johnde

thank you for replying and a direction to go. ill stay in contact.

I made this post in another form but I didn't get any replies so I'm trying it again. maybe it will make sense here. I been on this journey or awareness thing . it has been exciting and scary at the same time. it started about 7 years ago when i attended a tantra yoga class. During the class one of the exercises was a MIRRORING EXERCISE . i was pair up with another lady student.The instructor explain what we were to do. I'm not sure how to explain what happen next. when we put our hands up with about 1 inch between them we felt this undeniable electric current. we both were looking at it and wondering what it was. my partner was saying " this is interesting" she said that three times. I drop my hands and said. "that's just static electricity " I knew it wasn't but I was scared or a ass. We then put our hands back up and the electricity came right back. The instructor them called the class to sit down so we didn't get much time to play with it. I did go up and ask the instructor about what we felt and she just said it was our life force energy. I didn't think she knew what I was talking about because she said it so quickly. So I asked her again. she looked up at me and said" YES that's your life force energy' I then went and sat down. She then talk about it but I didn't understand any of it. I was kind of embarrassed. I wish I asked more questions back then.. So I guess my question is What the #### happen. thanks for being here. Quote Edit

i don't know where to start. its first time doing this and its scary for me. i'm glad I seen your question and I hope I didn't missed interpreted what you're asking .so here it goes.Forgive me but i'm not a good speller or typer. I been on this journey or awareness thing . it has been exciting and scary at the same time. it started about 7 years ago when i attended a tantra yoga class. During the class one of the exercises was a MIRRORING EXERCISE . i was pair up with another lady student.The instructor explain what we were to do. I'm not sure how to explain what happen next. when we put our hands up with about 1 inch between them we felt this undeniable electric current. we both were looking at it and wondering what it was. my partner was saying " this is interesting" she said that three times. I drop my hands and said. "that's just static electricity " I knew it wasn't but I was scared or a ass. We then put our hands back up and the electricity came right back. The instructor them called the class to sit down so we didn't get much time to play with it. I did go up and ask the instructor about what we felt and she just said it was our life force energy. I didn't think she knew what I was talking about because she said it so quickly. So I asked her again. she looked up at me and said" YES that's your life force energy' I then went and sat down. She then talk about it but I didn't understand any of it. I was kind of embarrassed. I wish I was smarter back then and started asking questions. So I guess my question is What the #### is happening to me. I almost feel like crying because i feel i'm asking someone who might know what's up. thanks for being here. johnde ( I'm so glad I didn't post my picture. this all could be embarrassing for me.) Take Care.