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@Key Elements well it gets somewhere, it gets to how preoccupied people are while searching for their personal happyness. china is in a problematic situation, because they are to decide between two roots. actually in sense of gender equality they are pretty much on the same level as a lot of western democratic countries or maybe comparable to other asian countries in many cases even more progressive. but in sense of politics they are very blue and authoritarian, what partially is because the culture moved from an empire to communism, although they are not really as they are capitalistic, what makes exactly the problem they have to face now with what happens in hong kong. the tension between both parties is pointing to the conflict between theory and practice and even brings them in conflict with their bible. in that sense maybe chinas leaders really would do good and sit down on a table with the protesters, what will be difficult beacuse they have no leaders, maybe exactly because of the fear in mainland with which they hold up the stability in the country. the fear is on both sides. but i think china could profit enormously of a peacefull solution. practice will show. it`s enormously heated up and i really hope there will be a solution without using forces.

wow, this thread is such a good example for chauvinism be it on a political level or about male chauvinism. it`s not only sexistic but also racistic and doesn`t have much to do with people getting shot while protesting for democratic rights anymore. it is ending orange/read in such a disgusting way, that mentioning low level sexism is not even enough to call it out. once you go anti fascistic you never go chauvinistic again. even if people claim to not being both. or in sense of china, why do they forget their roots? both historical and political? china mainland could be proud of revolutionary forces, but it seems only to be a show. all just for sexual equality? because that`s all what really got better. if china would want to keep the peace they would give the structures in hong kong a chance to show how democracy could work for them, to go into a better future. it`s such a chance to scientifically observe without "observation" democracy within china, why don`t they take the hand that is reaching out to them?

@lmfao think about the timing, if you move out and then get off medication soon after, it could be more dangerous than maybe change the medication while you are still at home, where you feel more stable. but if you move out soon, first try to get comfy in the new situation before you change the meds. better too slow than too fast. then you can also see if it`s the meds or maybe that you need more a shared housing what stabilizes you more. of course if it`s shared housing you need to feel into it, what kind of shared housing you would need, some are probably counterproductive to stability aswell.

vador, vadari, vadatus be careful you are not falling back into blue.

if you integrate green as a feature and not a bug, and also support green in their healthy aspects and manage to make blue realize that they actually in reality share some values and maybe even can work together in some aspects and handle orange like a partner more than someone below, you will probably do a really good job.

lol, go home and check all your cloths and goods for the made in label, especially maybe your high class computer, then throw all made in china out and pretend you never had them. and then go out and take a breath of fresh air.

there is no standing still there will always be mixed colours on the spiral. of course green will push yellow to their limits. a problem is only a problem if the problem wouldn`t entail a solution.

they are probably mostly busy working on solutions to transcend the problematics that arise, they are the cut through journalists and buisness people who really bring change instead of only talking about it, sometimes they even seem green to us probably. i think there are a lot of yellow people already but some of them are tyed up in more blue or orange structures they transform, of course sometimes green might confuse them for the structures they are working in.

it depends what yellow entails, if yellow integrates green, green will be pushing yellow instead of fighting it but if your yellow is more an orange yellow of course green will fight it, but then you could also ask if your yellow really is yellow, or if it is more an orange, then it`s of course not really yellow. because yellow is the energy that drives green towards turquoise.

slow change is the most tricky, it`s too slow to keep being alarmed as constant alertness is counterproductive to going on as always, so we use to better forget until we get stuck in the water until our nose, or our house gets blown away by a hurricane. therefore if even hysteria makes you blind you should check if something with your eye is not right. or just inhale deeply.

rackete science just for the show, i couldn`t hold myself posting this kind of villainry: it`s not so difficult to find them if we look more closely, problem is we forget the heroes faster than the villains. english wikipedia doesn`t talk about the bra incident

yes that`s how male society teaches us and oftentimes doesn`t leave another way as "tricking" or using "trickery" ourselfs. i know it`s a special skill and that it is also a cultural thing, even though there is a choice in how people learn to interprete and use it. it`s not my way, thank you for the advice, i try to build on trust more than on trickery. i think people can build on trust and still be sly. and part of being feminine is to be MADE a good follower and supporter, the leading aspect doesn`t have to be masculine per say it depends on who you lead. and maybe the direction is also an issue where does it lead to? you could ask yourself.

well yeah if you go into denial about it or not doesn`t matter. self bias is a great tool in self deception. who me, no of course not my brain doesn`t work on hormones, hormones are completely overrrated especially in adolecence and so on my genitals are just there it`s completely irrelevant that i want to imprint myself on others. you might also ask what kundalini or spirituality has to do with tantra?

sorry i didn`t want to use that word and i didn`t want to build walls between male and female, but be aware that they exist and they go right through our psyche and they look different for females than for males. i also didn`t want to use the word kind as it is kind of negatively connotated aslso in respect to the history of the nibelungen, in uproar it`s sometimes difficult to stay kind. i also don`t want to say that we shouldn`t mix with the other gender or can`t have friends of the other gender, and i also think girls can be the same toxic and work against and undermine women, what sometimes makes it even more difficult to work together, sometimes only for more attention or for some ego game going on. i only wanted to say that we sometimes miss guidence in femininity as most of the working world is pretty maskulin oriented. guidence a tribe would give us, sometimes we need guidence and men sometimes want to push us towards something we don`t want, or we give up on our own leading roll in a narrative because they seem more intelligent or more skilled in group works, or they are just used to that roll, sometimes dynamics we where not aware of. even the erotic sorceres part in it is pushed upon us a lot. i don`t say female sexuality in general which is something that of course exists outside of social pressure, but how we are used to use it to get our ways instead of being respected as an equal with speciffic skills. because we maybe are used to male taking that leading roll as their right, we give up on the learning aspect or even follow their lead because they perfectly manage to trick us into their point of view instead of listening what we have to say, what can lead to errors or situations which could have been prevented. in the end i don`t know how that video was intended to work but i know that there is a lot of hidden agressiveness in it, and i don`t recommend it to women as it is a pretty mean attack on the female psyche.

@Byun Sean you could start connecting with people from any film school, you could make a post on the blackboard of the school, of course this work would be free, they might miss exactly that to produce something, you could put that up at every creative space in your closer sourounding be it design or art or dance, or you try to find someone who is into journalism, maybe sports journalism or other kinds - build a team or get part of an existing team for a while, it`s like founding a band, you could produce some high class content with, of course everyone in the team should be skilled in what they do, the output you can put it in your profile and then start to find a company that hires you. best is if you show that you can edit different kinds of work. or the other way would be to found a one man company do some comercial for yourself with your work and send it to some artists who are on the rise, you`d need to do a bit of research for that, of course here you`d do the editing not for free. connections and the right team are often the most difficult part, and that´s usually something we don`t really learn in any kind of school. but if you choose a team for the work they are doing it`s already boosting your possibilities as an editor. you could maybe even ask in film school for uncut material...if they don`t already have editors there...maybe it´s more about acting schools. usually every actor wants some material to promote themselfs, also i could imagine it`s the same for people wo want to go into some kind of tv journalism, so it would be a win win.

you guys in the us are just too polite, even the people in the discussion (who would be the heroes) round are so polite. politeness is really nice and such and maybe it`s exactly the problem, as for me this video and the argumentations in it is such a nice attempt in saying really politely, that a president of the united states want to defend the us boarder like they defended the berlin wall. only that the shooting is against people who want to come in, instead of fleeing. the democratic allied part of germany has always been open to people coming in, even though there are rules about who has to go back. maybe only a time until he would ask to "protect" other situations by shooting, a bit comparable to what happens in the china honkong conflict right now? would he also shoot on people fleeing from there if it gets more nasty? the seriousness gets lost because they don`t get nasty enough into the problematic. of course comparing one incident to another is not the same, but shooting on civilians at a boarder and then lashing out on people when telling it`s an offense against the democratic constitution. just because the incident is comic book doesn`t make the severeness comic book. it`s not a request for a comicbook shooting it`s a request for shooting on people with sharp weapons. i`m sure he knows what he suggested there, i`m sure he has been hunting in his life. the seriousness about it is not that it is comic book, but it seems like comic book in comparison to what things are happening in the world right now. shooting sharp with weapons but no sharp words please...could be a desaster if we would talk about how and to whom we sell and deliver weapons on presidents veto. it`s good that this topic came up though.

would you say you are resilient to that?

@mandyjw yes, right, that`s the story of christianity. the edda though and the nibelungen are two different stories telling the story of a male hero who betrays women and baths in a dragons blood which is the symbol of the betrayal, he gets killed for that in the end. the dragon and the warrior queen and the tamed woman are the same, as they are all aspects of the heroes story how he interacts with nature and female energy, even in that sense is the defeat of the dragon a defeat of the female energy in themselfs to get to conquer/tame/suppress the female energy in themselfs. whatever, it`s a story of enslavement and in that it`s even worse a symbol. it`s not about evoking the kundalini, it`s a story about power abuse and suppression. therefore it`s a really bad story. how could christianity have a better story? yes it`s always the same story, that`s why the video is even worse. sorry to say it, but there is more manipulation in the video than a short sequence of the heroes journey, the full effect only comes out in the combination with other videos that have the same hidden agressiveness to them, while at the same time triggering female social instincts asking them to give themselfs up completely because it`s their ego that stands in their way, what is actually their life energy, the ego in the story is the male figure. but god is still "he" it´s painting a very bad picture about men in general and if you start to believe it and try to counterreact it`s getting even worse. of course you can learn from it, but it`s your energy you learn from while confusing it for male teaching making you even more dependent. it´s not by nature, it`s by design. but hey get over it, it`s your own responsibility. if the bells don`t ring by now, i don`t know. they are not churchbells but bells for female uproar. it´s not teaching compassion. i would even go futher and say it`s male power abuse, if it wasn`t forbidden to point out the devil.

no it`s a male vision of conquering female energy by defeating the protection shield of a women. the red moon book describes what the holy grail really is, now you can maybe try to figure out what the dragon is the hero has to kill by all means. it`s a story of enslavement. i read the sigfrid legend and the edda when i was younger - in school. it`s a very backed up understanding of what this story is about mythologically and symbolically. and it will take some more hundred years until the damage of a history like this will be erased if we don`t fall back into the middleages.

awakening to the woolve in yourself, maybe even a leader, but even there are hirarchies, based on trust age experience. a woolve that doesn`t have to hide in a cave, because you run with other women. see male packs that form of lonely woolves are often agressive and can`t integrate women to their tribes adequatly.

he`s self biased so how can you trust him that his teachings are true. someone could teach you that you are not a female but a male and could claim it`s truth.

@Flowerfaeiry when did the real problems start, try to remember that, try to remember when was the time when you last felt really whole. try to remember, it`s not about the past but if you really really go deep into that aspect of your wholeness you might realize that you are getting brainwashed because of your problem to search external guidence. i would want to tell you this in more clear words, but i can only tell you better run with your own kind of woolves.

if you are a female find yourself a womans circle or find streangth in other women, the male world can`t really help you with that. it`s in a lot of womens nature, as we are more social beings by our ancestry, be it symbolically or genetically or energetically or spiritual we need others and that is not just an egoic perspective to the world. denying that aspect of ourselfs always wanting to live up what a masculine society pushes upon us makes a lot of female souls disconnected and sad and feeling worthless where it`s not the case. thinking we can overcome that by searching in equal partners in men alone will not heal what is keeping us from our own initiate power. women are givers of life and death, you choose you decide you are weaving your screen your carpet.

that`s how pharma industry is argumenting.

thank you for knowing it better sweetheart, when did you ever see a hero plug a flower? and if, then leaving all the petals untouched. actually i wanted to say pluck but it has some situational humour to it. it`s not leading down a healthy path, that`s all. the healthy path comes from within, just don`t end up as a fried fish.