Grateful Dead

If you keep tripping sooner or later, you're going to have a bad trip. Out of 200 trips I've had about 5-10 really bad ones. Also if you keep your dose low there is little risk. The higher the dose, the more likely it is that you will have a bad trip.

Fine as long as I don't have to listen to some shitty edm.

@Arthogaan Doesn't surprise me, he has a bad taste in music also

mind blowing what kind of lyrics he wrote in his early 20s

Infinity

pure love

So much happened over the past 3 months... I think I cried more in those 3 months then I have in my entire life combined, and it's not like before I held back my tears. Life completley destoryed me and there was literally nothing I could do about it. Yet even in my darkest hours I never lost trust in God. As I write this I realize I should recognize my growth more often. As I said in my first entry here: I keep underestimating myself whenever I face a challange. This will change now! 4 days ago I started media fasting again. That means no more Youtube, Facebook, movies, Netflix etc. for the next 6 months. I can already feel my mind becoming more meditative. Podcast, music and this forum are allowed but also restricted. I'm still not 100% sure what to do with Allison... I know it must have taken a lot for her to get back in touch and tell me these things, so I want to honor that in a way. But I don't really want to reconnect either because it would feel like a step backwards. However, I still think about her every day, but it's different... I think the best thing to do now is to do nothing, just let go and see what the future might bring. I've said what I wanted to say and I've stood up for myself and kept my self-respect, so what's left to do? It's really wild how radically my state of being can change from absolute despair to an ecstasy that has been exploding in every cell of my body for the past weeks. I feel better and clearer than ever, but I found myself clinging to this state. So I'm going to do an LSD trip tomorrow, I think then I'll know where I stand.

@SourceCodo OK, maybe I misunderstood you. I will try to respond to your questions. Could you ask the them more directly? I'm not sure what exactly is unclear.

@SourceCodo It sounds to me like you have to go deeper to see God in everything. This will then erease all your doubts and your mind will unify. I don't think you will solve this intellectually with your current understanding.

around 200

Dylan probably has the most perfect songs, he's on a whole other level...

This is bs. It is almost impossible to overdose on LSD, people have taken up to 10000ug without dying. If you aren't already doing so, use your body awareness and focus on relaxing your body during the trip. You should come to a point where you are completely relaxed. Just like you, basically a mixture of meditation and contemplation.

I mean I know what you mean I sometimes feel dirty at the beginning of a trip but by the end I usually feel very clean and pure. It's like an energetic cleansing for me.

If you trip enough you'll learn to surrender. We all have traumas but if you think you can't handle it then I wouldn't recommend doing high dose LSD trips. Or start with 250ug and when you feel you can handle that take 300ug and so on... Another way to make your LSD trips more interesting is to smoke some weed at the peak. That way you can keep your dose low and trip more frequently but maybe not a good idea if you don't want to lose control. Wow, for me it's the exact opposite. When you trip, what do you do?

See for yourself. I could take LSD 1000 times and it would never get old for me. How much do you usually take?

take more N-N DMT makes me the least horny and ketamine, but it's not actually a psychedelic.

Munich for sure and cologne probably too! Would be fun to see you there

Interesting! thanks for sharing.

Great to have you here

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