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fake it till you make it

I think that the Buddah said it will take about 7 years trough mindfulness meditation. But I don't know if he said how many hours daily.

good Idea!

Do you really think that? I think it would be dangerous if mentally ill persons had easy access to psychedelics.

Set the Intention to work on that fear and to overcome it

Very inspiring and beautiful written. I really like to read your posts lately.

Can you recommend a specific video to get into it?

omg leo your comparisons are only getting better lmao

It‘s not so hard to make your own DMT. I have a friend who does it every few months and he told me that he only learned it through the internet. Also in most places you can buy the stuff to make DMT legally because it’s in a lot of plants. And then you only need Syria rue which is also legal everywhere I think. Or you make San Pedro like Rilles said.

I think it would be better to just me pharmahuasca. It's easy to make and there are for example youtube videos on how to do it.

I had a very similar experience like 7 years ago when I did mdma at the end of an 3g mushroom trip with my friends. It was such a great vibe between us and the energy was just flowing through us. First we played with energy that was floating through the room and at some point energy came out of our finger tips and then we would play with that energy. We were 5 people and we all could see how it was happening. It was definitely a life changing experience. Compared to leo's experience it was just much less intense.

great insides! weed is great for contemplation

Oh man this is so true !! It seems so obvious but it's so easy to fall into this trap (I still do all the time)

I am love

1. Yes I read 5-10 books while micro dosing lsd 2. Oh yes I literally became addicted to reading when I micro dosed. I used to read as long as I could and no other activity made any more sense to me. It's like the perfect satisfaction for my mind. 3. Totally!! I was reading all the Hermann Hesse books at the time and I constantly had the feeling he writes story's about my life and the everything is connected to me, it was truly a magical experience (I also have this sober with Hesse books but just a tiny bit). I also have a friend who recendly tried reading on a micro dose lsd and he basically had the same experience. It's kind of like you say "living through the art as the reader". Also it's much easier to get in the flow state with a micro dose.

The best explanation I read so far is in the book "Conversation with God"

amazing I love it

how to overcome Existential terror on trips?

basically 6 minutes of him telling you why you should give him money lol

From where you have this information? MDMA is a relatively safe drug, even in official PTSD therapy they are doing a therapy session every 2 weeks. The dangers of MDMA come with the party settings (being in a hot room, sweating a lot without drinking enough water, taking large amounts and combining it with alcohol)

did you just make an other account to agree with yourself lol xD?

@LfcCharlie4 thanks so much for posting this! I am almost 4 weeks off caffeine now and it's totally life changing for me! Better and longer concentration, better sleep, calmer mind, more meditative just generally feeling much better Gotta say the first week was pretty hard and it took about 2-3 weeks to go back to normal but more then worth it.

Of course you can cultivate it.. The first step for me was to realize I don't know anything and from that on I became very curious about things.

The time I smoked weed on the peak of 500ug lsd and inhaled a nitrous ballon after that I am still not sure what actually happend lol

Here is a page from "The Psychedelic Experience" by Timothy Leary, Richard Alpert and Ralph Metzner It's for the re-entry after ego-death but it also helps in other confusing states. It always helped me so far! Basically its a concentration exercise. O (insert name) You have still not understood what is happening. So far you have been searching for your past personality. Unable to find it, you may begin to feel that you will never be the same again, That you will come back a changed person. Saddend by this you will feel self-pity, You will attempt to find your ego, to regain control. So thinking, you will wander here and there, Ceaselessly and distractredly. Different images of your future self will be seen by you; The one you are headed for will be seen most clearly. The special art of these teachings is particulary important at this moment. Whatever image you see, Meditate upon it as coming from the Buddha- That level of existence als exists in thhe Buddha. This is an exceedingly profound art. It will free you from your present confusion. Mediatate upon (name of pretecttive ideal) for as long as possible. Visualize him as a form produced by a magician, Then let this image melt away, Starting with the extremities, Till nothing remains visible. Put yourself in state of Clearness and Voidness; Abide in that state for a while. Then mediate again on your protective ideal. Then again on the Clear Light. Do this alternately. Afterwards, allow your own mind also to melt away gradually. Wherever the air pervades, conciousness prevades. Wherever consciousness pervades, serene ecstasy pervades. Abide tranquilly inn tthe uncreated state of serenity. In that state, paranoid rebirth will be prevented. Perfect enlightennment will be gained.