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VAERS (VACCINE ADVERSE EFFECTS REPORTING SYSTEM) - Check out this website. It is where people can report adverse reactions and death from the vaccine. You can sort by type of vaccine, distributer, number of doses, age group, state, symptoms, etc. (This is for USA/territories). https://vaers.hhs.gov/data.html Note that adverse effects can assumed to be under-reported. Some of the results when inputting: 18-29 year old male, USA, Moderna, 2021 Some of results from inputting 18-29 year old female, USA, Moderna 2021

@YarcoThe TV turn on thing - are you sitting on the remote? If the TV is unplugged, does it not work? Were you in a dream that the tv was on or can you verify you were awake? When you say physical attacks (like other people hurting you) and nightmares - could those just been coincidences? Have you talked with a therapist or tried to learn more about these demons? Could you be concocting them yourself? That seems wild and scary to experience. @vladorionyeah and like how all the rules and morals are made up. That was a fun time. It can be freeing like the joker. @SgtPepperI think the sin stuff is more that one feels more free in that one can decide how they want to be rather than have pressure to conform to some notion that is considered bad that some institution said. In the hail mary, when it says "pray for us sinners", it could for some feel like it implies that we are already "bad" and not okay as we are and need to be saved... and create low self esteem, dependency, judgement, unsure, etc. I guess what religion gave me was discipline but that discipline, yes I did get stuff done, but it was also kinda not freeing enough for me to get to try a bunch of ideas and stuff

@Johnny GaltI shouldn't have said that as I am not aware of what has and has not been shared and don't know anything. @BlackMaze yeah we cannot tell what is and is not conspiracy. nice idea on reading mind manipulation technologies. My dad said - don't trust anything you read on the internet!!!!! and then I thought, well.. then.. back at you as well for anything you read or hear.. Anyway, not saying anything people should do one way or the other as I have no clue. I saw the 5G in there too and was like, oh conspiracy.. but yet I don't know anything about it so meh. I was just so 100% pro vaccine but am surprised I hadn't been more 50/50 of wanting to study both sides first before having gotten it. I guess the media and my parents were 100% pro vaccine and I just thought how they thought and agreed with them. My friend's dad died of it so there was the threat of that (or so I was told). But now some sites are saying the covid tests were like super inaccurate with mostly false positives but even, are those sites trustworthy? I literally can't trust anything that any site says but yet we trust stuff anyway and forget we are trusting it and then start arguments over it.

I am upset that I fell for the propaganda that the news created and it seems like people have been brainwashed and are preaching to take the vaccine like a religious person tries to convert you. The news stations all are saying the same thing as each other and that is a bit scary. http://indepthnh.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/COVID-Report-from-Rep.-Weyler-3.pdf I never considered for one second to study the other side of the story. People are trusting their governments when the government is the one that is dropping bombs, increasing inflation and debt, not doing anything about student loans or health insurance debt, not raising minimum wage, allowing to take away abortion freedoms, talking about immigrants like they are shits, etc. When someone says, don't trust anything you read on the internet, that goes the same for stuff telling you to get the vaccine and stuff telling you not to get it. It now looks like people are zombies. The mind can't tell the difference between real and imaginary and the same goes for anything the pharmaceutical industry, government, and hospitals, etc. tell us. I now can't tell whether it was better to take or not take the vaccine and can't trust anything. We don't know the long term side effects and yet we are being pushed to take it....look who is profiting. If the vaccine was safe, wouldn't the data have been shared?

Wow. I was not expecting that at all. I started taking notes haha. This puts a complete 180 degree spin on to what I had thought about covid. Okay so basically the speaker is saying that one can't trust the media or government or social media as so much is run by the wealthy elite. We are to them what the cows are to us. The speaker discusses covid and it starts of with how Obama took away the ban on game of function research (which is research of vaccines for how viruses spread more easily which could then be used to help make vaccines to combat that)10 days before Trump went into office. The day after that legislation, Anthony Fauci announced great predictability that there would be a pandemic in the next government cycle. The speaker says that Anthony Fauci's emails have been made public. Anthony Fauci was the one funding the game of function research and knew it came from the Wuhan lab. He then talked with pharma companies about vaccines and social media about keeping curing methods silent. Moderna has never released a vaccine before and yet they have released the covid vaccine, which is funded by George Soros (a former Nazi), Bill Gates, and Anthony Fauci. Anthony Fauci who funded what created the virus is now raking in money from the vaccines to fight it from Moderna. The 95% effectiveness rate is not true - it is actually only 1% more effective. It is a joke to say a vaccine made in a few months is 95% effective as the flu shot is 28% effective and cancer is still around. Also, the vaccine has yet to be finished being studied as it takes 3 years by the FDA so everyone who has received the vaccine is basically a test pig. Phizer has had a history of fradulent reports on their drugs and cannot be trusted about their any of their covid claims. The vaccine is making the virus worse. The variants did not start popping up until the vaccine started being administered. The media is telling us that it is the unvaccinated people's fault but yet that is a lure to get people to get the vaccine which will give the vaccine companies more money. Typically viruses kill off people fast and so they don't spread as much and die out. Most vaccines are created to not infect or spread a virus. The covid vaccine however does not. The covid vaccine does not stop infection or transmission of the virus. Therefore, the virus can continue to mutate as the vaccine is allowing it and those mutations can get more deadly instead of less deadily, as which is what would otherwise happen if there was no vaccine. The mRNA vaccine is a messenger ribonucleic acid that creates a pathogen for the immune system to attack. However, when given an mRNA injection, pathogen creation and your immune system attacking that will go on for the rest of your life. The more mRNA injections that you get, the more your pathogens that will be created and the more your immune system will be tackling that. About 50% of Americans have natural immunity. However, if they have gotten the mRNA vaccine, and with each additional dose, their natural immunity goes down. The more mRNA vaccines that one gets, the more one will have to get them for the rest of their life, which is convenient for pharmaceutical companies. Pharmaceutical companies are in the business to sell you something you have to buy for the rest of your life rather than just once. Studies have shown that people who are fully vaccinated are more likely to be hospitalized to a covid variant than someone who has not been vaccinated. Hospitals have been asked to not report people who have been fully vaccinated as covid cases and so the media is reporting it as if the only people in the hospitals are those without the vaccine. The speaker suggests that although you cannot get unvaccinated, you can choose to not get any more vaccines. The speaker also mentions that masks do not protect against the virus as the virus goes around and through every type of mask. If you wear a cloth mask, you are actually more likely to get sick as the cloth stores bacteria. In the first year, the covid tests were incredibly inaccurate and there was a large amount of false positives. Covid is not spread by asymptomatic people. The covid vaccine is more likely to kill you than covid. Also, vaccines cause lots of problems and we do not know what the long term effects of a vaccine will be, especially one that modifies your RNA and DNA. Normal women typically have 10% miscarriages; however, fully vaccinated women have had 82% miscarriages. A facebook group of over 200,000 women were complaining about period problems. Over 500k people have had debiliting effects from the vaccine to where they cannot work. 10k people have been reported as having died from the vaccine in the US but whisteblowers think the number may be closer to 50k. The speaker also mentions how pharmaceutical companies that have adds on news stations do not pay for the ad but for what is said in between the ads - they are not to talk about any alternative treatments other than the covid vaccine as that is in competition with the vaccine. There is much push for people to get vaccinated on something that has not been fully tested, understood, or approved and it is being required to access places or to have employment. It is odd in that the other highly infectious viruses/diseases are not having the same requirement. (I hope I said all that right). After watching that, I was going to get the booster but I will hold off as I am not around people right now. I need to do more research to verify the claims made in the video. Thanks for sharing.

So I decided for fun to look at my church's website. Woah. I never actually thought about ANY of the prayers they had us say. I said some of those every single day........ It makes it sound like we are not good enough as we are and that we are sinners and need help It makes it seem like there is evil and evil is super bad and please push those evil people away and all the souls that are getting ruined by evil. God please do something help. It makes it sound like we could get tempted and when we do, we need your help as we can't do it alone and please let us be free from hurting others instead of not trying to do it in the first place Wow it says Jesus went to hell. I never noticed that. And why and how do they know that this Jesus person will judge people and how will they be judged and what is considered a sin and how is one born to a virgin and how is the creator a male Wow the pope says sin is a failure.... Christianity has a superiority complex - destined for eternal life, inheritors of the kingdom of god People think that the religion is like golden chocolate. Look what I have found! Look at this great chocolate and see how great it tastes! I will live forever and so can you! Taste the chocolate and see how lucky we are to have it and to have been born into it and not into something else. Lucky us!!

We like feeling self righteous, good, right, correct. We say we hate murder and so we observe bugs rather than kill them even though they too are a murderer. We wash our hands and murder the bacteria with soap. Everything murders/transforms everything. We don't like murder because we don't want to get murdered and we also cherish and appreciate things that we don't want to see them go. We feel horrible when we hurt others feelings as we want to be considered good and we see the pain we have created for both them and us. We can't avoid murder. Sure we can feel whatever about it. But if we don't murder the fruit/vegetable, we will murder our body by letting it die. We don't want to kill the tree but we also don't want to die outside so we build a home and destroy the tree. We don't want to kill the bugs in our home but we will go kill thousands of bugs and trees and habitat with a new site development. We want to make life as harmonious as possible for everyone so that we can enjoy it while we are here and limit the pain for everyone but am totally willing to inflict pain if that means avoiding self pain.

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Use two hands to move the paper and pencil off the counter and then move one hand away from the paper and let the paper fall to the ground.

"How did we get to this topic?"

It is annoying in how we tend to try to get others to be like us but yet we are wanting to be different from others.. So then others don't want to be like us because they want to be different too. But then why the desire to get others to be like us in the first place? But then, we are already like others anyway.

"I will think about these thoughts." "Your thoughts are very interesting." "Thanks for the thoughts." (All of which stop the discussion) Yeah it is weird how we tie ourselves to the opinion. We would rather change others to conform to us than have others change us to conform to them. I don't know how one gets unattached to one's opinions other than just being in an I don't care state but saying I don't care is also an opinion.

Truth shall be revealed to no one. Bahahahaha.

Erase the circle? Cut the paper? Put the pencil/pen upside down on the dot and then drag it across the page? Poke a hole with the tip of the pencil/pen where the dot is through the paper and push it out. Yeah... super weird. It's like I forgot women could be doctors. I was so focused on the situation being men.

An emotional reaction. (Interesting how we can get so emotional in wishing for the truth to be a certain way that it gets in the way of looking for it).

Why does there have to be resistance or guardians though? What is truth and how would I know when I have found it? There is no evidence for the evidence for the evidence for the evidence and yet despite that, we keep on taking what we see as real anyway.

The far right tends to be hateful towards immigrants, LGBTQ, and other races/religions that are not it and seeks to destroy those whether that is by killing them, keeping them out, putting them in jail, taking away their rights, etc. One may be okay with the far right as long as they are inclusive of self but when they too are excluded, they are no longer supportive of the far right. There is so much diversity and stuff is evolving all the time. It is more holistic to accept that people/things are different and that the differences do exist and embrace and work with that rather than not allow it. In terms of the immigrants that Germany accepted, those immigrants had to go somewhere. I can see that it may have been better if all the EU and other places accepted a similar amount relative to their existing size so as to not put the burden on a few places of taking everyone in. I can see the point of view of some of the left wanting to silence free speech being a problem. I can also see the speech that people make may be very delusional and stir up people but yet they are reacting to something that isn't what they think it is. I can also see that everything is delusional in a way and how are we to tell the difference. The free speech one is tricky but we should not be silencing it unless it is a threat to one's wellbeing such as people chanting about killing person XYZ. We can't fully prove what is/is not real so it would be hard to say who to silence and who not. It can also be a problem in terms of some groups getting to more easily voice their opinion than others, such as some completely over dominating and overloading the system with their opinion that the other's don't get theirs said. That is an ongoing issue. The music/art/entertainment industry for example has the same few people completely blasting anyone else in terms of radio time, ads, where they show up on google search, etc. that it is hard for others to be heard as equally and in a way, that is hindering speech/competition - which is similar to how the right wants to hinder anything that isn't it.

Notice how we have to define what our desired state looks like so we know when we will reach it. Notice the reasoning that we made for why we picked what we picked for how we want to be as well as why we picked what we picked for what that would look like. Notice how we are defining our current state and why we are saying that is so. Notice how we are selecting the steps we could take to get from A to B and why we are selecting those steps.

"I don't want to talk about it." "Mind your own business." "Shut the XXX up." Asks another question to your question. "I don't know." Discusses your personality/tone of voice/past actions instead of the topic. "I don't have time." "I don't care." "I am not interested." "It doesn't matter." "Someone else already figured it out." "We will never know." "I don't want to know." The other person talks really loud and aggressively and doesn't let you get any words in and talks on and on and on and is lecturing you instead of having a back and forth conversation.

-"You might think I am crazy but you just have to have faith" -"You are overthinking it." "You should be a philosopher." "You have lots to say." -Changes the subject to something else; picks on the person -Stays quiet and doesn't say anything; does not text back -"I better get going" and leaves the room -"You need to see a psychiatrist and get on medication". -"That is how it is." "That is just the way things are." -"You can't say/do that." Tries to appeal to what is considered social norms. -"But what else could describe it other than God?" I get upset when I see that the person is not understanding the fascinating direction that the conversation could go in. It is kinda sad when the subject is changed to something like football or deflecting to attack someone's personality or the person starts talking about politics instead or whatever. I am guilty of having not said anything or left the room before but I also was not putting in enough effort to understand everything and taking enough responsibility to communicate that I did not understand. It is kinda funny when they say that I am overthinking everything and I instead think that they are underthinking.

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@Human Mint @Emotionalmosquito haha those answers are so funny!

A - The father from the vehicle and the doctor from the hospital are two gay men and the technology for 2 men to have a baby has been developed and they made a biological son together. B - Non-duality. Everyone is biologically related and hence all men are the father to the son. C - The father pretends to be dead and then goes to the hospital dressed as a surgeon. D - There are 3 men with the youngest one also himself being a father. The youngest gets killed. The middle, considered a boy and a father (of the youngest), goes to the hospital where the oldest is the doctor who is the father of the middle. E - This scenario involves 4 people. The car crash involves a father and son where the father dies and the son goes to the hospital. The hospital scenario involves a doctor who walks in on his son which is a different person from the car crash.

Explore the delusional, contradictory, illusory, paradoxical nature of reality. What's delusional about your classes, your assignments, the requirements, the methods? What's delusional about the grading system, the college system, the language, the definitions you are to memorize, the books you are told to read, the stuff you are told to memorize, the way stuff is taught, the rules the school has, the way people treat each other, etc.? Look for if any of the teachers talk about delusions and assumptions of the class they are teaching such as the delusions about the science book, the history book, etc. or for it the teachers unaware of there being any. What's delusional about the way people are dressing, acting, interacting? What is delusion? What is presented as imaginary, what is presented as true, what is being used as evidence and why are people using that as evidence? Stuff like that would be cool to look at life from as a 15 year old if that was me (I was playing the game of wanting to make all A's and never questioned anything when I was 15.) Also consider career paths and getting a broad look at different things.