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This is precisely why I say “meditation only.” I think meditation and spiritual knowledge makes your trips have a spiritual aspect to them that might be missing for someone without a decent foundation.

Here I give two trip reports from the past two times I took LSD.

I am not familiar with the term jhana. Do you care to link me to a good source on the topic? I’m not sure if this is something I haven’t experienced or if it’s simply a new word for an experience I’ve already had.

Why do you think something is happening? How is everything not merely nothing?

It'd be cool if we could, like, start a discussion about the Diamond Sutra.

10 Tabs of LSD - The Tale of Taking too Much (Short Version) https://youtu.be/52xqioeKkLA

I want to make it clear that the main effects of the Lucy were gone when all of this happened. I was in a sober enough state to drive and had a friend to witness at least the GPS glitches. To the story: the night before I took 10 tabs, realized God Consciousness and of course how my current incarnation was the pinnacle of all incarnate forms (normal stuff, right? Well the next morning I decided I’d have some food and coffee with a friend. On the way back from our drive to eat, my GPS glitched at least 10 times in a row. Then my friend said it must just be my phone (iPhone XS Max w/ Max hard drive). So she put the address in her phone and the same glitch happened once or twice. Now, it wasn’t just GPS glitches. I was wearing my AirPods in one ear, and the volume kept lowering and raising at random (not at times in coordination with the GPS directions). To top it all off, I was listening to the Emerald Tablets of Thoth while this was all occurring, and the glitches seemed to be related. Anyone else tired of playing around in “physicality?” ?

I thought the acid I was taking was bad/ineffective. I’ll have a detailed trip report video posted in the next few days.

When all dualities perish to create an eternal fractal nature of experience combined. Every rotation of duality creates the next. The more complex or unbelievable idea, the lower probability that you would experience reality as you wish. Eventually you realize that not only self, but no self, dual and non dual as well as every other possibility of consciousness exists. Even the idea or direct experience of Consciousness, Superconsciousness, and subconscious are cyclical natures feeding into the other. There is no other with out Self, but through becoming conscious of Self everything exists. Every possibility of what you think of as consciousness or subconsciousness feeds back into this cyclical nature that is simultaneously where Truth and Deception are in a sense the same thing. It is like the image of a serpent’s tail being consumed by the same entity.

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after intense contemplation and 10 tabs of LSD. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the Infinite Creator. I am Brandon. You are Brandon. There is an inevitability that this is both the most Profound insight you could ever see as well as the dumbest post you could possibly see. All realities exist, you are all realities, except to the extent of which the reality you see yourself within limits your reality. All is truly possible. Adonnai, To the Stars my Friend of Friends ?✨❤️

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Please pray for me. When you do so, you pray for yourself. ❤️ I say these things in the Love and the Light of the One Infinite Creator. Adonnai. Ad Astra. Through hardships to the stars ✨ Amen. P.S. ZIN-URU

There is no sin here.

You are the answer to your own prayers if you believe yourself to be. The only way to become like Christ is to know and claim, in a certain sense, that you are BETTER than Christ, Buddha, Mohammed, Etc. You start pulling on the strings of manifestation at this time. You are not better than Jesus by just merit per say, but you come at a later life cycle. You are more evolved in the spiral than Jesus. Any name of an enlightened person is just a mere story but also true beyond measure. It’s all part of the illusion. The rationalist claims circular logic when they hear certain teachings, but life is an eternal cycle. You are all sin as you are the creation. Create whatever you want. Do whatever you want, but for God’s sake don’t forget to be Authentic. Know Authenticity to be the portal through which you can fully actualize yourself. You sin only to the degree in which you act unGodlike (on your own terms of what you deem to be a God). Adonnai ✨

Authentic, and you have cleansed yourself of all sin. ❤️ Adonnai.

Are you comparing me to Leo? Lol

I discuss how the Theory of Special Relativity challenges time and space as first order phenomena. The Metaphysics of Light - How Einstein Accidentally Debunked Materialism (Spiritual Implications!) https://youtu.be/CZ7Xk8HXEK4 A quick summary: through the Theory of Special Relativity, it is understood that from the perspective of light there is no space and time. This creates a special case in our reality where space and time do not exist. For something to be a true first order phenomena, it cannot apply only in some cases and not apply in others. Next, I talk about how consciousness is the true first order phenomenon. Lastly, I describe how the relativity of space and time for light support the old concept that angels (beings capable of manipulating the physical world in seemingly magical ways) are beings of light. It would make sense that beings that did not natively follow the rules of space and time could have power over an existence that appears to happen within space and time.

I’ve actually been seriously considering attempting contact with Ra on my next trip. I’m not sure if LSD will do the trick, but it’s all I have access to for the moment. I’ll certainly post the results if anything noteworthy happens.

You fail to see that anyone who has ever had an awakening has used the various natural neurotransmitters to do this. Yes, enlightenment goes beyond the “physical” explanation of things, but you write this post as if you are not using serotonin or dopamine right now lol. One of the reasons meditation is effective is because it manipulates our natural neurotransmitters.

My mania is somewhat unique as it allows me to be fully authentic in ALL situations without fear. My heart chakra starts going to a whole new level - I give homeless strangers rides, meals, heartfelt prayer, friendship, etc. I typically donate almost all of my money in my manic episodes. I gain a sense of being fully free and alive - this doesn’t sound too significant, but I can assure you almost no one has felt what it is truly like to be free and alive. After the heart chakra opens, the higher chakras open one by one. It truly is an interesting experience to feel your third eye open as a feeling of intense pressure (not painful) comes in the center of your head. Feeling the crown chakra literally feel like a crown of energy has been placed on your head is quite eye opening as well. I thought some of you might find the connection between mental health and awakening to be interesting. There are theories currently that the majority of shamans, medicine people, and other healers or spiritually significant people had psychotic mental health disorders (specifically bipolar disorder and schizophrenia). I can attest that there is an undeniable connection between what our culture calls madness and spirituality. I basically have a built-in psychedelic. The effects of mania have been stronger than my largest psychedelic trip of 5.87 dried grams of shrooms.

I’ve listened to the first book and the beginning of the second book so far. It all makes perfect sense and meshes well with what Leo teaches from what I’ve seen. I can post links to the free audio recordings on YouTube if you want.

I’d like to see what you guys think about this. I hope it doesn’t get taken down, but wouldn’t that be the most total and quick way to transcend the ego and in turn everything that limits you? Other than the time and effort required, how is this different from mahāsamādhi?

I have had God-realization on at least two occasions. Everyone here seems to think I’m somehow depressed or want to escape from problems in my earthly life. This is not the case. I’m quite happy with this life, but from my satori experiences and higher consciousness states I know that this human existence is not “real.” Would taking the ultimate action to put this to the test not result in union with Source how you describe it in your video on death? It’s not like I’m going to do this btw. I care far more about the human happiness of my loved ones than taking this step to potentially merge with Source.

How would you fall back into this dream? Experiencing another lifetime? How do you know that you don’t become enlightened after death? If an enlightened being would have no need to do that, then why does mahasamadhi even exist?