ethanb121

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  1. I heard its safe but will have deminished affects i really purchased some 5 meo dmt but i cannot do it as i believe it is unsafe untill im off ssris ... Ive done shrooms before on ssris and have been fine although i did have deminished effects
  2. I dont have thoughts of ending it just feel like im sedating myself and weed is giving me headaches when i smokee
  3. Try to run and smoke weed thats what has helped me alot
  4. i use it litterly every half to one hour its getting stupid at this point and im always chasing that high and never getting it unless i drink alcohol with it every now and then
  5. Yes but the problem is i dont even feeel high anymore now when i smoke i just get lazy my memory is fucked and i dont really feel happy or anything just kinda in a trace like im not there and kinda just sit there sometimes for awhile which makes tasks harder to do then when i go sober i get irritable and nothing in life is exciting not that i want to do much of anything when im on weed anymore
  6. Would i be able to talk to you on a call for a bit dude
  7. I should only smoke weed once or twice a month your saying ?
  8. Im more interested in the spiritual side of it hence me wanting to do the 5 meo because people have realized profounds truths on it
  9. Could you elaborate how it isnt a roll coaster of cool experiences and i know sometimes it brings up trauma and stuff but if thats part of the experience so be it
  10. ive done 55 grams of mushrooms once and i was fine had a really sore stomach and i guess i could not do it ... its just the fact that id have to wait months to do it
  11. yeah thats what im going to do ... I plan on geetting some 4 aco dmt (aka synthetic shrooms )and doing 50 mg and see if i get anything out of it ... it is safe but people say its effects are diminished on ssris ...
  12. Lol I havent even touched drugs in years the only reason i want to do 5 meo so bad is too see these mystical experiences everyone's talking about
  13. I want to do psychedelics badly Because they seem much more powerful and profound then meditation and it annoys me that i cant do them without possibly getting depression again or going through terrible withdrawals
  14. If i wanted to screw up my life I wouldnt be asking these questions
  15. @Setty Can you teach me how to open it further i want too
  16. Or are you tricking yourself into believing that the numbers have meaning so that meaning manifests in your life
  17. Im currently on 50 mgs of lexapro and was wondering if its safe for me to do 5 Meo Dmt will it just have diminished affects or will i get serotonin syndrome ... most people say its fine to take it with nn dmt but the affects will be less but there isn't much information on 5 meo if any could let me know its greatly appreciated I have been watching a lot of Leos videos and im really into everything he talks about and id like to try this substance to get a step up on enlightenment but what I don't want to do is to harm myself and my family by getting hurt ... I am getting some 5 meo on Monday (100 mgs) to be exact
  18. let me now how it went i heard it doesnt do anything but make the trip alittle less intense but some people say it can hurt you .. i have purchased some and want to try it with my friends if anyone can let me know thanks, I appreciate it greatly!
  19. yeah when i do the same thing i feel pressure on my 3rd eye its kinda wierd idk if its just placebo or not but it feels really real and my body gets really relaxed when the pressure is there too