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The Universe is not in control. THIS is absolutely out of control, this is the miracle of life.

Right now it feels like I'll never meet a woman like her again. It sucks so much that both times I really fall in love with a woman, she's from another continent. There are so many things I would do differently now.. it fucking hurts

What exactly do you mean? Are you already studying psychology? Get into systems thinking and work on becoming mindful.

I understand what you are saying and agree with you to a certain extent. But I suspect that with direct and very pure psychedelics like 5-MeO or NN-DMT you have a good chance of scaring your parents off psychedelics and then they will miss out. Most people just aren't ready for such an experience, even if they think they want it. Lower threshold doses with these substances can be even more frightening than breakthrough doses as the ego will fight all the way. I have introduced a few people to psychedelics and in my experience it is best to start them off with slow and gentle substances.

Did 5-MeO yesterday after a long break. And wow! No fear, no resistance, just pure love. I fell in love with myself all over again. A very beautiful clarity that there is only me. When the ego came back I became very aware of what I need to work on at the moment. It's challenging, but I'll make it. Then today in my morning meditation I had a wonderful vision of a possible future. This is the motivation I needed to get back to my life purpose. I have a lot of work ahead of me, but nothing stopping me. I just have to pull myself together again.

Yes, that would be disruptive. That's better, but only something light. That would be best.

Both are not suitable for beginners. Start them off with some shrooms or LSD.

Actual real life meetings so people have a real sense of community with like minded people. Share more of your struggles and hardships. Let's find out who Leo really is. I think a lot of people here are suspicious because they can't really judge you. Be more personal with the people who reach out to you. Try to reach them more individually. I know you try sometimes, but I'd love to see more of this. And I really like the guided videos, like the Guided Exercise For Realizing You Are God. You are very good at guiding people in this way, maybe you have more ideas for videos in this format. It's way more interactive and it gets much deeper then just listening the whole time.

It depends. If you have a good sitter, use them, but that's rare. I slowly worked my way up. Learn to navigate 300ug first and if that's not enough for you, then take more.

@OBEler In general, I would say God-realization is when you realize that you are God.

I would say no. When it happens you don't have to ask.

I think glas jars are better. Keep it in a dark and cool place that’s most important.

Wow that's so cool! I have this golden glow sometimes when I have a God realization on psychedelics. But having that 24/7 must be amazing, congratulations on this great achievement!!

I just saw this documentary on Netflix and I highly recommend it. It's about Phil Stutz Jonah Hill's Therapist. Lots of practical advice and just very touching in general. So cool of Jonah to put something like this out. I wish more personal vulnerable stuff was shared by people like this.

Lol thats perfect ? I also agree on LSD. But very low dose like 10ug or even less and only once every couple of days.

Yes, increase your dose until you have a deep breakthrough. I had to do a few 500ug trips to get there. Nowadays, 50ug is already enough to dissolve the ego.

I think trip killers should only be used in an emergency situation where your physical health is at risk. But yeah it's good to have something up your sleeve and Alparazol is said to be a good one, I have it too but never had to use it. A few times I wished the trip would stop, but in the end I was always glad I made it without medication. There is a book called 'The Psychedelic Experience' by Timothy Leary and Ram Dass. It contains some helpful texts that you can read in such situations. That really saved my ass once... Leo also shared some good advice in his bad trip video:

love him one of the best teachers out there imo

It will not harm the body unless you take ridiculously high doses. 5-MeO will overload your energetic system to the point that all knots in your body will vaporize and you will die in infinite love. But after the experience they will come back and you can work on releasing them so it can definitely be helpful for the kundalini process. Your idea sounds good. Start low and increase your dose until you break through.

I would say this is the first stage of enlightenment, it's called stream entry in Buddhism. So keep it up it keeps getting better. And congratulations for the good work so far

Life is going full circle, now everything comes back. I knew this was going to happen, but now that it's here, I feel like I'm not ready for it. What can I do now but give up what I want and trust Life completely? What is happening now is what is needed at the moment, whether I want it or not.

Trust in the universe allows us to flow with it.

Two nights ago I had one of my most beautiful dreams. It was after a deep awakening and it showed me how incredibly far Leo is in his spiritual development. I know that he will lead me into the deepest ocean of infinity. Thanks for taking us along the ride @Leo Gura

This is so far beyond anything I could have ever dreamed of I can't believe I get to experience all of this There are no words to describe how beautiful life is... How and why do I deserve all this? Absolute Perfection Pure Love

@thenondualtankie MDMA can be very helpful to integrate challenging experiences.