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the thing with psychics is: you need to be psychic to know if they can be trusted or not - you also don’t know if they are just reading or spinning magic around you which may influence you. it’s the same with the magic of synchronicities or serendipities - the moment you are in contact with a psychic the psychic will also change or bend your future in a certain way, but knowing if you met a good psychic or not does not have to do with the predictions the psychic made, it has to do with how you will be prepared for coming events and able to handle them or if you will draw insights about your life or relationships from it. staying sceptical about predictions and not letting the psychic get too much power over you is probably a healthy reaction. although magic usually works better with a little trust. i would never even let the stars alone predict my future and less i would let a psychic do. find out about your own psychic abilities... only then it will open new possibilities for you.

narcissism is quite different than psychopathism. narcissists are not disconnected from their emotion and lack of empathy is more connected to status of ego and hurt ego. narcissists usually get triggered a lot if their status is lowered and they then often revenge showing their absolute power. they feel/think more than average in hierarchy while psychopaths are much more logical and generally interested in dynamics without getting triggered so much by hierarchy - narcissism is strongly connected to the importance of the ego, while psychopaths have a problem with understanding the emotional dynamics underneath that by heart/empathy, they also don’t get triggered in the same way. so you could say narcissists act out of a lack of will controll, and out of strong emotions on a personal level, while psychopaths act out of too much will control and a lack of emotions. you could also say they both are on one end of a scale and most people tend more or less towards one of them. i‘m not sure if psychopathy in general then would be red but narcissists always are - because red is all about power and hierarchy, narcissists are stuck there in a toxic way involving you in a subtle power play hurting your ego where it’s weak finding the best point to attack triggering your counter attack. in comparison: in a healthy red it’s about self esteem and respect. this strike was such a typical narcissist strike, narcissists are really unpredictable if their ego gets hurt.

how brazen to give it to an embryo but not to the plazenta. sometimes people even forget there is a woman around it.

@Matt8800 i never said it is killing although it is - it is the same as killing a fly or a worm - a placenta is not autonomous from the woman it is part of and so is the fetus, until it is able to live by itself, although we could discuss here when autonomy begins. for a lot of women probably connection to autonomous human entity starts at the moment of autonomous heartbeat. but real autonomy starts only after more than a decade - so you could ask when the state of the fetus even ends and consciousness begins.

putting narcissism and psychopathy into the same pot is quite schizophrenic or maybe more hypochondriac.

@assx95 are you against war the same way you are against abortion? are you eating animals? i realized that people who are against abortion are oftentimes not saying much against war. thousands of babies of someone are dying every year because of that and because of hunger, and still eat animals for survival and in an indirect sense are partaking in it. but won’t allow a woman to abort for survival - it’s all ego and clinging to an idea of the holiness of an unborn life instead of caring enough for that what is already born and alive in consciousness. why? because the moment it’s born you stop caring. all people are caring for is the beauty of an idea. and the will to controll someone else to carry it out.

@Chumbimba seriously how do you know what was first? know your emotion and you will know your thought.

how do you know it’s not the other way round? your fears and emotions maybe produce your thoughts... why did she become your ex?

i‘d say it is not related to the hierarchy because sometimes the ones next in line would be the better leaders but are not allowed to bring change - it’s not always the hierarchy which is to be questioned but the competence, sometimes even of those who worked themselfs up. what kind of instinct do you think someone needs to work themselves up in a business built on strong authoritarian hierarchies? so the problem from the start is more that some businesses could only be built because of the hierarchy and can only be sustained by the hierarchy until someone comes along who reshapes the structure from within and that has to do with competency. but in a strong hierarchical structure that will always be questioned because it’s not based on the same principles.

@Bill W ah but l-theanin does not produce addictions - same as rhodiola. rhodiola is a really good stabilizer it’s not only a neutropic but also an adaptogen means it has a stabilizing effect on the brain - i only take them in cases of backlashes or phases of more instability or to secure my performance if i have intense projects. both help against emotional distraction a little. (and i‘m a really careful observer - some people would maybe not feel big differences. but it’s more than with placebo, i tried different things.)

@Bill W yes you are right i probably used the wrong term - it’s blocking the serotonin and reducing concentration of serotonin in rats - read that on german wikipedia. i‘m not sure if serotonin is produced or always around - so probably in a biochemical correct language it would sound different. i also don’t know the difference between rats brains and human brains. but for me it sounds plausible as when i‘m super happy there sometimes is also more brain fog or you could say sunshine is sometimes blindfolding without glasses - l‘theanin feels like a more cool coloured set of sunglasses ? or goes more into the neon light direction. while a high serotonin level feels like pink glasses or a warmer tone into turquoise. so ltheanin still calms down but i‘m not unhappy with it, it feels more neutral, so i don’t know it’s effect on people with depression, but for me rhodiola seems to be the better agent here.

talking about abortion for me is to put two souls/lifes on a scale together and weigh them against the potential future weight. if there can be self-love and care the future growth of the soul weighs out the actual size of the physical body. but if the situation will not nourish self-love but take away from one or both souls and diminish their potential growth and soul beauty or limit their growth in a disproportional weight/size for me there is absolutely no reason to get so agitated about a bunch of cells a lot of people eat for breakfast. it even upsets me this discussion because most people who are against abortion are hypocrites.

@Recursoinominado ah ok - yes i tried to help people, too, who did not want my help, well, after a while i found out that the main problem was: they could not change or better the way i was suggesting to them was not made for them. yes, a lot of people seem ignorant or close themselfs up against change or improvement, because they have some kind of bias. it’s not only self bias (although all bias is self bias in the ultimate sense). i also sometimes get upset if people want to teach me a way of doing things i cannot embody - in some sense everyone has their own way and pace - maybe they are upset first but rethink afterwards and next time you meet, some might have integrated some aspects of what you have said. first reaction sometimes is much more repulsive than after second thought. maybe you need to overthink your teaching style? how would you make people more interested, without seeming as if you try to actively form them. you probably have to do some chakra work, too. your ajna might be too much in authority mode.

what he actually really managed is to distract from the impeachment, and he is using iran to stay in power. because of different reasons - distraction, distraction, distraction. the really funny thing that became unfunny is that now he deserves it so much more to be impeached. but the focus will be somewhere else. and iranians and iraqi people will help him with that.

yep something funny can become pretty fast pretty damned uncomfortable. usually then it`s already to late. my grandgrandpa who was in first world war said to the boys before the second one (his son inclusive who was cannon fodder because his mouth was too big, means he was not a good dog): mey boys, you will experience something. he sometimes got punched for being like that. but you know it wasn`t like no one would have prophesied it.

started to watch it and it sounds solid, but somewhere in the middle he says they use it to destabilize governments like syria and irak. isn`t there also some bias? in irak there have been protests recently also against the own government, wasn`t there? we could discuss a lot about why the region is already destabilized and how already a playball between so many players. and syria has not exactly a democratic government.

sounds super narcisistic that`s why... guys who talk a lot about how great they are usually are not so much.

you would miss out on a lot if you would identify as a student in the classroom - it would probably not exactly make you learn so much. by the way what is a student identity? i just flipped open a page of a book, it is about the bodhisattva path, i thought it fits quite well in here. there is a recommendation to first train in the preliminaries which are four reminders: the preciousness of human life and the good fortune to live in an environment where you have access to this teaching the reality of death, which comes up suddenly and without warning the entrappment of karma, is the realization that whatever you do, whatever virtuous or unvirtuous, only entraps you further in the chain of cause and effect the intensity and inevitability of suffering for yourself and all sentient beings (this suffering can also be because of seeing more or seeing less than others) i guess if you have trained in these awarenesses you already would be on a relative aware level. difficult to be above others with it.

yes, but would you send such an important person into another country on hidden operation? if he was that important then why sending him there? what fascinates me the most about this, is that it is logically really in a grey area but emotionally not.

@Leo Gura as if that was not already the case... let`s just guess this guy knew what he was doing and he did it even though he was warned. that`s something every child should understand, that`s actually how it seems he was working himself. if a child would think a little...

although i think, if they once started to seek out the super villains from all countries - there will be many more, maybe that would be better than bombing red cross voluntaries - the direction might not be that bad. that`s the point where i fear trump a little bit - he would probably push a red button without blinking an eye. he is really great in unpredictability. or maybe that`s the one factor which is predictable in him.

@Flowerfaeiry which one? the one where running is not flight mode?

yep i know - there was just this synchronicity and i thought you were talking about b. brecht it was quite funny and strange and interesting.

that`s such a good joke - we are either already in the middle of it or at its end. how long should this go on further? a lot of it just happened in a lot of peoples minds but for a lot of people this was reality for years now. it`s really interesting how this war was and is fought with what kind of methods, a lot of it indirect. of course we could ask what sense it makes if one life is taken instead of a thousands just to realize to revenge that one life may take thousands of lifes as well because what this sacrifice stands for is not understood. this war has been dirty from the start, it still is - how would you stop a global war player from going on playing? it`s really interesting how i can so much understand why. although of course in sense of politics it`s not something according to a diplomatic protocol... and having met some people from iran in my life i know that they often have a lot of pride and pride usually comes with an ego of a certain dimension. so - well. yeah maybe it`s not the end of it. one point i think is very relevant to understand is that this general was not killed in iran. in sense of all this discussion about moral warfare, maybe that`s one point that should be considered. and then we could also consider if something like moral warfare even exists.

@Svartsaft did you ever really realize how you are selffeeding this? if you tell people to go fuck themselfs do you think they would still try to help you? - what about other practices like self love? how far are you in regards of nondual awareness? ok so which therapy did not work? which medication did not work? what kind of meditation did not work? what is the true problem in all of this? you want to choose the easy way out? but you know what, there is none. there is only ways out but none of it is easy - the most easy way out would be to work on your frustration tolerance and find out what the real problem is. write a journal. giving up before even wholeheartedly trying to find a way out is not the easy way it`s the lazy way. everyone can change - you can change. just stick around. life is enormously beautiful if you can see it, i would want to see that before i`d want to go - you still have some years to work towards that before you have to leave anyways.