BipolarGrowth

I apologize if I step outside of forum guidelines. I have read them and believe I’m in the clear.

Where art thou gains my friend? Maybe you before lifting weights isn’t badass enough for this forum of absolute champions. Absolute no offense meant (seriously) is all I see in your response is a pussy. Show me that I’m wrong please. Provide some proof on your anonymous internet genius.

This is me slapping my c*ck on the table in front of everyone. Idk if that’s allowed. It’s meant to be positively inspirational that a damn near mental health retard is killing it in life.

Add me on Facebook Leo to know a lot more. Seriously. It’s a wild, wild, wild story you ought to know. My life has turned out one-of-a-kind from Actualized’s influence.

I’m trying to show Leo what Leo made.

Turn off life means turn off Actualizing. I’ve been addicted to it before the organization was started.

The Highest Level of Awakening speaks for itself The state of direct experience when this was happening was absolutely ungodly

Caucasian Ego Gets Pwned by Hispanic Compassion (Don’t Miss the Ending) this is me sharing my “Actualized” life now after years of work

Bipolar Disorder Type 1 with Psychotic Features Generalized Anxiety Disorder and ADHD Accurately and Clinically Diagnosed can’t do shit to sabotage me living the best life possible.

I love you Leo ❤️ in a lot of ways, you kinda saved my life even though we think differently from one another now. you’re honestly a treasure of a human being, but only a very tinder part of myself I’m feeling like right now wants to contemplate that. With all I learned from you, I overcame suffering essentially in this life I was born into literally crazy suffering with because of my genes and nurture. You’re a good guy when all things must be considered.

What a blatant idiot, or the only other possible option is, what a blatant noob to the full potential of insight No offense, but you know not who you write to with such a comment

Lol your awareness is already omnipotent, and your ego will never be because it is a part rather than the whole.

Njoy

What is the essence of Actualized.org? What is Leo’s ultimate most important message he could relay to us? If Leo was at the last flash of his awareness in this life in the highest state he would ever reach in this form, what would he say to the one who really wanted to focus on the most wise course of action possible? These are some questions arising for me in this moment. Leo serves as an enigma in my direct experience. I have followed him, his work, and more or less mimicked his explanation of the methods he promotes for years in my own way. I still am in this moment lying here wondering what Leo’s most clear cut call to action done in compassion would be.

Okay, so I’m done then? Lol that’s a low bar…

That’s a pretty good answer honestly.

I love brooms! Useful little buggers!

I’ve experienced exponential results upon taking up new methods which is why I suggest this.

1.5 years is not enough time to expect the big results. Keep going. Focus on techniques that feel most effective and search for more techniques if you’re not absolutely satisfied with your current ones. Learning theoretical frameworks can be just as big of a piece of your development as meditation. So make sure that you at least intellectually understand or are aware of the majority of Leo’s teachings and ideally dozens of other teachers/spiritual systems. If you’re feeling impatient, you could probably benefit from more psychedelic trips. Once you see some profound insights deeply enough and enough times, this will transfer to your meditation to a degree. It sounds like most of the types of meditation you’ve been doing are pretty basic, so it’s probably time to upgrade to different methods.

There is not a particular sensation of insanity. There is, however, the insanity of labeling a sensation as insanity.

It‘s impossible to know for a number of reasons. The main reason is that you do not have access to another person’s direct experience. Another reason would be that the words “awake”, “enlightened”, “God-Realized”, etc. all point to rather ineffable states/experiences/realizations which have different definitions for essentially every single person using these words. I’m sure I could come up with more reasons, but those two alone should be sufficient for you to see that trying to verify awakening for another person is just a game that has little value from a more absolute perspective. On a more relative level, you can verify things to a degree if you have a serious practice which leads you to believe that you have awakened. You can then compare what various teachers and practitioners describe to your own experience of awakening. If most of what they say lines up with your real experience, you can probably gain some useful perspectives and practices from these people. It’s also good to listen to people who don’t seem to know awakening as you do because they can often be pointing to other aspects of awakening that you have yet to realize.

Definitely a worthwhile book. I don’t see how the advice is that counter intuitive, at least my impression was that I already knew much of what is talked about in it from other developmental practices. It actually started out a bit stale because it made so much sense to the state I was in at the time. It was great to see many intuitions or partial understandings I already had get synthesized all in one place by a skilled author.

Everyone has time for that which they prioritize. Chances are that getting better at your job will do less for your life overall than consciousness work done well.