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gotta try this ? I think that's normal, at least for me it's also the case... dont worry to much about it, when you are in a high pressure situation you will have much more focus power then usual. great tips by @Michael569 !! Diet is definitely a key point to stay focused for long periods, I eat very little if I have to do something like that. Adderall or Amphetamines in general are great for studying for me but not so good for the actual exam since you have to be creative and your mind should be kind of fluid. When I take stimulants my mind becomes very mechanical and I can't access everything I know.

The 'Power of Now' was definitely life changing.. also 'LSD and the Mind of the Universe', 'Entheogenic Liberation', 'The Book of Not Knowing' and 'The Mind Illuminated' had a huge impact on me. And I really enjoyed all books from JedMcKenna but I am not sure how much they actually influenced me. I would recommend 'LSD and the Mind of the Universe' even to people who don't intend to take psychedelics, it's a very unique book.

being kind is not a character trait it is a choice you make

Hey all I would like to learn more about politics and the system generally in germany. I know there are lots of Germans in this forum so I hope someone maybe has a good youtube channel, blog or podcast to get a better understanding about politics in germany.

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@Mu_ gave me a glimpse ?

for me its alcohol

So I've decided to share my breakthrough N-N DMT experience I had a few years back. At this time I didn't know anything about spirituality etc. I just took psychedelics out of curiosity and fun. The experience happened at a beautiful place in my village right beside a river. It was only me and my best friend Matthew, we both smoked DMT about 15 times before but never enough to breakthrough. We both were determined to do it this time. There was so much rest DMT in the oil pipe that you could have had a breakthrough experience without adding anything. Anyway I added about 40mg to be sure and started to heat up the pipe. I remember looking at the pipe while moving it to my mouth, it reminded me at a cauldron and in it the DMT was literally boiling. I thought "oh boy" and took a hit as deep and long as I could. Immediately I knew that this time it was enough and instantly I blasted off. My friend told me I fell back on the ground as if I had died. The first thought I had was "Am I dead?" I moved my hand to my heart and felt that it was still beating (my friend told me later this happened for real). Because I felt my heartbeat I knew all is good and calmed down. So I began to explore this new reality. It felt so real that in comparison the reality I am in right now could be considered "unreal". The main colour of this place was gold and between the gold was black but not normal black more like infinite blackness. Everything was moving so fucking fast, I remember thinking "this is way to fast, I can't grasp whats going on". The golden colours were always moving and formed symbols that were similar to these: Somehow I had the feeling that I was inside a Pyramid or somewhere deep down. Then in the corner of my eye I saw something and felt a presence. I thought "how did matthew get here wtf?". So I turned to the right to see whats going on and there was this being. It was black and looked like a sphinx and when I looked right into her/his face it was both feminine and masculine, the face was changing all the time. The being didn't have extremities it was just the head and the body but the body didn't have an end, like it was getting smaller so it looked like a tail but never ended. I looked back in the middle and suddenly these beings were everywhere. There were dozens of them, some were black and others golden. They had this incredible loving vibe to them, I can't compare it to anything. And they were telepathically communicating with me, all of them. This is what they said: Welcome... Finally you made it. We have been waiting for you, where have you been so long? WE LOVE YOU. WE LOVE YOU, WE LOVE YOU, WE LOVE YOU. Welcome we are so happy you are finally back, we love you. Never in my life I have felt so welcome and loved. It was almost overwhelming but it wasn't because I felt loved like never before. Then I thought "wait how did I get here? what am I doing here? how do I come back?" At this moment I kind of whirled out of there and came back to my body. I was filled with love and the world was shining like it never had.

Did you also use this liquid pad I told you about? Lol you underestimate how deep leo is in this shit I think for leo N-N-DMT is almost as powerful as 5-MeO

I remember your trip report back then and I think you took like 600ug of LSD right? So if you reduce your dosage it will also reduce the risk you take but there will always be some risk involved when taking psychedelics. Taking xanax before a trip seems like a bad idea to me, you don't want to numb yourself. But it's good to have some benzos just in case. I've been in a similar situation. Start with low doses like 25-50ug. Take it with a friend you trust deeply and spend time in nature on the trip. Set your intention to face this fear and ask the psychedelics for help. Set and Setting is really the key here. What solved it for me was a deep conversation I had with a friend when the fear came up again. We talked about it and the fact that it didn't scare the shit out of her made me realize it's all good.

There is no point in eating your semen unless you enjoy it

This is how it should look 170C is pretty low, I never went under 185C with a electric dry herb vape. I think I had the best results around 200C but you have to get used to the heat of the vapor. In the beginning you will think this is much to hot I can't inhale it but after a while you can take long deep hits. For me the key is to take loooooooooong deep hits. Dry herbs are as good as the vaporgenie and you don't have to master a technique.

Not really burn, but you destroy the DMT if you heat it up to much and it happens easier with an oil pipe. For me it's much smoother with the GVG but it took me a long time to get the hang of it. As I said you have to practice, it's like an artform to me.? Did you use a torch lighter? Oke in that case it's not that important what you use. I have the best effects when I get the full dose in one hit. Try to smoke 40mg in one hit with an oil pipe lol.. much easier with the vaporgenie

That's because you don't have the right technique down, If you master the Vaporgenie it's far superior to a oil pipe. I always heat up the removable glass piece before I even start to hit it and then it's important to inhale very slow and smooth. When done correctly the whole pipe will be filled with vapor and you just suck it all in. The smoke is still uncomfortable to hold in but much less then with a oil pipe. There will always be a some waste but you waste way more with a oil pipe because it's almost impossible to not burn the DMT and it will also crystallize all over the pipe or even more... Also it's much more healthy to use the Vaporgenie because it's made to vape and that way you inhale much less harmful toxins. Anyway I suspect you only need a small amount of DMT to have insane experiences so it doens't matter to much. But it's really fucking hard to inhale 40mg+ DMT with a oil pipe.. What's your dosage with N-N DMT?

In case you guys don't know Aaron Abke has a Course of Miracle playlist with 20 videos and it's brilliant.

3. You cannot plug N-N-DMT 2. No 3. I had success with a classic oil pipe but there was some training necessary

I think some psychedelics are biased to experience truth as love you can for example experience absolute truth with salvia but then it's not infinite love

same! since it already got mentioned I tried to think of an other book but it’s not even close

Anxiety = believing your thougts

A few days ago I took ketamine and I was just sitting on my chair literally doing nothing and then out of nowhere I heard Eckhart Tolle's voice in my head. It said 'Die Freude des Seins' which in english means 'The Joy of Being'. In the same moment I realized the Joy of Being and since then, it is always present in the background. It's the most simple and useful realization I've had so far. While I was on ketamine the reaction from my body and mind to this Joy was more intense then it is now but still the knowing of existence is still there and it can't change. Even when the current experience of my daily life is not pleasurable, the Joy of Being is there and it's absolutely complete. It's not that I am always blissful and super happy now but 'behind' experience there is always this wholeness and satisfaction of existing. It's really nothing special or mind blowing, it's rather natural and very obvious. I just felt like sharing it maybe it helps someone to also come back to this.

I don't get it ? Your body is literallly dumping that stuff and you want to put it back in? What's next? Eat shit? How did this even start

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@WaveInTheOcean Honestly at first I was like oh no I lost it....^^ but then I discoverd that only the reaction to it changed @SoonHei beautiful ?

yeah from what I have read the results are better with higher dosages

@ivankiss sounds better then what I said ^^ maybe you just think your mixes suck show me what you got