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like? now i‘m curious. i would like to do that time travel with you if you‘d invite me.

they are worth the trubble only after doing them. do you still want to answer to that hobby question? if you would contemplate into it it would maybe be worth the trouble. it is possible to be productive and enjoying yourself at the same time. italians teaches me its a delusion not to enjoy yourself, and for the happiness index they are right. no one else can make pizza out of tomato and cheese bread.

hey sausage dog, you probably don’t remember. do you not like to do anything? taking walks or riding a bike, listening to music maybe even making music, cooking? don’t you have hobbys? i know that’s a school question - someone asked me that recently while i did an italian course in miracles, it was kind of refreshing to think about the really rudimentary things i liked to do once. sometimes a new love is an old one - some of these things you liked to do as a child. ...like a walk in the park, it’s amore.

after you have overcome the thoughtless state thoughts will arise not only from emotions but from thoughts themselves. it’s not like there would be language to express this state of being. it’s usually referenced as dependent arising it feels like knowledge while it’s more like you can see where all of it is ultimately leading to and you can but smile over your own ignorance.

@inFlow yes in a sense it’s an attempt to get the spirits of these people inhabit their body. i think for some it’s the first time making that acquaintance i think there are more archaic fire ritualistic energies which were called to create heat for the guru to transmiss into their body - in that sense it’s a ritualistic meditation which plays with archaic shamanic powers.

did you not know, when god created the world s/he was dancing. even yoga will not liberate you and make you inhabit the bodymind in the same way as dancing.

@unicity thank you! i‘ll have a look. i also read that especially regarding the corona virus a lot of sources recommend to keep the vit-d levels up and at the moment a canadian laboratory is testing quercetin against it in a chinese hospital. they say it worked quite good preventive against other viruses like ebola - there was a post in another thread with a video about it. last time i had a nosocomial infection i had really good results with neem tablets. they can also work preventive but should not be used for a long time period so i would rather have them as a back up. although i thought neem in a nosespray could maybe be preventive. as they say it prevents a virus from entering a cell. maybe this could be more interesting for people who have a weak lung - some people are more affected than others.

i won‘t. sorry you didn’t want it, so i thought i take it.

@Martin123 i offer you to talk about the situation again if you want to. i don’t see the exact problem but you can tell me if you want to. i‘m also someone with a narcissist in my family so i would strike that equal. you are not exactly a person who holds back with harshness agains others equally - if i personally attacked you i will apologize. although i‘m reasonable i would like to know what exactly was the problem. i also don’t want to accuse you but you were criticizing three people before i singled you out for your own stress relieve, it was a ticking bomb so or so. that was the only situation were we had a dissonance. you project heavily into me - we can discuss that if you want to, but rather on a meta level. for fairness i‘m also posting the thread:

i‘ve met people with crippled hands and pain in their feet, they all wanted rather to keep their illnesses and watch their body deform than to at least try a vegan diet - my system took one year until i could live without medication. i also got rid of some digestion issues but this i prescribe to an ayurvedic treatmen i got. which i would recommend additionally in his case. completely withoud meds is not really true as i had to take ginger capsules for enough agni energy for a long time. now i can skip them some days. he will at some point try all these things, more seriously than he might have done before, even in this forum most people with autoimmune health issues talk about relatively better health going at least vegan. no one means harm with it. it’s just that some people are better self actualized in medicine than leo - and we try to help him find a way to a more healthy living. the way he gave us the opportunity to talk about all this stuff. finding out for ourselves but being able to share.

in that sense i see it the same way, although i cancelled an extended italy vacation. the balance between imagination and personal behavior needs of course be held in an adequate panic mode. although it’s like a game - i really have to hoard some groceries because if i won’t i‘m not sure if i will get them on a regular basis anymore - you see there are so many factors which are real beside the virus - some because of panic and some just because they are part of preventive measures. in that sense i can’t really say i don’t have it yet, you see. by the way do we have a thread yet for how to boost the immune system yet?

tell that to the virus if it catches on. they estimate 70% of population to get it.

you little raccoon, always cracks the best shrimp.

how about the possibility that it’s not your masculinity you repress but that what you want to express, like preety already said. issues with the throat chakra are oftentimes hierarchical issues or issues not speaking out what is bottled inside - kind of a fear to express. or maybe a lack of tool set to express. although i still think that there might aswell be a masculinity issue, like you say yourself you feel repressed in the presence of strong body energy types. i guess that’s what you referring to by saying masculine male. it’s an hyrarchical issue probably more than a masculinity issue although it plays into it. sounds like somewhere within there is still an archaic mechanism at work. one part is working on your self esteem by finding out what your personal streangths are, the other is finding out if there are traumas of your past where masculinity plays a roll. what you perceive as masculinity might also be a power dynamic instead. but overall working on coaping mechanisms also in sense of fear and aggression dynamics would be probably of help to you, explosive masculine energy is dangerous. you can search for it in rediscovering the wild man but maybe you’ll also be able to find better answers in the civilized man. certainly i’d recommend sports in any case as an addition.

its all without consequence - whatever anyone tries to say in this thread can not get through because. the devil created a trap for everyone so god would be able to do whatever he wants without consequence it all does not matter. the response is responseless the intention is known. so the dwarf can dance on shivas head. it’s not the highest teachihng it’s the lowest of them all, at least in this context.

that’s true god is the devil and the devil sometimes is god, it’s not only the dis-identification but also the mis-identification the false beliefs people follow, self biases and scapegoating and aggressiveness from that. i just listened to a song which has the lyrics: it’s not straight when it‘s crooked, it’s not where it was when its displaced, it’s not true when its a lie - i don’t know if that goes so well in english but it sets my head straight sometimes. stay honest ✊

although i must confess i understand sometimes why vegans oftentimes are perceived as having a rather radical position. if really talking about the cruelty and implication of what “killing“ means it must seem radical from the killers mind. it’s not open enough to accept killing, its not accepting enough torture, its not accepting enough hate, its not accepting enough, it’s much too radical in its no, its much to life neglecting. look exactly on what he sits - he sits on a killer. i guess that’s radical. for me he says with this, it’s ok if i can meditate on that, you can aswell.

i address this openly. why is a woman pushy if she does and a man not. i say openly i feel harassed by a sexual and political obscene fotograph - while the person who posted that just waited until he could make me remember the obscenery a second time. its not just a mistake but a quotation of what happened before. it‘s more than just randomly having a conversation about distaste.

no but this is personal, i‘m here for a while and i accept a lot, i also am rude sometimes but there are limits. which in this situation are overstepped. downplaying this is like saying it’s ok, it’s not a matter of taste but a matter of this communities values.

he won’t will you guys do something or won’t you? @Serotoninluvmaybe you would like to have a look, too.

well mod‘s are active in this thread.

well but his beliefs thoughts create someone elses reality, too. i guess i‘m ok to sometimes overlook rough spreach in the forum and play into it myself sometimes. i‘m ok that people here suffer and guys are disappointed over women i‘m ok with people having abstract dreams and visions and what not‘s but i‘m not ok with the harassment of me as a female with more leftwing ideas - it reminds me about how fascists treated women who where more left orientated - it’s utterly disgusting.

together with the photography - it said something like: this is my mustache i didn’t know how red it would get - the fotograph was in a manner like what i earlier pointed towards. just because it’s not spoken does not mean it‘s not aggressive. it’s pretty disgusting for a woman. it was about politics and beards the thread.