Grateful Dead

It depends, a major one like op had will change you in my experience. But i've had smaller ones that didn't really change much, if anything.

@Leo Gura In your 'What does Awakening feel like?' video you describe your highest awakening as becoming a point in geometry, a perfect singularity. How many times have you become this point? And did you have higher awakenings then this one? Is alien consciousness beyond that?

very cool!! thanks for sharing

? nice one, congrats!

It's not overrated if you want to dissolve the ego, very effective imo.

@something_else Maybe you have OCD? Grof had patients with severe OCD take up to 1500 mcg with no significant effect.

@Yimpa What do you do when you're hungry?

In his last podcast he said it's much better than it was a few years ago, but still his sleep could be a lot better. According to him, he has to live with that.

@Nilsi Dude King Gizzard and The Lizard Wizard are playing some shows in Germany this summer just so you know I'll be there .

?? thanks leo

Most of my friends say that too. For me it's a significant upgrade, often even better than LSD for contemplation.

@Leo Gura You should read Terence McKenna's datura trip report, he smoked DMT on it. Pretty sure it's in his book 'True Hallucinations'.

LSD and THC are great for that.

You've clearly never been to a psytrance festival or a dead show

I did twice, once in Germany and once in Colombia, but I was on psychedelics both times. Still, it was a very different experience than the usual visual effects you get during the high.

True. I think Leo once said in a video that at one point he had to take a year off psychedelics. And now everytime you do 5meo you awaken? Or do you still go to the void sometimes? It can still happen on psychedelics. But it's different, as you said, I'm more curious now and try to observe what's going on.

I am here with you brother! Your latest post how mental illness sticks hard hit me deep. I appreciate you sharing this and I'm glad you are getting out of it now.

Same! I empathise a lot with you. It's better to let at least a week in between doing dissociatives, better two weeks or a month.

Yes I went through that too. I remember my first thought was, "Oh no, my whole life was a lie, I'm forever alone in the darkness," and I wanted to get escape the experience right away. After that for about a year every time I relaxed, this existential terror would creep in and I would have panic attacks, it was horrible.

Learn to stay conscious during your trips. Practicing meditation and concentration helps

@Jowblob Don't you think that loneliness could also be something you imagine that keeps you from truth?

When you merge back into Source you will not be disappointed. You are at home and there is nothing but total freedom in which there is absolute peace. Perfect neutrality, no loneliness at all. When you come back, it's like you've been kissed by God's grace, you have received the greatest gift and want to share it with the world. At least that's my experience

Dude that's amazing!! So happy for you

Awesome! Yeah I also think it's very healing but you have to be a bit careful because it's addicitive. Did you like 3-meo pce more then ketamine? I never tried it. I recommend this playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6EBtnrgLRXUI0mrvgyJVLc?si=f71cfaae7b3542e3