@RichnNL Generally I'm easier to be around. I don't feel like I'm fueled by hate, fear and judgement anymore. Have much more Peace. I have to catch myself when I begin living in "fear" due to the news or an article or something. I catch myself falling for the lie of "separation" and tell myself we are one. Leo (or I) taught me/myself well. I'm enjoying my "video game" of human experience as a way of figuring out who I am (as the Singularity), it's ok!!! And then everything's ok again. The illusion seems real and that's what makes it fun. If I pulled the plug on the whole charade (if I could get my hands on some DMT or something...) I'd have a front row seat to what's really going on. Wait...this IS what's going on.
I also have this theory that we (like normal people in everyday life) are actually TRIPPING hard, I mean the illusion seems so real, we actually think it is. And so when you actually take something psychedelic, the curtain falls and you're not hallucinating anymore. That's the "actual" reality. So it turns into a relativity game...if you take a coin, it has two sides. One side's not more "real" than the other. Maybe its a duality...? Rambling, sorry. Peace out!
