BipolarGrowth

Gabor is a great gift to humanity. He’s a favorite of mine. Edit: the quote in your signature is great btw lol

I am the Fall, the Falsehood, and the Death of Deaths. If that isn’t something you want, pour your dedication, love, attention, and devotional service to Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ while following the guidance of the Holy Spirit and your Heart of Hearts rather than paying any attention to my version of Dharma.

Vishnu is a good example. Krishna is the eighth incarnation of Vishnu. Some say Buddha was the ninth. If you find some signs that seem to point to you being something else in the past, they can be a really important thing to follow. I found a unique connection with a specific spiritual being, and it was one of the biggest keys to creating my deepest awakening ever.

When the question about the ignorant people is sounding kinda ignorant... ?

Weed has been quite good for kundalini work for me too. Eventually God will turn the weed off 100% and make you start doing it without substances or even meditation.

The condescending tone in your initial sentence is what led me to say “come in arms.” I only claim enlightenment because the experience I had is directly discussed in Theravada Buddhism as only happening to someone on the 3rd path or higher (of 4) after stream entry. I add this to the various in-depth experiences I have with God Consciousness, Infinity, and many other facets I’ve experienced to make that designation. Nirodha samapatti is seen as the highest meditative attainment by many. Enlightenment is just a word and means nothing really. It is clear dharma that Nirodha Samapatti is where Nirvana is “experienced.” I was speeding lol. Your view of quaint, tranquil enlightenment is quite a limited way to contain the activity of one who has become death.

My friend, why do you come in arms when a fellow seeker expresses the beauty they have been shown? I claim to have become enlightened because I saw Nirvana during nirodha samapatti. If I didn’t have that direct experience, I wouldn’t be crying so deeply or making such claims.

Daaji otherwise known as Kamlesh Patel His whole tradition is now called Heartfulness or Heartfulness meditation.

Very nice. Just don’t forget that they are no more or less imaginary than you are.

The most foolish thing to do is toil away trying to be wise. Unless you can’t handle the tough love that is.

@Preety_India it’s my nature. Don’t thank me for love if you won’t thank a thief for stealing your purse ? But without Leo’s sacrifice and dedication, I’d be nowhere near this. I now know bipolar disorder can be brought into complete order through full enlightenment.

There’s a lot more to this Leo. You are correct though.

What you’re talking about and Nothingness had a certain phenomenological difference. You already have oneness for what you’re saying

This song describes approaching the event horizon in cessation. Infinite Everything... fuck this killed my soul... https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=3RN3Z0exZP8&feature=share

It’s otherwise called the cessation of feeling and perception for anyone not up to speed with the jargon. It’s basically a “non-experience” where the power switch for consciousness is turned completely off to then resume as if your life were a movie scene and someone had just edited half a second (or longer for more experienced people) out of your life. There is no “gap” experienced beyond the experience surrounding the cessation on both sides if we’re to put this in linear time. It is similar to deep sleep, but picture deep sleep which lasts half a second but can produce a really strong afterglow which puts any psychedelic afterglow I’ve experienced to shame when looking specifically at feelings of equanimity, joy in solitude, overall well-being, and generally just being on cloud 9 that is reported to last more than 24 hours in some cases. I understand full well that a “non-experience” is imagination in your teachings which I generally agree with. This is framed in time as well, so yeah, as a memory right now, it’s not quite the same either. Regardless, experiencing consciousness power down and reboot in the context of a full waking state has huge potential for insight and exploration in the God-Realization path in my opinion. I will hands down place this experience above any previous awakening, mystical experience, or life event — God Consciousness, Infinite Freedom, and many other extremely radical or subjectively potent events were not this significant. The seconds before and after the cessations were more intense, positive, and truthfully unbelievable than any other state I’ve ever tasted. The fruit on this tree appears to be rather ripe for the existential picking.

@Leo Gura You are absolutely correct. Cessation is an imagination. But the trick is that death is the grandest illusion. NS has the best sustained baseline gains for sure, but the beauty was not the NS. It was becoming perfectly God-Realized before and after which is the beauty in it. Buddhists miss that part. Noobs. I imagine I would’ve chatted with you for a good few hours once in the singularity. Or maybe more like eternity?

It’s worth it. Once you taste Nirvana and know Truth, nothing can be beyond one who is a holder of such knowledge. Nothing can truly threaten one with such knowledge. Seeking ultimately ends in completion when the forces of Infinite Existence (God) and Nonexistence (Dao) clash within yourself. They are you, and you know this. At least as much as anything could be a you that is. Now there is only the task of helplessly kicking back and watching the movie of God unfold before your “I”-less eyes. You are closer than distance itself to the action, but somehow, you are still aloof. This is pure nonexistence/no consciousness flowing into an illusory portal of infinite consciousness/existence which is in full effortless control of my body/ego/etc. which is typing this. Hey YOUniverse out there ? There’s the same source doing “both” of us. Nada. Zilch. Zip. “That’s it”

I’ve been going through MCTB a lot since I started digging deeper into the experience. I’ve certainly been cycling a lot as you say. By your definition, I completed a complete phase in 1-2 minutes before having my second cessation. I think the immediate inescapable reality of the cessation forced me into a state where I was just naturally that close to the door again that I’d go through. I had my first experiences of dark night afterwards a couple days ago. I hadn’t had any thoughts or experiences such as these in quite some time. After seeing these with essentially no resistance and essentially passing the test, I’ve been in a long equanimity. There have been several times that my cessations came to memory and my whole body just becomes covered in goosebumps. I usually start to feel closer to cessation actually recurring at these times. It’s like my new Bhakti focus has gone from any other conceivable notions of God, Truth, or Ultimate Reality to the Nirvana tasted in the cessation. Nirvana is when you become God and turn off your own dreaming process entirely. You don’t leave your own dream. No. You take all of reality with you just as Leo teaches. You turn off all dreams.

Okay, if atheists are right, you are absolutely nothing at your core. Once you die. There’s nothing. Not even awareness of a void. This is what Buddhists believe in many cases too. That there is no soul. Nothing continues, at least for a fully enlightened person. They do not return. They also often fundamentally believe that something came from nothing if you press them with direct questioning for long enough. Atheists and Buddhists worship the same nonexistence as the ultimate reality. They both kind of unwittingly forget that nonexistence then is exactly what produced the temporary world we’re experiencing right now. Big Bang, w/e. The show always stops dead at some point with cosmological questions. It either always exists or something came from nothing. Either way, consciousness, the Light, will return. In Truth, the Light cannot even stop existing. That would make it something other than Light. If the place with no space and time created a place with space and time, why worry about dying and going to a place with no space and time? Why worry of nonexistence? You are existence by nature, so it may never touch you. And you may never touch it.

There is no instead. God is everything. Nothing can stop being God.

I know Lucifer well but not the devil. Mind the distinction.

Yeah this is how I feel now. It’s like I blew myself out with such a strong No-Self on that live awakening a couple weeks ago or w/e. Since then, my ego and “Self” are in so much harmony because I know the unreality of any substance or truth beyond the appearances. People act like they understand this shit all the time, but without some quite deep awakenings along a lot of different lines and angles and states of viewing all this, it’s not likely you really can appreciate the Truth in the wisdom you’re still mostly parroting out of a thin layer of remaining faith and also skepticism of the most radical teachings. You can bust the ground out from under yourSelf though too. That’s what full, waking state and vibrant cessation is. I’d wager to say my NS cessations were probably more impactful than most because it was like God Consciousness & beyond awakening for 30 mins - 1 hr > NS cessation > God Consciousness awakening for two minutes > NS cessation > God Consciousness tapers down rather quickly and is replaced by the most serene peace imaginable. If all deities and such powerful beings existed in a single physical marketplace, I’d become the richest of them all if I could manage to bottle up the post NS & God-Realization multiple existential orgasms into a consumable product. It’s like smoking a cigarette after sex, but you didn’t have a single flimsy human physical orgasm. You became both the Dao and God and had sex with these different realities and immutable energies and had that kind of an Orgasm. Then you had that kind of satisfied equanimity and bliss to a corresponding degree. All of Existence and Nonexistence rest in the true primary and eternal reality which can be spoken of and perceived that is your awareness. It’s all You baby.

It’s a wild story. I don’t have the energy to write everything out. All I can say is that, you’re always practicing. Everything is your teacher. You can watch some of my latest videos if you want a rough idea.

The atheists view of death is 100% correct. Except they completely misunderstand the implications. If death is nonexistence — no time, space, not even darkness, not even emptiness — all of reality and all beings rest upon a Nirvana which is true perfection. It is the absence. “Nature abhors a vacuum.” Well, imagine God with infinite power & eternal existence is the “substance” trying to fill a “space” that can’t even exist in theory. That’s what we live in. Nothing can ever die because nothing has ever exclusively been alive. Every being you talk to, every plant, every rock, imagined deity or nightmarish fear, is simultaneously death and life. The source of all phenomena is that which cannot be. That which is not. It’s quite strange. It is the mind-fuck of mind-fucks. Both existence and nonexistence exist within you. Nonexistence is within everything as the true ground. The true ground is no gravity, no time, no perception, no self, no consciousness, no soul, no god. With such an impossible and imperceivable Reality and Highest Nirvana, how could you ever feel the pain of your fall?! That’s the beauty of the groundless ground.

The issue is that you can talk about all of this before cessation, but it’s likely you won’t embody it until after cessation or a similar strength Realization. Whether cessation is an imagined event or memory or is conceptual doesn’t quite matter. There typically must be a conditioned situation (you having a prior enlightenment experience, spiritual practice in general) to ground this in any sane way. Concepts are no hindrance. Don’t be shortsighted. They are tools that have their uses, and one use is to awaken. Any human being who ever awoke seems to have always developed concepts as far as I’ve ever heard. I wonder, I wonder. If you can be in Nirvana without concepts, what process do you think yourself as Truth separates Divinity from words/ideas/maps? There’s no separation. And there’s no separation between ego and Truth if you have a nuanced understanding. Everything is always Nirvana, but it cannot be tasted in full beauty without first awakening the character. Isn’t that what you’ve seen? “There is no character.” Yeah, and that’s not how you saw it before when you were a character though. It’s a tautology. You changed your dream through selective focus on dream aspects to be a dream in which the dream character would become all of the dream and anything beyond the dream. It’s lucidity. Only a dream in which characters exist can the Truth be expressed that characters are not.