BipolarGrowth

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  1. Oh trust me, I’m on the edge of my seat for it too lol
  2. Becoming a normie again. Realizing that having or using some seemingly powerful siddhis to impress people would not make what’s already here any better. You are and are not everything here, in the public marketplace, simultaneously. And usually siddhis never show up where others can clearly see them unless both people are developed or skilled in it. Basically you realize mundane life is just as amazing anything else, so why ruin it?
  3. That is the point of the whole thread.
  4. Does this not apply to all absolutes? A one-liner which could never hold anything worthwhile within itself when viewed with proper multiplicity. “Only a Sith deals in absolutes.”
  5. Okay, that’s fine. So people who are awake wouldn’t feel the need to discuss it? Have you heard of a bodhisattva or are we operating in different spheres of some sort?
  6. You just know things better, and it shows you the beauty. It’s a natural part of the process. We are an impossible possibility.
  7. Yeah of course when I’m telling you about it on my phone I’m going to say “nature”… be practical. Losing all barriers and experiencing radical shifts in perception when interacting with trees when done without paradigms is a nice thing to be able to enjoy in my book. I’m just saying…
  8. Spending time with trees as if they are your teachers instead of following some human guru or absolute ideal. What emotions do you feel with trees and animals? How do you feel walking basefoot on grass vs with shoes? You could say this is stage green but I’m talking about doing this after serious awakenings where dropping the entire human paradigm is easy. It seems to send me into rather formless experiences such as when I hugged a tree my body disappeared (only on THC & psych meds which would make this harder not easier) Just a suggestion as a thing to try for you guys
  9. Yeah, the metal of all God
  10. I like to do music and spiritual work in combo a lot
  11. You love all kinds of dukkha. Your mom is dukkha. You just defined her as good. Now that limits your capabilities to love all of experience. The duality gums up the works.
  12. That’s why there can’t be a you there. No-Self
  13. How does several nirodha samapattis within 30 minutes go for full absorption? You think you know my practice and you do not at all…
  14. This is all par for the course in spirituality, more or less. Keep practicing and take breaks when it’s too much at once.
  15. I mean I’m way stronger than ghosts and it fucking disappeared ASAP, so I was not afraid. It was afraid of me maybe though
  16. Thank you for taking time to explain for others who may have not been graced with this yet ❤️
  17. The highest knowledge in a recent awakening was that which was done so automatically that I couldn’t even really tell how I did something but just that is was done by the “not me” seeing the various “me’s” coming in each moment. Such as creating towels. That process was intuitive at that case, but I didn’t know how to do it at will. When omniscient, is this only while God Realized, or is it always happening yet we just overlook it?
  18. Yes, I saw it and felt it as well as the other person there
  19. This is what it feels like for me when I listen to my intuition.
  20. It is sustainable if you learn to love watching yourself die and dissolve in front of you. I’m sorry, but any true enlightenment has that as an aspect to it even if you change it to fancy and pleasant language. All progress is death to the old. The only question is: How many balls do you have when it comes to embodying your authentic self will full honesty and emotion?
  21. Just listen to this and feel your normal humanness. Allow being a normal person identity to be present and hold it and love it https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=7l2gnsgQXa8&feature=share We are not gods. We are something more special albeit with less control.
  22. Has anyone here actually stopped that process? You find some new insight that makes you happy then it fades and is replaced by something that feels more everlasting. What are your thoughts?
  23. Everything is Jhana to one who knows the true purpose of learning Jhana, and I’m starting to care about the Jhana about being a relatively moral and effective human being to reduce pain, suffering, and existential ignorance.
  24. It means absolutely nothing to your practice as no one knows it. This is 100% a distraction from real practice. Stop yourself next time. God is here. God is now.
  25. Get better at feeling emotions and allowing them to be in your space.