Grateful Dead

https://www.spiritpharmacist.com/

Have you asked him this? Because I read his books and listened to his podcasts where he goes in depth on his insomnia issues and as far as I remember he never said that this problem already existed in his youth. I remember him talking about how it all started and it wasn't that long ago (2019 I think). He said that he had like 10 days where he didn't sleep at all and it never went back to normal after that. Martin still says he does not think it's because of his 5-MeO use but he also payed like 100k in medical bills and went to many different experts and no one could help him so far. His sleep is still fucked to this day. Personally I like Martin but I think some of the stuff he put out there is dangerous, for example his book 'Entheogenic Liberation'. He does Fractal Energetic Yoga ?

Lol yeah this makes Martin look real bad.... they got some good points but I would like to hear from people who actually did sessions with him

I read that 10mg should be a good starter dose for boofing but I haven't tried it myself. Lots of questions have been answerd in this Mega-Thread

Oh haha I've been there and it freaked me the fuck out. I think it traumatized me a bit to be honest but I don’t regret experiencing it. In the end it’s just another experience but you can definitely cause some long term damage that way.

Oh hm that's true I didn't eat 6 hours before and my stomach was completley empty. I think that Martin Ball wrote he puked alot on 5-MeO and his clients too. Not sure if they fasted before or how much really came out. I will do an eight hour fast before next time to be safe. I also tried to do it seated but it didn't feel right and I moved to the floor. Vaporzing it with a dry herb works really well, I think it's even better then my glass sherlock.

LSD is known to help with cluster headaches. I don't know how similar this is to migraine but I think it has to be pretty much the same. If you just research LSD headache you will find lots of stuff: https://www.nature.com/news/2006/060911/full/060911-5.html I think that they use higher dosages.

I vaped it again today because I didn't want to commit to plugging, again.... Reality almost 'disappeared' but I felt that I have to vomit and couldn't go further because I thought that I could be gone and die in my own vomit. Is this normal or should I be scared for real that this might happen? I do it alone It's so different to other psychedelics because normally the World or Reality becomes more tangible or real and with 5-MeO the World seems 'unreal' and becomes less tangible. Next time I will try plugging and hope that I wont have the nausea or I need to get a trip sitter maybe

Interesting. In what way do you think this can help in terms of mindfulness meditation? @Findus I think it would be best to work on your life purpose mainly and while you do that try to get your addictions under control. How often do you use weed and alcohol? It's good to do some stupid things when you are young and have some fun imo but you need to know when to stop and get shit done. Psychedelics and meditation are very powerful to get rid of addictions. Leo for example suggests in a video that to get over addiction you should do one hour strong determenation sitting every day.

I am going to try plugging for the first time tomorrow. Is 10mg a good dose to start? I got freebase. I have vaped 5-MeO but never a breaktrough dose. Now I want to test the waters on Saturday (10mg) and do a breaktrough dose on Sunday (15-20mg). What you guys think about that?

Seems like your not in such a bad place try also to make exercise a habit you have to move the body and get active just force yourself in the beginning you will soon love it

@Leo Gura Did you tried weed? I always thought that you really like it because it’s so good for contemplation.

are you into the grateful dead?

Maybe for now focus on only one technique to get the hang of it.

Did you smoke cannabis after the shift? If yes how is it different now?

I enjoy meditation since the day I started it. In the beginning I only did 20 minutes every day and then once 20 minutes were easy I did 5 minutes more and so on until I got to an hour. What kind of practice are you doing? I experimented with different kind of techniques until I found the best for me. Some days I also have to suffer through it for a while but most days are enjoyable and I also start to feel more and more positive effects from the practice. I think if I wouldn't enjoy meditation I wouldn't do it, there are so many different techniques, the best would be to find something you resonate.

felt like I was meditating while I was listening still think about all day that he said we never experience sleep and that I can't explain how I move my hands lol

my biggest fear is to become seriously ill or a cripple like cancer, losing eye-sight or paraplegic

5-6 hours is normal, the rest is just after glow. I have experimented alot with LSD tolerance. Your plan to tripple the dose seems good to me. It's highly depended on the dosage of course. If you take 100ug then yes after 2 weeks your tolerance should be almost back to baseline. But if you take for example 500ug it can take 2-3 months for the tolerance to reset completely in my experience.

Dune is exactly what you are looking for

https://medium.com/true-self-or-no-self/why-ego-isnt-the-enemy-e270cef2e35d

Lol now we have that in common too ? I saved up money to pay a private school because of that but if you want to become a psychotherapist you can't do that anymore. Yeah as you said, it's in its very early days even in basic understanding of the human psyche imo. Spirituality etc. is basically non existent in most areas because they try so hard to be 'scientific'. Also there are many different schools which teach very different methods and come to different conclucsions, its really weird if you look into it. But I think its going in the right direction and of course they have done some pretty amazing research already and the cool things is there is still so much to discover and to change in that field. I think Stan Grof is lightyears ahead of everyone and has a pretty good vision of the Future

I am studying pychology. Not sure if it's worth for you, it depends on what your goals are. I don't think you need to get a master in psychology to do public speaking unless you want to be like Jordan Peterson xD... I think @Moksha has a PhD in psychology but not 100% sure.

@lostmedstudent bro have you ever seen what changa looks like? good luck with that

Damn I knew about the heroin but the crack is new to me lol Yeah the price you pay is your ignorance.