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Could you elaborate more about it and what are the advantages or disadvantages of them?

Hey man this is such a limiting belief. I am 170 and my Ex was 180 and it did not matter. My current gf is 177 an it also does not matter at all.

@Natasha I agree with a more holistic approach is the future but in my opinion they are often not really holistic but exclude certain treatments dogmatically. So it is often green with a big blue shadow. Sometimes those are also treatments that only work on placebo effect. But I have actually quite some experience with alternative healing but I was very conscious who to trust (no dogma) and it helped me quite a bit. For a truly holistic approach we need everything from classical medication to vaccinations to alternative medicine etc.. There is good and bad in classic medication but the same goes for alternative medicine. We need to develop those things more consciously and keep the root of the problem in focus. So from this viewpoint vaccinations are actually a treatment of the source of the problem (weak Immune system against certain infection) and should not be neglected especially in a holistic approach. But on the other side we need to make sure those are developed as consciously as possible with as little negative side effects as possible.

@Natasha In my opinion it is rather blue vs orange. Because most of the criticism against vaccinations is not based on truth but rather belief. And than there is false information without proof made up to justify this belief. It kind of remembers me on the Trump election fraud conspiracy. Lots of things that are said but basically nothing to back it up. The only goal is to make everything as nebulous as possible and sowing doubt. But this is always the feature of conspiracy theory that they mix a kernel of truth with falsehood and claim this is true so this is true as well... And I actually think there are a lot of problematic things going on in the pharma industry and there is a lot of greed (as example new overpriced medicals with no real extra use) and it should be regulated more tightly. Ad pharma should be a lot more conscious than they are currently. In my opinion the vaccinations are actually the part of pharma which is quite conscious the big money making is somewhere else. Pharma would probably earn a lot more money without any vaccinations. But simply saying and spreading falsehood so that the pharma industry appears to be worse as they are actually does not solve this problem it does quite the opposite.

@Loving Radiance No actually you are not reading properly what I wrote and the context. Natasha posted a meme that said Thiomersal (Form of Mercury) and a lot of other toxic stuff is part of the flu shot. I posted the actual ingredient list of the flu shot and you can see that there is no Thiomersal in there. While it is true that it is part of some vaccines (small minority) it is not part of the flu shot. And so the claim is wrong. I did not say that there are no vaccines at all that contain it.

@Natasha Fair point but mine is the official ingredients list which gets controlled by FDA. Where did you get your ingredients list from? If there would be other things in there (for example mercury) it could be easily detected and it would cause big penalties for pharma industry so this is highly unlikely. But I mean I am open to it if you can prove that it is actually wrong because in du bio pro reo. But where do you get you information from? Maybe they also have monetary or spiritual biases? Want to sell something else so they can make money?

@Carl-Richard Also new Technology is used and a lot of money is also used. If you pay a lot of money things get a lot faster.

@Natasha I just looked up the actual flu shot ingredients and what you posted about the flu shot is anti-vaxx fake news. According to the forum guidelines fake news is not allowed here so please delete it because it is misleading. You fell into the trap of simply parroting things other say without actually questioning honestly if they are true. I looked up the actual ingredients list of the flu shot it can be found at point 11 Description https://vaccine.guide/vaccine-inserts/influenza/flumist-quadrivalent/ So each 0,2 ml shot contains actually: live attenuated virus: an A/Guangdong-Maonan/SWL1536/2019 (H1N1)pdm09-like virus; an A/HongKong/2671/2019 (H3N2)-like virus; a B/Washington/02/2019- like virus (B/Victoria lineage); a B/Phuket/3073/2013-like virus (B/Yamagata lineage). and 0.188 mg monosodium glutamate 2 mg hydrolized porcin gelatin 2.42 mg arginine 13.68 mg sucrose 2.25 mg dibasic potasium phosphate <0.24 mcg ovalbumin may contain: <0.015 mcg gentamicin sulfate and < 0,37 mcg EDTA So the graphic you posted is just fearmongering @Preety_India Do not believe things you read on the internet do your own research.

Yeah he made a post in his blog some time ago but I found a even more detailed explanation.

@zeroISinfinity Could you elaborate this?

there you go

Ayahuasca (DMT), DPT are known to be be very strong

@Patrick_9931 Honestly I had the same thing on one of my LSD Trips it was probably the most intense one. At first I had resistance but than I reminded myself that Leo told us that death is a "bluff" and I just thought ok lets call the bluff. Before I had like this feeling of disappearing and it got to the point where it felt for me like the next step and it is all over. As I took this step I lost the last feeling of the body (I tripped in a dark room) and it was just like beeing nothing it is difficult to explain. It also felt like I was away for an eternity but I did not really care whether or not I come back because I was in the state of being IT. It is hard to describe.

I want to share a boofing technique that is a bit different than Leo's technique. This might help those guys who do not get results with Leo's technique. I did try this new technique with 2-CB and for me the onset was faster than with Leo's technique. It is also a lot more comfortable to do. With this new technique you do not have to take a shit shortly before the trip and it is recommended to sit after the administration rather than lying down. It is also recommended to use 1 ml of fluid. Instead of explaining it here myself in great detail I rather link the reddit page where it is explained in great detail. https://www.reddit.com/user/WeirdOneTwoThree/comments/98o55b/guide_to_per_rectal_administration_of_opiates/

Yeah you are right it is no deal breaker. I just thought it is helpful for anyone who might want to try it.

@Leo Gura You are right it is mostly the same technique but there are a few details different. In short the differences with this method: Filling the syringe to 1 ml instead of 0.5 ml You insert the syringe and administer the substance standing After the administration you sit down instead of doggy position It is important to be relaxed before doing it otherwise it will leak You do not have to take a shit before doing it (I tested it and it did not matter that I have not taken a shit before. Will probably only make a difference if you administer it in doggy style and you lie down) Not sticking it as deep as you suggest and it is described the range what is best depending on your anatomy so you can experiment with it in case it is not working Not a difference but helpful for anyone who has problems with plugging: practicing with cold water A personal note from me that is not in the reddit: In your blog post you show a 1 ml syringe that looks like that But this syringe is sub optimal because often there will be some substance left in the syringe. It is better to use a syringe like that so after the administration the syringe will be empty:

@Username I made a thread about a different boofing technique you might want to try this. With this technique empty bowels are not necessary. You should maybe reduce dosage before trying the new technique not that it gets unexpectedly strong. Here is the link on Reddit where everything is explained: https://www.reddit.com/user/WeirdOneTwoThree/comments/98o55b/guide_to_per_rectal_administration_of_opiates/

@Bazooka Jesus You could also use an enema this will basically make you poo on command

@Leo Gura I did some research about heavy metal detox protocols and came across the cutler protocol. Before I start with it I would love to hear your opinion about it because you already have experience about detox protocols. Cutler Protocol Summary: DMSA (50 - 300mg) every 4 hours ALA 30 - 200 mg every 4 hours It is important to take it every 4 hours even at night. You take it for 3 - 14 days (better to do it longer) and than make a break of the same length and than you start again until you are happy with your detox level. Additional Supplements that help with the process ( vitamine B, C, E, zinc and magnesium are required) Vitamin C: 4-12 g per day Vitamin E: 1000+IU per day Coenzym Q10: 100-400 mg per day Beta-Carotin: 7.5+ mg per day Milk thistle Extrakt: (250-750 mg Silymarin) per day linseed oil: 15-50 g per day borage oil: 1-4 g €per day Inositol, or Inositol Hexaphosphat: 2-12 g per day Lysine: 2 g €per day Arginin: 6 g €per day Magnesium: 750 mg per day Chromium: 1000 µg per day Acetyl-L-Carnitin: 1-2 g per day high dosed vitamine b complex per day Zink: 50-100mg €per day Molybdenum: 1,000 µg per day Ergoloid mesylate (Hydergine ): 10-20 mg per day

I want to add a few things: Even though I boofed it it gave me quite a bit of nausea so next time I gonna use it with ginger. I also had intense dreams in the next days that I could remember very well.

I did 2 cb (powder) about 2 Weeks ago. I used 8 mg boofed. Was quite an amazing trip. I got a lot of anxiety at the comeup but than I could let it go by breaking out into tears. It was like I get cleaned of a lot of supressed emotions. After that I had a realization of love. That it is the only thing that really matters is how much you can love. And than I teared up again out of joy. I could feel it working in my chakras for the next days. After about 3 days I felt really peaceful. It was like I had now enough time to integrate the biggest insights from the trip. I would definitely recommend it. You are relatively clear in the head compared to lsd and the body feeling is also not so intense. But emotions are very strong even more than as by LSD. It gave me also some very good insights about questions that I had before how to proceed in my life.

@knakoo I thought about trying out binaural beats with LSD thanks for sharing your experience. Did you try out free binaural beats from youtube as well? Is doing the wim hof method during a trip not unpleasent?

@Leo Gura Could you elaborate which psychedelics are very erotic?

In the meantime I got my blotter lab tested (same batch). It turns out that they only had 1/6 (!) of the advertised amount of LSD. I can not edit the title or the post anymore but maybe a mod want to correct it to 50µg instead of 300 µg. So I learned that even if someone has a lot of good reviews he still could completely lie about the dosage and if you do not have a reference value you might think that you have an insane tolerance. I am happy though that it is the other way around that I am like it seems a lot more sensible to psychedelics than I thought.

Pre Trip: I started to get about 7 days before my trip in ego backleash mode. So I was often unconcentrated and did way less meditation and yoga than normally. About 2 days before the trip I got at least back into a better state but I was still not fully out of it. I did meditate 30 minutes before the trip and I had a clear intention. My intention was to let go of my social anxiety and to do emotional healing / releasing of emotional blockages especially in the heart chakra. Trip: I took 300 µg at 14:00 (Note: I probably have a high natural tolerance). I then got into my bed and listened to Leo's guided meditation. After that I got back to my desk and started contemplating. It felt this time a lot smoother than last time at the come up and there was less anxiety and way less coldness. I guess my last dose of 225µg was maybe not enough for me to go into a full trip but rather I was "between the worlds" as I read in some reports. At 15:00 I got some nausea but not really bad. At 15:30 I got hit with energy like a lighting hit me. From now on I was full on the trip. I got than in kind of an thought loop about how everything is just a story. It is hard to tell what exactly I was experiencing. It was just the knowledge that family, friends, my life is just a story and I got through that loop a couple times. So I thought about something and I could see that this is a story than I thought about something else and concluded that this is a story as well, etc... Than I remembered my intention and came to the conclusion that those thoughts over an over again are not helping my case than I knew sooner or later I am gonna be back in normal life. The thought loop than completely stopped . I was than feeling in my body and felt a lot of emotions in my body. Most of them uncomfortable. So I tried the Sedona Method mostly the "Diving into the Core of the Emotion" technique. What that means is to feel as deep into a feeling as you can. I did so and I was at the same time breathing into the feeling to feel it more. By doing this I breathed very deep in my belly region. Probably deeper than I ever did. And I asked myself if I could go even deeper. And I often could. The pain in my body got even more the more I breathed in it but I knew I have to go as deep into the feeling as I could to let it go. So I continued. At some point I got concerned that I might damage my body by breathing that deep. I looked at my belly and I could see how it got a little red at the solarplexus area if I breath in. Than suddenly I got a red mark on my body. This mark got into existence during the time period I was looking at my body. And because it got red very fast at first it looked like I was bleeding. Now I was really concerned. But it was not bleeding because I touched it with my finger and there was no blood. It was simply just a red mark. I was thinking that I might hallucinate because it was absolutely unbelievable for me how I got that red mark only through breathing. I took a video with my phone of it and I could still see it in the video (I uploaded it on youtube and I leave the link below). For this reason I than reduced my deep breathing and decided to not go too far in case I might damage something. I think I still integrated a lot of suppressed emotions during the trip and the trip ended also my ego backleash. In the days after the trip till today I often was able to access suppressed and was able to let some of them go. Youube link video during the breathing: Questions: For my next trip tomorrow I have some questions: Does someone know if it is actually dangerous to breath too deep into the belly? Is it advisable to go as deep into emotions as possible even if it hurts a lot or should I stop at medium pain?