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Furthermore the higher stages are incorporating the ideas of the stages below them.

You can just perceive it as observing constantly changing enviroment and adapting to it through creating new solutions and the idea no longer has this orange vibe. Now it has rather yellowish vibe.

I ve waken up some time ago and I dont feel it anymore. It has flown away. I don't know I'll try to be more mindful and do not panic when something unusual will happen next time.

Is Russia seriously such a undeveloped country? I thought that she's more orange.

Maybe during the process you've broke the illusion around it and it's not amusing to you anymore

Some time ago I ve noticed, that I was having more glimmers of self-awarness through the day and I was really a lot calmer than before ,but from 2 days I am bursting with energy. Monkey mind at its best. Can't get my thoughts together nor I can concentrate . Do-nothing meditation does not help (previously it was really calming). But what's interesting that my creative thinking suddenly has waken up and is delivering me a lot of insights for example: - ideas that i could use to strengthen my weak social skills - thoughts on sexuality ( I am from Pooland and I was growing up in homophobic/racist enviroment and still I notice such views in my classmates so it was not easy for me to switch some relay in my head and dont think like them.) I dont know what to do with it . Should I let it flourish or try even harder to meditate through this to get back to previous state of mind because i have a lot of work to do which requires concentration and calmness. I do not consider it as negative experience but i just dont know what the hell is going on.

This is a positive video , made me smile

quit porn and start to play some instrument instead of listening to music all the time

I would start the process of self-actualizing and finding the way of escapaing wage slavery earlier