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Psychedelics have affected and improved my life in every area, before I started doing them I was lost. They are like a compass for me to navigate through life.

No, my last two gfs tasted amazing even if they didn't shower. My first gf didn't taste good, I was very happy to find out that this is not always the case, I think it has a lot to do with the diet.

Yeah psychedelics make me horny af. Either I masturbate before the trip or on the peak so I can go deeper into the experience, it can be really distracting at times. Sex on psychedelics is something else it's like fucking with god as god.

No I also follow you

Yesssss! LSD and THC are the best For me, waiting at least 3 hours with the THC after injecting the LSD works best. Ketamine + THC is pretty damn amazing too. THC generally interacts very well with most drugs. I just don't like mixing it with N-N DMT as it makes my trips foggy, but Leo says it works great for him.

Calm down bro it's alright You're only 22 that's nothing man I think Leo said he started pick-up when he was 27. Try not to put so much pressure on yourself, you have plenty of time to find a gf and right now you gain experience so thats good. What's important is to keep going for the long term.

Maybe the medication you're taking has something to do with it. Talk to your doctor if you're concerned about this, but it doesn't sound like a big deal to me.

You need to realize how insanely awesome the truth is. Yes, you are God and God is absolutely alone and that is perfect. Imagine if there was something restricting God, wtf? So realize that God = Love, then you will see that eternity with yourself is pure bliss. Basically, your realization is to shallow you need to go deeper and face your fears to see that they are just illusions or misinterpretations of the ego and not the actual truth.

Take Leo for inspiration, he should make you extremely curious. Don't believe anything other people tell you. Think for yourself, you should be your own authority figure.

The last girl I dated went through some shit too. Abused as a kid by a guy from the church and later got addicted to heroin for a year or so and stuff like that. With her it was, as you said, "playing with fire", very intense and dramatic. I also thought it's the depth that got me hooked because it seemed so interesting. But I found out that it was a trauma bondage. As on a subconscious level, I am addicted to feeling intense emotions and she triggered me like no other. It goes very deep, but basically you will attract people like that until you heal your trauma. Maybe it's similar for you..

Almost sure it was in 'The Way of the Psychonaut Vol.1'. I'll see if I can find it in the coming days.

It's a risk I'm willing to take, and I've never met anyone who has been seriously damaged by taking psychedelics. However, the deeper I delve into them, the more I see how potentially dangerous they are. I like how Leo once said it "treat them like a loaded gun".

5-meo is just very direct. In the beginning, low dosages weren't comfortable for me either, you have to work your way up slowly.

thats looks like mdma

You won't care about money in this state. Timothy Leary's son famously burned a $1000 bill the first time he took 1000ug.

@BlessedLion Yes, when something is healed I become more conscious "permanently", but then I go deeper and more blocks arise.

I don't think it's good to secretly dose people During my first 50 or so trips I knew nothing about spirituality. Was still very valuable and transformative for me. @OBEler My trips are infinitely better now

Good to know! True. I just started to unravel my deep fear of loneliness during my last trip. Aloneness is absolute, loneliness is an illusion. Hard to cure that shit without psychedelics. But I agree that 5-MeO might not be the best substance for this.

No mindfulness will not solve all your problems. But a certain amount of mindfulness is necessary to work through your stuff. So you need to combine mindfulness with a deep psychological examination of your psyche. In order to heal, you must find the source of your anxiety, understand why it is there, and what it takes to heal.

@Leo Gura Do you no longer have any blockages? For me, new ones keep appearing the deeper I wake up.

I've personally never tried it, but Leo said he's tried and it doesn't work.

1mg is too small an increase. I would do 5mg increments until you break through. Like if you're good on 6mg, take 11mg dosages until you're good with that, then increase more.