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From rather immature, insensitive, and unnecessary facetious humor about Hitler to crying tears of Love for Anne Frank who I discovered my love for in the psych ward last year. I grew up and was bullied and a really sensitive kid. I was traumatized 24/7 lmao. A little ultra empath walking around worried about people not wanting to be his friend. I was so cute, but sadly, I eventually adopted an extremist racist ideology to make up for my severe gap in self esteem that I had due to my mental and emotional sensitivities. An ideology which makes you feel supreme and superior when you feel powerless is very attractive. It took finding myself as the downtrodden and rejected class of society in a psychiatric ward and discovering Anne’s wonderful intellect and beautiful heart while I was trapped in all dimensions — physically, emotionally, spiritually, energetically, psychologically, etc. And my appreciation for her amazing soul awakened Love within me that made everything worth it. That destruction of the damn near literal Berlin Wall of separation within my consciousness has been so transformative to my healing and ability to love others in my current life.

PM me if you care to discuss such things. I’m very seriously trying to develop my clairsentience further so I can heal people more effectively. It’s already worked many times, but there is so much more potential. Shadow integration is key. Supernatural Events & Bipolar Mania Manic Stories Ep. #1 - Becoming God (Awakening to God Consciousness) Are You A Bipolar Empath? ?? All of these experiences were full natty — no substances other than medications which would sedate and limit such things rather than help. I am a healer by my very existence. I would love to grow with you as a colleague and fellow spiritual seeker ❤️

Nice. You will like this if you haven’t seen it already. I don’t think you can accurately determine Krishna’s consciousness because he is so close to Absolute God Realization by nature. His karma was to become this. He is a different case than what will be seen for normal people. This is why I don’t think putting maps of meaning on him will really make sense. It’s like using a scale for testing dolphin intelligence to measure a human’s intelligence and expecting it to go well. A human scale of awakening is not going to contain or explain the fullness of a true God.

Just going off of Leo’s interpretations of the pictures, public teaching is pretty diametrically opposed to his description of picture 10. I think some of this that he said regarding picture 10 was from the book’s author himself describing the non-teaching aspect of picture 10. I could be wrong about that. I’d have to check. I’d love to explore Krishna’s life before and after the Gita. Which sources are you using for that?

On a practical note, it sucks to suck, and I want to enjoy my life. I want to be able to help human beings and have a positive impact on life here. Below I’ve written what my answer is if we are not considering practicality. If I don’t assimilate the consciousness and power of all Existence into my conscious control, my avatar can’t have the highest stats. I don’t want to lose my first inter-dimensional PvP match to some machine elf, alien, or obscure deity. I’d like to create the first serious competitor to the Dao in order to break up this unhealthy monopoly in the marketplace of Existence. I’d like to be worshipped as the God of Madness, or simply Madness itself, in all possible timelines and realities. My favored weapon in battle would be picked before each fight by a random number generator. Option #42 would be a perfect replica of Mao’s genitalia made of fool’s gold called “Ze DONG” for example.

You know that nothing really matters in a video game, but it can still have meaning to you. What is your wildest dream? What is your most compelling fantasy? What is the idea/person/thing/activity you personally love the most? You’ll find personal meaning in all of these things. For example, I always used to love reading fiction books about magic as a kid. I’d read whole books in one day. It was my favorite. Now I have started experiencing siddhis, and I’m realizing all of these tropes and common themes about magic in various forms of fiction are in many cases applicable to real world siddhis. Now I’m basically living the life of that misunderstood person with atypical abilities who is meeting other people with previously unbelievable capabilities in order to further develop my own capabilities. Meaning is always a personal thing. What idea or possibility brings your soul to life? Pursue that to its end or until something even cooler comes along. Did you have any childhood intuitions? These can be good to explore if you recall any. They’re usually a sign for a place where you could do some deeper exploration which would prove to be meaningful.

This is my strategy to stop being a wage slave in a rather foolproof way. I may achieve financial freedom some other way before this gets me there. If not, this will not take horribly long. If you think this would be something you want to seriously try, I can create a detailed guide here if there’s enough interest. Otherwise I’m always up to give individual advice for people who are serious. This thread is made with the intention of inspiring someone to start investing in real estate. It’s an amazing tool for building net worth. Many claim that real estate has made the most millionaires in the history of the U.S. compared to any other method, but this data is actually hard to get 100% right. My business has gone from $60k-$70k total invested to now having a net worth of about $170k in 3 years. I spend about one hour a month working on it now lol. I’ll be 100% financially free in certainly 10 years (age 35) or sooner without investing any further cash from my personal funds and giving it minimal attention compared to other endeavors. I’m not making this to brag. These are poverty levels. You deserve more. If you think the numbers I give are good, it’s time to kick it in gear. You need to free yourself from being controlled and limited by a lack of money as far as basic and intermediate needs go. Luxury isn’t very important or helpful unless you want to just amass wealth. But a comfortable upper middle class living with a relatively automated income stream is quite helpful for working on yourself and making the impact you wish to have on humanity. It’s a good balanced life. Not crazy, crazy excess, but you do have comforts. I’m currently living great spending less than $2k/mo in the U.S. Minimalism and strong, practical personal finance are kick fucking ass. This is so crucial everyone. You could use some credit card sign on bonuses to fund a flight to anywhere in the world for free if you use it on business expenses you’d be buying anyway. There are so many ways to optimize things like this. I made this video at the beginning of the journey. I had just put in all of the work and money into my first property. At the time it was a big thing to get started. It was a ~$50k total cash investment between the purchase and all renovations. About exactly 3 years later, I’ve gone from owning one duplex to owning two duplexes and two single family homes with $20k already spent on properties coming from auction that we’ll have possession of in early 2022 and $20k cash in the bank. Our monthly revenue is $4k, and we’ve only invested $60k-$70k total over 3 years. After the next two properties we bought are renovated in early 2022 (4 years from starting), things will just continue to snowball. By the middle of next year, we’ll have ~$1,500 more coming in from this added rent as well as more net worth growth from the renovations. The net worth will likely go up significantly at this point too. Entrepreneurship is Overrated? 22 Year Old Investor Shares His Experience

Of course there are realistic ways. I’m not saying you do or do not fit the example I was giving. If you care to outline your goals in some detail, I could speak on what kind of role real estate could play into that framework and what types of real estate strategies would align most with those goals. The approach should always be tailored to your individual situation.

How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie (effective communication) F.U. Money by Dan Lok (this helped me with building a healthy and lucrative self-identity around wealth) Nothing Down for the 2000s by Robert G. Allen (this is the book which was the first foundation for starting my real estate investing business)

I was thinking you were referring to personal time invested instead of total time before financial freedom is created. This is why I mentioned 1 hr/month. I mean you could do this very quickly or very slowly. It depends on many factors. There are certainly faster ways to become financially independent, but as far as a realistic approach with high accessibility and a favorable rate of success, real estate investing can be hard to beat. This is more about creating automated net worth growth over a long-term investment, but it can give individuals in certain situations a path to complete financial freedom in just a few years or sometimes faster. If all you care about is being completely financially free in six months or a year, then go do something other than real estate investing. The thing is most people with this mindset will have nothing of substance to show in six months or a year of trying to create a rapid growth. Those overnight success stories, in any industry, are usually created by many rare conditions converging to create a strong outlier as a result. Be careful not to fall into the trap of only doing what can give quick results. You can still invest in real estate and try any other short-term success strategies as much as you’d like while the real estate continues to bring you wealth with you having to do very little to maintain it.

Enlightenment is here to allow one to truly live life in its full vibrancy. It is not antithetical to life. Think of the most exhilarating “non spiritual” thing you could do TODAY. Go and do it. A lot of this exhilaration and joy may come through connecting to deeper survival functions.

There is _______ which is always the case in all situations as far as “anyone” could ever tell. This thing, _______, which appears to be inseparable from all that is, appears to be the most permanent and true “thing” which you could accurately attach the label of I, me, myself to. Attaching the label is unnecessary, but it can be done if _______ has allowed for such a thing to occur.

Only the imprisoned can truly taste freedom. There is no meaning or significance to recognizing Limitlessness without the experience of limitation. Thank God for the gift of ignorance.

I only spend about one hour per month doing this now. It runs itself. If you have another way to make hundreds or thousands of dollars per hour of actual work with little risk, feel free to do that instead. I think you’re picturing this as if it has to be hands on and all the work is done by you. This is not the case. You leverage the efforts of others to build your business. A good business, if the goal is financial freedom, is one that needs little direction from its owner.

This has nothing to do with very good non-dual teachers. Very good non-dual teachers can properly respond to things as they relate to relative truth vs. absolute truth with ease, clarity, and potent humanity. Being a non-dual parrot, like the guy in the video, is a completely different thing. There are nuggets of wisdom to be plucked from every relative perspective of Existence as well. Being confined to the absolute can be as problematic as being confined to the relative when it comes to relating with other people.

If you are a beam supporting a pier, your stability depends most on how the beams next to you behave.

I do not have much to add when it comes to LSD analogues. I will say that you might find it useful to try categorically different psychedelics beyond the serotonin-focused approach you’re describing here, if you haven’t already. Iboga or chewed salvia could be examples of other options.

Nicotine is an effective nootropic. If someone uses nicotine off camera, it doesn’t really make sense for them to always record without it unless they are trying to maintain an image which could be seen as inauthentic. His teaching in the video seems decent in the few minutes I listened to it.

From personal experience, it’s a treat to see someone like this on LSD ?

You’re projecting false ideas onto my pointer. There is no one here to argue or object, but most importantly, there is no one here who could be wrong, except for the ego which you have falsely identified with ???

Is there not enough time to think about your future and still socialize a lot? You could figure out a good future plan for yourself in one evening if you just put a few hours into really thinking about it. Will it be perfect? Of course not, but you can figure out a lot rather quickly. You’ll need to adjust your plan as time goes on and things change, but why not do some thinking about your future occasionally while your main focus can be gaining social experiences?

That was quite good lol

Placing Krishna at picture 9 in the ox herding system just doesn’t make sense to me. Your choice to put him at picture 9 was perfectly logical within the system itself, but I think that this example shows how treating picture 10 as an ideal is problematic and how many of the ideas around picture 10 are heavily biased.

The Atman is God/Brahman... The Atman is your personally designed portal to yourself as God/Brahman.

Well said. Discovering the self-designed nature of suffering and existence is the source of the greatest catharsis and healing.