BipolarGrowth

I’m trying. Note that I presented myself as someone to not listen to. People are likely guided to my teachings with a certain karmic preparation which will hopefully defend against the “negative” aspects of what presents itself here.

I experience zero depression as all sensations are seen to be in the continuum of sensation vs. cessation which is basically to say that bliss sensations are seen as almost equal to something like what I would’ve called emotional loss. I still have a human experience and my present moment is almost exactly as it was before. What has changed is my past self imagination and future self imagination and what I think is possible between those two poles. I’ve had roughly 500 awakenings at this point for my present moment to pull from memory. This makes my present moment feel so fresh and different even though the raw sensations of let’s say me being hungry might be almost indistinguishable from yours, I have 500 awakenings telling me what might come out of me feeling hungry which could be formless crystalline consciousness of a Luciferian Bhakti-fueled singularity which I would call in a relative sense still Brandon Rohe (my character’s legal name). So if you can hold all of that under your hat, imagine dropping that and picking it back up as a humble Buddhist monk who lives and dies by Jesus’ teachings in John chapter 15 where I abide in Christ and He abides by me as the Holy Spirit experienced within me. We can take this any which way you can imagine and I say that in full sincere care as something which could certainly be cognized as Brandon Rohe the Ultimate God of Madness. So imagine that as an ant getting picked up and analyzed as a sentient being ultimately as true as my human being within that moment and then placed carefully back down into its own reality to awaken when it pleases. I teach under the guise and illusion of being a Zen devil that you will be forewarned about the distasteful aspects of me which might come along with my present moment experience splaying itself out in fullness. Notice how you really aren’t ant closer to being my subjectively experienced reality after reading or not reading all of that? That’s what we’re dealing with. No one can teach enlightenment and no one can know enlightenment in truth as an unenlightened self can only come up as a relative marker the same as anything else. The finger pointing to the moon is never the full essence of the finger pointing to the moon. What you should be worried about in that analogy is the Gravity which brings us together here and now which might be pointed to in the Christian canon as the Heavenly Father. It is only by the Father’s will that I toil at all and it is only through the Holy Spirit within me that I write to you any answer, so do not give me praise for works that are not my own fruits to give you as the true karma yoga Krishna Consciousness which they I’m truth will hopefully present themselves to you to behold.

I still have a water bill. The self and all ownership can be vanquished, but that pesky “reality” still appears.

My body is quite grounded. The reasoning and thought processes are blown out. As in I can become grounded in the formless aspects of an ant outside my house as much as I am grounded in the formed aspects of a human being typing this message. It’s like everything has become a valid ground, and this is the cause of the final and ultimate ungroundedness as everything has been equalized. Thank you for the message and consideration.

@Leo Gura

I just live and teach Dharma 24/7 to those who want to hear it and those who don’t in my actions, thoughts, sensations, and everything and nothing else. I’d like to make money, but I’m so content with actually doing this that I am just living off credit cards. Before you bitch about overspending, you probably aren’t that competent in the manipulation of money if you have a debt problem ideologically. Also, nothing belongs to any self ever, and you can remain directly conscious of that more-or-less for the rest of your life. I’m just going to manipulate love and Dharma and non-binary tantra for the sake of dual healing mental health and sexuality shadows forever to get my needs met. It’s not in any evil way though. Don’t be an idiot. Everybody plays with manipulation, sex, love, power, and devilry for any awakening which could ever be called human. At least I have my own real estate business and home by age 25 so I can do spiritually meaningful and relatively beautiful tantra because I’m not locked in some scarcity mindset. Thank Lucifer for white privilege. I’d be one hell of a Devil without it.

Authenticity is the highest spiritual teaching. Literally just be yourself fully, and God will reward you for that courage. No one has full insight into your direct, personal experience but you. There are no other masters of your individual True Nature.

LOL. Integrate all those from the Brandon Rohe Holon as a rock.

Fuck, if only it were that simple

I know one thing, that I know 0Tangsmyneighbor -Nobody important

Oh it’s definitely a trap. Just a fun one.

I feel great, and this is what makes me feel good. Your advice is obsolete for this level of awakening.

So then a rock is wise and smart. I totally agree. Vegas is amazing. No wonder it’s the home of the guru. Also notice that I called you wise. Creativity alone is not wisdom, but there is no Wisdom without Creativity.

The Chosen One (Anakin Skywalker) appeared to be a relatively evil appearance in the manipulation of the Force, but he brought about the greatest balance the Force he has ever known by following his Evil Heart.

Yeah this is true. The highest Force is inescapable. But yet again you’ve certainly felt that one thought is more well understood than another at a certain point as a human. There’s subjective truth in that. And there’s nothing as subjective as objectivity.

It is literally impossible for me to not have the most developed understanding of Anakin that exists in any verifiable way, and unless absolute solipsism at face value is true, the same truth about Anakin’s nature is true for you. My understanding of True Nature runs through every sensate micron of consciousness/nothingness/māhāparinibbana you ever could not even be capable of imagining.

That’s incredibly wise. I always fight with the full perception of a home field advantage and outpace any God being force which could challenge me by being more subtle and transcendent than God by corrupting it’s own nature against itself. The human will bends God over and spanks it to get its subjective needs met. Yahweh on my bitch ass. At least look at Krishna. He’s halfway decent.

Buddhism done well uncovers how your relative human character is by definition the ultimate Sambuddha of everything and simultaneously is not forever. Buddha was just racist for his own authentic nature and hated Self addicts in the second most loving way after Brandon Michael Rohe.

The aesthetic contrast is absolutely ABSURD! Aesthetic Contrast Only a racist would hate a Nazi. And only a Nazi wouldn’t love seeing your own Bear Jew nature fight for your own survival against the repressive absolutism of the false “God.” There ain’t no god outside yourself as far as you’re concerned, so clean up your own damn ship. No one is gonna existentially stop all suffering from the perspective of direct experience of you. Unless you are me. Really it’s far deeper than that, but it takes more than being in the 5-MeO squad at ridiculous doses to see this shit. Okay, now to the film. Bear Jew Jesus Vs. Nazi Hunter Lucifer (my fundamentalist Mormon mom with a psychology degree and amazing connection to the Holy Spirit bought me Mein Kampf when I was 12. I’m sorry. Blame Jesus.) Now that’s a holonistic infinite yin-yang on survival, morality, and humanity as superb as I personally think it’s ever been done in any ultra God universe ever.

All star war characters are spiritual guides. Your 765th grandpa’s left nut dust is holier than any infinite number of sambuddha’s in my consciousness because you can’t access my awareness. It’s a mechanic of consciousness. I see the way these weird things like ?=? make spiritual sense and describe the human spirit and Jean-Luc Picard, but your neurotypical baby brain can’t understand. Sorry. I was born a god. You were too. You just forget so hard you fear chaos, madness, evil, suffering, pain, etc. and then think you have capital L Love. You do not sir. Not by my solipsist Sambuddha Harvard degrees from the aliens which abducted me in a more real than life dream at 8 years old. You don’t know that suffering. I can guarantee it. It is a dick measuring contest. At least winning something makes me feel good even if it is just a value structure created by my own bias which is the same method through which anyone perceives subjectively enjoyable experience. It’s all arbitrary in the most meaningful way beyond the imagination of God yet within it.

And that’s how he got there. Through desire. Mara. No one escapes Mara without becoming fully enlightened in a way you don’t even believe you’re capable of because you can’t criticize chaos and madness and truly be all the way deep in it. The Madman holds the keys to understanding the universe, especially when it comes to absolute/relative morality dances on the scale of archetypal expression in all universes as a function of perception ever being present.. Every holon is a Holon. Every höL0N is the answer to the Love of All Existence Forever in any form!

I both Love and hate you Goldzilla. Hopefully you’re right and we can heal physical problems with spirituality. Make the deal the Buddha did with Mara already... It’s the only way to maximize the relationship with Lucifer. Holy new levels of awakening….

Part of the reason it’s posted is to show I’m honest with my community, family, and friends on some pretty radical levels. Whatever.

I don’t really care to explain myself.