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Stupid question, but you’re weighing these as dried mushrooms, right? I don’t really have an idea as to why you would get no effect from 7 dried grams.

Yes, they exist and can be experienced if you happen to be lucky/unlucky enough to experience them. A good way to never experience these phenomena is to stay away from all people claiming they are real and psychologically block yourself from following potential evidence due to your bias. I easily would’ve been a nonbeliever and was atheist for years before having a chain of many supposedly impossible events happen over the course of my life with the past year being the most radical.

There is only one experience as far as what can ever be verified completely. Everything else is projection which just seems reasonable and may or may not be accurate. Leo is pointing to there only being one experience as far as what I can tell.

Leo’s talk of another obscure compound producing an awakening deeper than others produced by 5-MeO gave me a curious thought. How much have those who might have extensive experience with the very powerful psychedelics gone back to explore the more commonplace examples like shrooms or LSD? Even more, how many have re-examined cannabis after many substantial awakenings on 5-MeO or whatever takes you the highest? I have seen drastic changes in myself which showed how more common psychoactive chemicals take on completely different properties after having more psychedelic experience and other mystical states of consciousness regularly for a prolonged period of time. I’m curious about what kind of differences you have seen for yourself. There’s a lot of territory to be covered with the new states that are made possible by this.

Here are some contemplations I wrote down a few months ago. The bold text is the most focused on solipsism. You’re right though. If something cannot be measured, experienced, or verified in any way, how can we say anything of it? Can it really affect reality? Is it really there? Talking of another conscious experience is as real as talking about nonexistence. There’s no hard proof at least from an empirical standpoint for either. To experience nonexistence would be to make it exist somehow. To experience another consciousness right now would make it just another aspect of your consciousness. These are hard limits such as the impossibility of the something from nothing cosmology. When you go to sleep at night, you often find yourself in dreams. In these dreams, most people will still have a human body. In waking reality, there is an unsubstantiated claim or story given by people that consciousness is somehow generated by the brain. The experts aren’t so sure, or at least they don’t have any solid evidence. Look up the “hard problem of consciousness” to understand how this is unsubstantiated. In the dream, you typically do not think along the same lines. If you were to lucid dream, you would certainly not think you were the dream body or somehow generated by the brain in your dream head. I say you, but I need to clarify exactly who you are. You are consciousness. Consciousness is the only constant you can find in all realities. In the dream, you are literally everything perceived in the dream. It’s all generated by your consciousness. We understand fully that everything created in our dreams comes entirely from us and is an extension of us. Surprisingly enough, there’s no solid argument against this being exactly the same case in waking reality. Your brain, body, and mind are all generated by consciousness in the same fashion consciousness generates the entire reality in dreams. Beyond your mind, body, and brain, you as consciousness generate this entire reality. This entire reality IS consciousness and nothing else. It’s the same way in a dream; nothing is separate from you as consciousness. You as consciousness are the sole source for everything in the dream. No one thinks everyone in their dreams are conscious, separate entities once they’ve come back to the waking state. It’s the same in this reality. There’s absolutely no way you can actually be shown something outside of your consciousness. There will never ever be proof that other beings are conscious separately or outside of your consciousness. Even if you merged consciousness with another being in the waking state as a way to somehow prove the existence of another consciousness, guess what it would be? It would be fully engulfed in exactly one thing: you as consciousness or otherwise put your consciousness. You are the source of everything that exists in your consciousness, and your consciousness is the entirety of your universe and always will be. Nothing can ever exist outside of your consciousness. Existence relies completely on perception and consciousness to even be relevant. What is the difference between a fairytale land in a book, the black void people typically conceive of as nothingness or nonexistence, and a reality you imagine exists like heaven? They’re all just imagination. The only thing that’s real is what you can experience in this very moment. As soon as something exits consciousness, it exits existence. There’s no proof for something existing outside of consciousness, and there never will be because the most fundamental building block in any proof is, you guessed it, consciousness. Before using reason or logic or any other conceptual tool to prove something you use precisely one thing first: consciousness. Even if you and I are both conscious entities, we live in completely different “universes of consciousness.” Precisely, that is to say that one consciousness can never be shown another consciousness to exist without perceiving the other consciousness through the lens of the original consciousness. As soon as one consciousness comes into the other, the secondary consciousness immediately becomes an aspect of the primary consciousness. So if you were to completely merge your consciousness with mine, your consciousness would be held within my consciousness, and it would be the same for you if the process were done from your perspective. This is a clear mechanic of consciousness. We can never know if the person sitting across the lunch table from us is conscious. We can only assume one way or the other. Anything imagined to be separate from the perspective of the original consciousness will always just be one more aspect of the original consciousness. In this way, we are entirely alone as consciousness. We are not alone as human beings. There are plenty of humans walking around. You can clearly perceive that, but by the very nature of perception, consciousness cannot perceive another consciousness without it immediately becoming another aspect of itself. Consciousness cannot perceive another consciousness as some sort of separate thing. Once the “other” consciousness is viewed, it only exists as long as it is in contact with the primary consciousness - the point of perception, and it is only truly the primary consciousness the entire time. In this way, you can never truly share space with another consciousness. You cannot perceive another consciousness. Anything you perceive is just you. You are consciousness. Everything is you. Everything is consciousness. It will be this way for eternity. You as consciousness will likely visit innumerable dreamt up worlds that you’ve created. You’ll perceive yourself as some kind of avatar or character as far as we can tell. You’ll at first see all the rest of the characters in your dreamt up creation as separate from you, but in truth those dream characters are just as much you as your primary character is. They’re just characters held within consciousness. One, your primary character who you at first feel to live inside, simply exists in your consciousness more of the time than the others. Ultimately neither the other characters or your perceived primary character is you because you are the consciousness that permeates all aspects of the dream world including its laws of physics, characters, objects, and everything else. You aren’t the characters any more than you are the objects or the laws of motion that govern that reality. You are all aspects of that reality. You are all aspects of all realities. A reality can only exist within you. Something is only real to you if it is held within your consciousness. No realities exist outside of the one you are experiencing right now. This waking state planet Earth does not exist when you are in a dream. Your wife could tell you that the world still existed while you were asleep, but you have to see how this is exactly the same as if your dream wife told you the dream reality was there while you were asleep. It means nothing because you as consciousness were not there. That seems to be the pattern in what we can verify between both the waking state and dreams.

Ayahuasca has a special place in my heart. It led to some of the most drastic and lasting changes. I just didn’t trip on it at all though. Both times I did it, I fell asleep then woke up feeling absolutely amazing and alive. But it’s exponentially weaker for me than THC which can produce immobilizing mystical experiences from one hit of a vape pen for me. It’s strange. But ayahuasca basically led up to the flowering of my psychic abilities into a more developed form. That’s invaluable really.

I’m saving datura for when I’m like 75 ?

This question is mostly for Leo as he’s used this language many times before, but anyone who feels to have a good answer feel free to jump in. Can you please describe what a moment with this understanding in mind feels like? I’ve had multiple God Consciousness experiences where I’ve had what felt like an unquestionable intuition or insight that I created everything that I’ve ever experienced intentionally, but I can’t honestly say that I’ve experienced knowing how I created my hand at least in the way it sounds as you describe it.

How does someone like that gain a following?

Have you ever had experiences of people acting in completely counterintuitive ways during an awakening? I take it most of your awakenings have occurred solo, but are there any instances you can think of where people have seemed to act differently seemingly as a result of you being in a high consciousness state?

Here are some video trip reports I’ve done if you’re looking for more to watch. Bipolar Mushrooms- A 1.5 Gram Psilocybin Trip Report with Bipolar Disorder Type 1 ?Magic Mushrooms with Bipolar? - My Heroic Dose Trip Report #5dgisd Mapping Consciousness #1 - 600 Micrograms of LSD 13 Tabs of LSD - Mapping Consciousness #2

This is true for beginning and intermediate stages, but I think it falls apart when looking at the deepest kind of awakenings. When words haven’t even been made yet to describe something or the most applicable words have tons of unrelated connotations, you really can’t do much to transfer this information via language.

Stand Up for Yourself and Learn to Say NO I made this based on when I let someone I had known for years stay at my house and they fucked me over in multiple ways. Maybe it will help. At the end of the day, you can never know with certainty if helping someone in a large way will come back to bite you or not. If you get good at standing up for yourself in these situations, which isn’t always easy, you can cut your losses much earlier and move on.

This is certainly possible, from my direct experience. I’ve experienced multiple things you might classify as siddhis, but I generally had no control of the process. It’s like your limited self is just a piece of the equation in the miracle, but it is being carried out by you as God much in the way you described in the paint brush example above.

I feel like I have essentially pieced together what you describe here based on contemplation and reflecting on prior awakenings, but I haven’t had a crazy awakening that showed that as a primary feature of the experience. I’m looking forward to it.

I practice devotion to many things at various times. The Holy Spirit has never been an object of devotion, but it is rather what comes to me when devotion appears to be most effective. The whole point of Bhakti practice is to open up the heart and use that as a force for spiritual transformation. I’m closest to Hinduism and Christianity as well. If you want to start with Christian Mysticism, try reading John chapter 14. It’s a great place to start. Aaron Abke has some good videos on YT about Christian mysticism too. Devotion doesn’t work well if something doesn’t speak to your heart though. There’s no use in trying to force devotion. It should be effortless almost imo.

Spot on.

The deity is a tool for transformation. Use it to connect via Bhakti, but always remember that it was created by you and is you.

Whether he tells you there is or isn’t anyone home does not change whether you can actually know if he is conscious or not.

Consciousness is variety. Make a unique story. The world doesn’t need another Mona Lisa. The world needs something new. Maybe you can be conscious and still materialistic? Maybe you simply enjoy material existence in a similar way to some here might say they enjoy the Truth. Can it not be both? I feel like having a physical body and lower desires is part of the design; it is not a flaw. Be careful though, this road can lead you to a place you really don’t want to be if you’re not careful.

First God Consciousness experience — oh, I created mushrooms for the sole purpose of waking myself up for the first time ever right this very moment...

You can be a loving idiot or one authentically egotistical genius. I used to tend towards the latter at stage orange. The materialist view is always one of separation. It brings some nihilism and hate with it. It’s generally a closing off of the heart. In this way, in cases which follow this — not all will, stage blue could be seen as still better than orange on that kind of level if you want to take it that far.

Yeah, he makes you think.

Astrology is basically generalization and judgment in the style of racism with a more subtle expression. It’s a far more complex system than how most people use it, so even if it’s real, it’s highly likely that it’s doing little to no good for people using it.

How are you sure it’s a good idea to equate NDEs to stage blue? Honestly NDEs disprove much of stage blue due to the relativity involved. If everyone went to Christian heaven or hell during NDEs, that would be support of stage blue although that still is only a small portion of stage blue. NDEs are much more supportive of stage green and beyond due to it requiring a superior than stage orange or blue outlook to even have a chance of making sense of NDEs in general. NDEs will eventually contradict something about most religions.