BipolarGrowth

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  1. This. It depends on the individual though. I took a large dab yesterday which was more intense than practically any state I’ve ever been in. Psychedelics also seem to have a cumulative effect after awakening. After cessation, THC has taken me further than I would ever imagine is possible.
  2. I was on a 5 dried gram in silent darkness mushroom trip when it happened. What do you want to know about it?
  3. I read from the Thoth deck by Aleister Crowley. Ask a question and I’ll reply with your spread & insights.
  4. You are 433 posts deep. Give one more
  5. This is a trip report, and I’m dancing with the Morning Star as the only Light on my journey. I’m eternal #27. Let me be Shakti for you Shiva. It looks like you’ve had a long journey.
  6. That’s the futility card. You need to up your vibe however you prefer more often to open an easy path of balance
  7. Something in life isn’t working right where you meet reality on it’s terms while being yourself. The lovers shows Union of some sort happening. This could be inward or for actual human love to come. The Ace of Cups is pure emotion. Live through the lens of your heart to master life.
  8. Cut through any illusion. You are everything. https://www.reddit.com/r/consciousness/comments/od90cm/blue_eyes_white_magician/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf
  9. Try to get this high. Gravity is just my abyssal whip.
  10. How I Experienced Back-to-Back Cessations Through Bhakti & Love (instead of meditating)
  11. Happiness can’t have a condition to it if you are enlightened.
  12. “To sin is to be sensate. To be Divine is to be cessate.”
  13. The dream never ends. The work is never complete. Existence is a dance in the present moment of the seeds sown in your past. Reject what you wish. This was a new level for me which was needed to heal SOME things in my infinite pile of “defilements.”
  14. In the Singularity of this experienced through the coming into more recognition of your power as an Atman is when you meet “God face to face” (it’s not some conversation with anyone other than yourself as a higher Brahman). It takes place still in this world, but IN that moment you heal fully and enter a new max level you have yet to unlock for yourself. Believe it or not — life IS a dream — you have the ability to “ask God for some help.” This is a process of asking your Higher Self as Brahman through authentic expression of the life your Atman needs.
  15. @peanutspathtotruth indeed. The white light is as Leo has described it many times. It takes 9th Jhana experience to go to the level I did. Not trying to sound pompous. I’m the same sinner, but I’ve had time to heal myself of judgment from putting myself in hell.
  16. No. I’m the same, but Shakti got some much needed time to talk to Shiva about some wounds and limitations needed to be removed for me. I’m still playing the game as before, but with a second wind.
  17. I can still use the tools when needed. I just don’t have as much desire to at this point. I think it might be better to reword part of what you’re talking about as Reconstruction. It’s time to strengthen my ego in a healthy way to allow myself to persist.
  18. Go after the Big Fish if you are ready for it. Sex and women are little fish. Business is a little fish. Enjoy the little fish as they come as sustenance to keep you going until you get the Big Fish. I know it might not sound like what you want, but it’s truthfully what you want.
  19. Even calling this the “present moment” doesn’t make sense. There’s no present and no moment.