is no need of one. I got tired of seeking explaination and just allow my mind to explore.

@Rafael Thundercat Let me know how that goes, I'm interested to seeing what happens to you. This is an experiment I don't think anyone on the planet have the balls to do besides me and possibly, a few others. With hauntings, most of the spirits aren't inherently evil. These spirits also appear obsessively loving the space they are in and living some conscious loop. Spirits can also follow and love humans and their space. Evil spirits rape whoever is within their space, for whatever amoral, satisfying reason. And the fucked up thing is: it's love. I don't know if anyone seriously contemplates ghosts, spirits and evilness. And a side note: most ghost hunting shows are full of shit and dramatizes every house as evil. With a truly evil haunted house, you will not be able to stomach it for more than a few hours (or days, or months, depending on the ramp up). Once you start deeply contemplating this, you could open up a pandora box for yourself.

@Water by the River I have experienced such evil consciousness states on ayahuasca and its not suffering. Now, you could suffer when you are experiencing such state, but the state itself is not suffering. It's just loving itself and its evilness. But, you are speaking of evilness here, on earth - so karma may not apply. I'm speaking of absolute evilness experienced in an altered state of consciousness with psychedelics. And I'm sure these states remain mostly unexplored, unless done accidentally; we still don't know the permanent changes or dangers that can occur when accessing these states. But, they do exist. I also offer a challenge to anyone in doubt (or believe they are god realized): find a evil-haunted house with a known evil-spirit and take DMT. You may suffer, but the evil-spirit wouldn't.

@Water by the River i wholeheartedly disagree with a portion of what you are saying. Evil is not suffering; that's a human conception of evilness. Evilness can be absolute; a net negative of human morality. It's infinitely Immoral, but also very very loving. It's fucked up. At this point, I'm absolutely positive there is demonic consciousness and entire webs of absolute evilness and different kinds of absolute evilness. Take some DMT and find out yourself.

You can spend a few hundred bucks for a good mentor with current or prior success.

There is a TEK that uses Sherry Wine (instead of cold water) to extract the LSA from the seeds for a pleasant trip without much side affects.

@Asia P Great job! I just read it. Looks like it was a pleasant and profound one!

@shree Not a noob question at all. Psychedelics can affect everyone differently: some people need higher doses, some need lower doses. You usually know that you are genetically gifted with a certain psychedelic when you can take a low dose and feel the effects (almost immediately). You don't need a heroic dose (a relatively large amount) and can have a trip on a light dose (a relatively small amount), even feeling the effects of a microdose. Another way to tell if a psychedelic is suitable for you is: are you having consistent God awakening(s) and life-changing insights? How's the quality of tripping? (Are they helpful? Are you gaining anything useful? etc..) and the Radicalness of your trip: are your trips leading to radical/mind-altering shifts of consciousness? Are they life-altering? These are some very important questions to ask when using psychedelics for spirituality. Usually, you know when a psychedelic isn't for you when it's making you feel weird or strange and not producing positive results for your spiritual awakening. And that's where people who deny psychedelic gets it wrong: The biggest issue with some previous (or current) psychedelic users (particularly those that deny the power of the substance for spirituality) is they project their experience with X substance to everyone else. So, they end up making absolute claims; such as psychedelics cannot lead to awakening or permanency. Non-psychedelic user claims are also worse: psychedelic users are not genetically gifted (which is the most devil claim of them all). Contrary to beliefs, genetics play a critical role in psychedelics and the user's overall experience. The best indicator of a genetically gifted psychedelic user is being able to have a radical, revolutionary, and life-altering (yet, exhaustive, draining, and deprived after the experience, potentially other negative effects during/after the trip) and still live to tell the story. That's a genetic gift and those people are rare.

@puporing You are making false assumptions. Also, my message was a general statement, not geared towards anyone in particular. Jesus wasn't very insecure in the bible, to say the least. But since you may: No one here is special because they've reached Christ's Consciousness; it's simply a segment of infinity. There are other states of consciousness, unexplored (or to be explored) that you or even Leo have not accessed. It's called: Infinity for a reason. Lastly, the biggest misconceptions here are: Psychedelics cannot reach sober awakening(s) - False. Psychedelics cannot help you reach permanent states of consciousness - False. Psychedelics cannot lead to permanency with spirituality - False. Not only are these false but the reasons you may have not reached permanent states of consciousness with the usage of psychedelics are below: Lack of genetic potential with psychedelics (overall) Lack of genetic potential with current psychedelic(s) Lack of understanding of psychedelics and how to properly use them. Lack of consistent psychedelic usage (not pushing boundaries) Fear-based psychedelics usage to avoid a trip (most fall here) Lack of access to a wide variety of psychedelics to find what genetically suits them. Wanting to be a spiritual teacher and demonize the use of psychedelics I have reasons to believe you fall into one or more of these several categories. Because you have not reached permanency with psychedelics, that does not mean no one has not reached permanency with psychedelics. And because you've also used psychedelics does not give you authority to make such absolute and exaggerated claims. I've reached permanent states of consciousness with psychedelics and witnessed Christ Consciousness and beyond IT. But, this is not a dick-weighing contest. Lastly, Delusions are a sign of reprogression not progression.

This is probably the best advice for gaining back motivation. I recently stopped taking Ayahuasca + TCH as it was causing me to melt into pure consciousness and lose sight of reality. I would wake up in purity and see reality for what it is: until now, I realized how dangerous this was to human life and mere motivation. Psychedelics do not just give you trips, but change you deeply and metaphysically. This change can happen bit by bit without you even realizing it and you may even lose focus on recent or past projects, friendships, family, and relationships.

@pablo_aka_god To overcome the fear: get the Ayahuasca first (initial fear, you don't need to take it), but simply having it near you within the household will give you confidence. Once that step is complete, find a trip sitter (or do it yourself). You can microdose it first and see how you feel (take little steps) and eventually, you will take more (over time) and come to realize it's not so difficult. You'll love your first trip, I promise.