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Thanks for sharing Yeah sounds good to me!

Amma the hugging saint

Amen brother ? In retrospect it's crazy that we take the miracle of consciousness for granted lol

Ketamine is amazing I highly recommend it but be careful it can be addictive much more so then other psychedelics

This forum is not for debunking conspiracy theories.

Set small goals that will help you achieve something in the real world. Start with deleting WoW and fix your body to make you feel comfortable again. You are still young figure out what you want to do with your live and work towards it step by step. If you are always in a blissful state then what? Use psychedelics and actually contemplate your live, meditation and therapy are also good. Maybe start with the yoga program this guy did:

The safe and optimal dosage for any "medicine" falls somewhere between "not enough" and "too much". I don't think your dose was too high, but you'll have to experiment and see what works for you.

Yeah, I noticed that too. Every day a different non-duality channel is recommended to me, although I've never watched any of them... There really is a fine line between depersonalization and awakening, or no line at all. To me, awakening is like a healthy form of depersonalization/derealization. Although it's looking very chaotic at the moment, I think the upsurge from these videos is a good sign, it means people are waking up.

Stanislav Grof, Sadhguru, Peter Ralston, Eckhart Tolle, Sri M

I recommend the Dune series. I couldn't put it down when I started and it's written from a highly conscious perspective.

this thread has become another solipsism mental masturbation

I'm not claiming that reincarnation and past lives are absolutely true, but after God-realization I got insight into the full history of my soul and it was extremely helpful in a relative way. It's just as helpful as we learn about human history on this planet etc…

Beautiful thanks for sharing ? Interesting details really a pleasure to read. I wish I could write my trip reports like this..?

This Forum is not suitable for serious actual work. It’s to discuss cool ideas, answer casual questions and to hang out after you have done the work. Don’t mistake this place with a Zen temple

https://www.youtube.com/user/TaraSpringett/videos This channel was helpful for my Kundalini journey I also read her books I recommend this one for you: https://www.amazon.de/Healing-Kundalini-Symptoms-Proven-Techniques/dp/1689344970/ref=sr_1_7?crid=2M9YC09XP7B6F&keywords=tara+springett&qid=1645878736&s=books&sprefix=tara+sprin%2Cstripbooks%2C147&sr=1-7 These techniques will get you rid of your symptoms very quickly

If you're not really grounded right now then I would advise against tripping. You can always come back to it, if you push yourself unnecessarily now it may take you a long time to recover from it.

Yes, I can definitely relate to what you have wrote. I think the problem with trauma is that it works in our subconscious and is unconscious to us until we open up to a higher consciousness. I wasn't able to fully let go of my trauma until I found God.

I think it could be because you don't complete your trip during the session and therefore have an energetic imbalance afterwards. You could try breathwork at the end of the peak or smoke some weed. If this doesn't work, you may need a higher dose.

A late Happy New Year to my Sisters and Brothers Keep the Faith

wow this is really well done! thanks for sharing ?

@EmptyVase I've never been into German Rap but wtf happend with Genetikk? Raping about God? I like it

It's good for integrating difficult trips much more addictive than other "psychedelic" substances

Yeah you can have breakthroughs on 20ug if there is little resistance. Higher dose or to smoke weed on the peak is the fastest way but can also backfire quickly... other then that you could work on your contemplation/meditation/yoga skills

You could look to unconventional therapists or other spiritual healers. For example, I know that there are Reiki therapists and breathwork facilitators in Italy. I think you can also find breathwork courses online. Psychedelics can also be helpful, but in your situation I would suggest doing this with an experienced guide to start with.