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plugging of course the best combination would be szechuan pepper! hydroxy alpha sanshool not simply pungent; "they produce a strange, tingling, buzzing, numbing sensation that is something like the effect of carbonated drinks or of a mild electric current (touching the terminals of a nine-volt battery to the tongue). Sanshools appear to act on several different kinds of nerve endings at once, induce sensitivity to touch and cold in nerves that are ordinarily nonsensitive, and so perhaps cause a kind of general neurological confusion." – wikipedia

@Nak Khid wan`t to impress me? or want me to impress you? is this table made from dehydrated reclaimed apple fiber? i`m not sure if chair table hybrids make so much sense - hybrids are one way to go out of many. actually i liked this one for the fun factor:

mhhh appletrees don`t grow so fast, usually they are mostly used for their fruits, but it`s interesting i actually don`t know how applewood looks like. thanks

thank goodness it was an apple and not a tree what fell on newtons head, just realized - think of it, it would have been a desatser. also how difficult it would have been for my mom to cut the wood without a chainsaw to put it into my lunchbox for school. and if the chair and table were made of apple we would have to exchange them constantly or we probably would have already found a solution to preserve apple furniture. it would probably be problematic to keep away apple worms and fruit flies would be a real plague. so we would have to use a lot of chemicals.

@Preety_India it sounds like you set your mind and heart straight. do you also have some kind of plan how you will break it off? because it sounds like it could be the hardest part to really keep him away from you after breakup, he might try to pull you back in. think about going on a vacation, really being outside of town so he can`t get to you. that would be my advice for the first maybe two to three weeks even, if possible. or live with a friend. write down all places where he could wait for you or find you to target you. and try to avoid them or try to find backentrances for example to your work. if that`s not possible at least find a possibility to not be anywhere alone. make sure you are safe. be prepared for his ego fighting with unforseen methods. lots of love

math abused the two parallel lines first. i can`t say 2 apples = 2 pears but i also can`t say 2 apples = not 2 pears ? but 2=2 ?

tell that to someone who just bought a car and still feels depressed... it`s all utterly selfish. especially the mother - why did she selfishly go for the hormones she could have had all of that through chemistry no need for the child. @petar8p good point! although the structure seems to be an other induced structure not a self induced structure - correct me if i`m wrong. it seems like the point never left the circle.

@Preety_India if there was anything you don`t know yet we could tell you, we would! but you already know - the same that drew you in is now hurting you and you can`t discern between the two, because he carries two faces. he will not loose the one that`s hurting you, not by his will, he thinks it`s righteous, it seems like in his case it`s not a mask. you need to find out if you can live with that, how long can you play that game until he will have completely made you unhappy? or are you already? how much can you take? are you two living together? any family pressure involved? if yes i would first try to figure out how to solve these, try to work on the separation realistically.

@ivankiss you mean if there is a table it is probably not the chair. but if there is no table, it is probably the chair.

do you like chaos?

wow - just wow. look at that structure. i`m a user and i feel sexually harrassed by it. miss vip. there are actually people who are overly sensitive, some call them psychic. i don`t want to derail it i think this came up by design. there is no content vs structure, they exist parallel to each other, content and structure in some cases are not separable. if you look exactly the content is structured itself.

you think that`s super funny? but it`s actually really sexistic and in a sense even weirder because charlotte is a moderator. if someone makes the connection to the new video at 1:52 it seems like a super strangeloop that once again justifies rape and talking about rape to women as if it was ok to use violent speech towards them. i doubt that a lot of women would find the notion of rape appealing even if the most good looking stranger with a friendly smile would appear in front of a woman and tell her he wants to rape her she must be in a very special mood in some kind of swinger like bar/club where it would be appealing to her - then of course that would be part of the show between latex and group sex. everything else would be like hey you were nice until you opened your mouth counter sexism. also it`s just the wrong signal, it seems like violence towards women was just something that happens physically and not also psychologically. just because you talk like that all the time doesn`t make it less tasteless and it`s super sexistic. one of the undertones in this forum that are really harsh especially if somone is in a sensitive phase of awakening.

mph bahahahah although you know that there is a major difference in real tinitus and the phenomenon you described? isn`t it cool to listen to yourself until the point you find out what your body tells you? so the knotts are also a sound from your body that tells you something - you could find out what is causing the knots and that might lead you to eliminating even more small tensions in the body you didn`t ever realize before. it`s pretty normal that the lyphs around the mandibular joint feels a little sour for example. you can do a small lymphatic drainage by forming a victory sign with your hands and placing the two fingers on both sides of the ear then you stroke them down to the chin alongside the jaw with a little pressur, so the jaw bone is in the middle of the two fingers. you should feel how sour the region around the ears and jaw joint muscles are. if that`s not strong it`s probably not the lymphs, if it`s pain, it might be. @DrewNows you are completely morsed

huh no i meant if you were the guy. what i wanted to work out for her what really is the difference between a man who maybe can handle that and one who might not. @Preety_India it also depends on how much energy you want to put into helping him change if he takes some time to understand. how open to change is he really? it`s reall difficult, in the end you can`t change him, he can only do that for himself.

that`s very noble, reality though is: there are trolls and other trolls - and some trolls are like black holes, it doesn`t matter how much love you pour.

no, if people bought into food lies or pharma (allopathic lies - while i think some allopathic meds are still usefull) all their life they don`t lack cognitive ability they just lack basic knowledge. the problem is they then are disorientated because they don`t know which one would be the right direction to even search for alternative practitioners. although for preventive medicine you don`t really need a doc, there we can do a lot for ourselfs, but the problem is the same.

and still you are me and i am you because there is no other than you because there is no other than me this is the law of the dance the spiral of all recreation we are all things and no things and if together we are all things and no things, together.

@DrewNows yes maybe if they search for him directly. i can only talk about the context in this specific thread. also there is a high chance of people trying to heal themselfs without a doctor. if i had cancer i would probably also search for alternatives, but i know how deep i go into this stuff if it`s my own issue and i would not try cancer therapy without a practitioner, and i also know i would probably only try either if i had some time or if i was a lost case or if i was really secure about the chances. i`m super careful with any quacks because i`m from a family of quacks. people sometimes forget that they are quacks themselfs but trust no other quacks because they could be the worse quack than themselfs so they better trust into themselfs forgetting that they are not really specialized quacks.

yes that`s what i`m pointing towards - people might not get that when they watch him on youtube. i`m not familiar with his medicine just because i watch a video on youtube. although generally speaking i could change my diet towards a more healthy plantbased one as a preventive method to minimize the possibility of uncontrolled cell growth in my body.

yes their tumors went away because they ate frankinsense in a concentrated pressed form. that`s not really supplementation it`s phyto medicine. i know of no case where anyone survived just because of a different diet - one of my great aunts infact died because she thought she could find a therapy herself. just pointing towards the risks of this. do you have any experience with patients of his? how blindly do you believe in it?

it`s completely ok - he says a lot of intelligent stuff, but be aware that people who might want to selfactualize with tumors - means doing the whole therapy on their own might fall into wrong beliefs of being able to handle their illness without a doctor. there is this storry of a girl who died because her mom wouldn`t want to let her do chemo therapy, because she believed she would make it without - and she didn`t. no one knows of course if she would have made it with chemo. but the point is it works in a lot of cases and even if it sounds bad - and they loose all their hairs (hairs grow back) i know some people who are really thankfull that this therapy exists.

did i talk about supplementing? well if they have a doctor like him that might all be well, and working. but what you don`t understand about what i`m saying is that there are people who die also because they believe they can heal cancer only by changing their diet. what is not really clear about the other videos is how closely a trustable cancer therapy has to be accompanied by a doctor who knows exactly what he does. and believe me or not a cancer patient in the end does not care what made them live, in a lot of cases it is chemo therapy. of course returning to old food habbits is not the right way to go. what i wanted to point out is that there are some people who fell into the hands of some cult docs who told them some kind of woo woo and died because it didn`t work out so, i don`t know dr. morse, but i know something about people who fell in trapps and some who found cures.

yeah because it probably wouldn`t be for you!

@Preety_India it`s really difficult to say and maybe you can try to address this. but it could be that it is a pattern in him that goes much deeper than that. reminds me of narcissistic behavior - finding every weak point, using it against you, doesn`t matter if it`s still about the topic you were arguing about. he can`t give up on the power even if you might be right. it`s a very toxic behavior and if he can`t get over it, yes leave him, if you can. at least stay very attentive about how this might take you down a spiral into a really unhealthy dynamic, if he can do that without you making clear to him that he oversteps a limit and if he even gets more aggressive about that it will even get worse, if the pointing towards it makes it worse, yes leave. it`s good to talk about it, mostly these dynamics can only happen because women don`t feel it is right to talk about it or even have someone to talk about it towards who is trustable.

christianity has a long sadomasochist history, that`s nothing new. there have always been confusions between satanism and deism in christianity, i mean look at the middleages, the witchhunts and so on, look at the colour they are wearing it must stand for something, but it`s not feminism. (although feminists made black wearable in the first place) there is only a thin line between victim and accomplice.