BipolarGrowth

You’re always at the end of the universe.

I think Law of Attraction would work better for material goals.

It was mostly unhelpful other than giving me time to develop friendships with the therapists lol. Spending time around intelligent and nuanced people was good.

What makes something a sensation instead of a perception? To me it seems like both occur together and cannot be separated.

How does this experience change the way you see death? Is the self different, even ideologically? Just go through the fundamental questions and see if it caused any changes. Those might be good areas to explore further.

It’s hidden in plain sight and right under your nose. You’ll have it working its magic either way. Both of us are right.

To build self esteem, you have to show yourself that you’re capable or being or achieving something you hold in high regard or will hold in high regard once you have it. For me, I pursued my highest goals and eventually you know your worth and place in the world whether people reciprocate it or not. Success in regular life can help first if your overall goals are spiritual.

Your infinity that you speak of takes place in imagination right now, right here. Anything you point to is in this moment right now. There will never be a case where one could be outside of subjectivity to indicate a greater thing which would then be seen as greater than this. You are always God or rather subjective present moment experience looking at itself and feeling the absolute fullness of itself. You either say this moment is finite or it’s infinite or something beyond both. This moment is all you have to stand on. I say it’s infinite just because of the two options it lines up with my experience more.

Sounds pretty strong overall. I’ve had a lot of experiences where there’s some crazy sensory stuff going on as far as losing function or just being incapacitated in some way. Perceiving new things which were unimaginable comes into play with that too. You hit all of that harder than most probably do in a single trip. All of this stuff is generally helpful, but a crazy experience with no contemplation or integration won’t always do much. Remember to follow up for best results.

You’re always seeing 100%. It’s always infinite. I’ve seen plenty of huge/deep sensory possibilities.

There is no you that exists in the way you’re talking. Suffering is one “human” categorization of sensations which is an aspect built into difference and experience. Without noticeable differences, there is no capability for experience. A human life without suffering would also require that the opposite of suffering be removed as suffering and its opposite are on the same continuum. That would be a much more boring human existence. In practice, any difference in any experienced reality produces a type of suffering if there is memory and complex thought.

I’ve done a lot of work with various chakras which has really helped results. I feel like it is underutilized here.

Yeah! I… err, I agree with this guy. I better let you guys know so you can reply in a time and place which is only real in my current imagination which is made by tiny sensations which never actually take place in a present moment.

How do you think kundalini and chakras relate to Liberation?

Do you want the temporary answer or the eternal answer? Temporarily try to fix things the best you can and ultimately fail. Eternally let things be as they are while you know no difference can be made.

The universe is everything perceived right here in this moment, and it’s not you.

It was at my house with my girlfriend in another room. She knew that I didn’t want to be interrupted at all. I did 5g in darkness with no music. I set serious intentions, and it was otherworldly.

There is no right way to live other than to follow your heart. The world doesn’t need you to be Superman or some perfectionist ideal. Do what you can. Your struggle and story is just as important as anyone else’s in the grand scheme of things.

This sentence doesn’t exist. The next sentence exists.

1 gram is not a big dose. Most people would feel something, but sometimes things go wrong or maybe there are other reactions at play weakening the shrooms.

Delta 8 has given me many beautiful experiences. It has a feeling of being a really clean high in my experience.

And it all sucks eternally. I’m gonna cry to the developers for a more immersive run through next time.

Maybe those weaknesses were you living your best at the time? Don’t beat yourself up. It also doesn’t mean you can’t do better than before though.

Sounds like a great time and some deep while useful stuff. I remember having a very similar part of an awakening the first time I took LSD. I saw that same snake, and it clicked lol. Keep it up man.

Die teaching spirituality. Hopefully I was able to write a few good books and make thousands of videos. A few good live in students to help with survival for the foundation would be great.