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Mushrooms gave me my first God Consciousness experience at 5.87 dried grams. It’ll help with the depression it sounds like you have too. Hating life is a hallmark of low consciousness. You’ve gotta stop that shit man. I’ve been stuck there too, but a good trip every few weeks helps to keep my mood elevated and can bring awakenings. It might help for you too, but honestly, you probably have a lot of foundational work related to personal development before you will go “god mode.”

This all makes sense, but I ask you the question - is God infinite from your experience? If that’s a yes, then would the quality of being infinite create the inevitability of all possibilities existing at some point in time? It’s the same as 1,2,3 implies 4,5, and 6 as well as infinity. And what is outside the possibility of God? Nothing? According to the standard definition of Omnipotency, this is the case. (I’m interested to know if you have a different definition for that as well.) The experience of me eating a sandwich in Maya might be assigned the number 1. Experience #1. The experience of you snoozing an alarm clock is experience #2. With infinity, this continues on to experience all other possibilities within Maya greatly exceeding our human imagination. Is this not the case? Does God only have omniscience and omnipotency within some singularity beyond space, time, and Maya? That sounds like a limitation. Or can God exercise these qualities within the illusion? Can one experience omniscience as you said only with 5 Meo-DMT? Or do you think shrooms could work? I’ve experienced God Consciousness three times so far with one experience being on LSD, one on shrooms, and the other during a manic episode. Can these methods be used to experience omniscience? I currently don’t have access to 5 Meo, but I can more easily obtain N-N. By the way, thank you for your responsiveness on this post. I know you’re busy, but your perspective has helped.

It looks like we have found a distinction within omniscience. I’m talking about it by the definition of having all knowledge. Do you believe all knowledge is an aspect of God? You’ve mentioned it being an aspect in one of your God for smart people videos. It seems like here you are equating high consciousness of what is immediately present with omniscience. Unless you’re using a new definition, which it appears you are, this would not serve as omniscience. It seems like you are arguing against the validity of the traditional concept of omniscience. If omniscience is not real, then that makes this whole thread rather useless.

How can omniscience exist without all things existing at least at some point in time? If at least one partitioned consciousness of God didn’t experience a kangaroo killing Donald Trump with a flamethrower, would it really be omniscient if that is a possibility fully able to be dreamed up by consciousness/God/you? I see it as everything must be dreamed up at some point for omniscience to really exist. Or does omniscience function different than this from your experience? I was just using those realms as extreme, yet popular, examples.

I found this video interesting. She states that there is consciousness in deep sleep, but I’m still somewhat skeptical. What are your thoughts?

We are always the one infinite Creator, but we often forget this. There is no unenlightened state. When someone is deeply unconscious, they are having mini awakenings into the nature of living an unconscious life. This experience is teaching the individual just as much as the deepest awakening could. We learn of God piece by piece, and everything is God. You cannot escape it. No experience is above any other in truth. We judge God Consciousness as better than the experience some normal guy at a bar is having, but this is ultimately our judgment. God does not judge for its love is infinite and its acceptance is unbounded. Everything is divine. Vomiting is divine. Murder is divine. The most unspeakable actions are divine and fully loved by God. God loves the complexity of our existence.

While you’re going about your normal daily activities, people all across the globe are logging in transcendental experiences of peak Divinity, absolute strangeness, and hellish torment while on psychedelics. Psychedelics can show you things that have never before been seen and that will never be seen again. There are three levels of experience: normal sober life, spiritual experience, and psychedelic experience. Spirituality can show you beautiful things, but it does not speak to the unspeakably bizarre things one can witness on a psychedelic. This is a baby corkscrewing out of a wall while having a faucet knob coming out of its eye to release liquid platinum out of its left pinky finger level of bizarre. It shows you that the regular sober or even spiritual experience is not even 0.1% of what is possible. Psychedelics can create spiritual experiences, but their ability far transcends this. There is so much more to the psychedelic landscape than merely finding God. You can become directly conscious that you are God/Brahman, but this is just the tip of the iceberg. There are far more interesting experiences to have than merely remembering that you are the Creator although experiencing oneself as the Creator is one of the most pleasant experiences.

Do you guys/gals have any good ones? I just made this.

Do any of you have tips on how to avoid this? I took 3.5 g of penis envy last night, but I started vomiting about 30 minutes after dosing. The nausea lasted 2-3 hours. My trip was super weak for the dose (I likely threw most of the shrooms up before they could affect me).

I made tea this time. This has been made worse because I’ve had issues with nausea without shrooms.

I could not make this video without standing on the shoulders of an average sized man named Leo. Cliff notes: Atman is Brahman

I experienced this three times. I call it God Consciousness. The first time was on a 5.87 gram mushroom trip. The second was during a manic episode that was also an awakening. The third was when I took 10 tabs of LSD. Psychedelics are you easiest and quickest route. Other than that you have yoga and meditation, but this will take years. Keep in mind this experience comes out more at higher doses.

I feel like there is a difference. Most people experience situational depression. I have bipolar disorder which the depression in that has been equated to the dark night of the soul. There’s a big difference between being sad because you lost your girlfriend and being depressed because of your neurochemistry and then also in being depressed because of a spiritual block. An interesting thing to try is to pray to your higher self or your spiritual guardian angels for help through depression or a dark night experience. See if it helps. My last depression was abruptly ended as soon as I tried this. According to The Law of One (The Ra Material), angels and your higher self highly value free will. They will assist you sometimes in moments you really need help without you asking, but they help most when it aligns with your free will (you asked for it).

We are just operating at a low level of God Consciousness and thus we can’t. I’ve had instances where I performed what you may call accidental siddhis. I just can’t figure out how to make this process a conscious one. I really do think the answer could be in taking massive doses of psychedelics (I’m talking nearing the lethal dose while maintaining a slight wedge to make it still mostly safe). The LD50 for shrooms is 1.7 kilograms. Most people blast off at 5 grams. I’m curious to see what someone would experience near the LD50. What are your thoughts on this?

I have charged a phone battery to 100% during meditation, turned on a radio from about 10 ft away while having a surge of spiritual energy course through me, and I’ve caused glitches in GPS apps on multiple phones and my Bluetooth headphones. All of these were not done under my will.

I’m curious what some of the great sages (or even people here) have to say about the cause of mental illnesses. It is strange how the amount of mental illness has seemed to increase in modern times. I personally have bipolar disorder type 1, and it has tremendously helped me to awaken. I wonder if it’s not just a curse but a blessing as well (spiritually that is).

Every motion needed for existence Is a torment on my soul. Each moment is a burden. Each menial task is the next nail in my coffin. I wish to return to that space where I existed in nonexistence before life in this world. I wish to return to the state of nonbeing, And I know that each moment brings me closer to this Solace.

Sure am lol. I thought someone here might appreciate a poem written from the bottom. I know better experiences are to come, but right now I’m making what I can out of this depression.

Or are they both the same thing?

Is there a subject behind consciousness? Something that exists prior to consciousness? Would this explain deep sleep?

To the people who misconstrue my statements of being God, having God Consciousness, or wanting to become a living God: Your notion of God is quite limited and ignorant if you cannot easily intuit that this is the case. You are also God. Right here. Right now. As you are reading these words. Now, for an example: You have cells in your body. You likely think of your body as you. For this example, we’ll use Josh. He’s a human with a physical body. Each cell in Josh’s body comprise his total body. In a sense, each cell in his body is him or is Josh. Josh is simultaneously all of the cells in his body as well as his body as a whole. Here is where this relates to me or you being God: you are merely a cell in the “body” of God. You are simultaneously one part of God while also the entirety of God. The real question is, “how conscious am I of the fact that I am God?” This is where we differ. I have had three separate experiences of a higher sense of God Consciousness than what most human beings will ever experience in this lifetime. One of these was on a “heroic” dose of magic mushrooms - 5.87 dried grams. The next occurred during a manic episode stemming from my bipolar disorder (truly a gift of God when it comes to awakening to your true nature). The last and most recent was when I took 10 tabs of LSD. The levels to God Consciousness are literally infinite, so no, I have not experienced the “full” experience of God Consciousness. I still have much to learn from various spiritual traditions, teachers, and masters, BUT I was still in God Consciousness which is a truly remarkable and rare achievement among the likes of humans. I thoroughly believe that awakening to God Consciousness is our birthright and duty, although some people are not ready yet. This is how we go from humans, to Humans, to Gods. The quickest and easiest way to improve the likelihood that you will experience God Consciousness is to take psychedelics in high doses. The slower route is to meditate and read spiritual texts while trying to live a spiritual life. The truth is that all of these things combined will yield the best results. It is one of my deepest wishes for other humans to experience God Consciousness. It just might be the most beautiful and profound experience you ever have while on planet Earth. A helpful framework to use to understand awakening to God Consciousness comes from a core tenet in Hinduism. This is that Atman is Brahman. Atman is the higher, spiritual self while Brahman is the supersoul (consciousness) in all living entities. What God truly is is the combination of this all-pervading consciousness and everything that exists in this consciousness. All that exists in consciousness is actually imaginations of this infinite consciousness which are, in turn, only consciousness. There is no true duality between consciousness and the body or consciousness and the material world as all is actually consciousness. This is true because consciousness is the true first order phenomenon that exists in all dimensions, possible realities, parallel universes, time, space, etc. All things truly exist within consciousness, even space and time. I have a video that describes how, using Einstein’s Theory of Special Relativity, space and time exist within consciousness and are not the true building blocks of our reality. On a final note, I have been intensely spiritually seeking for the past six years. Not to be arrogant, but I likely have some deeper insights into reality and the nature of God than you do although there are certainly people who far surpass me in this regard. I’ve conducted research spanning dozens of thousands of years, dozens of religions, and dozens of spiritual texts. I’ve watched thousands of hours of high quality spiritual videos to inform myself. I’ve experimented with powerful mind-altering substances in the pursuit of spiritual understanding and direct experience (which trumps all). I’ve even had bouts of mania, insanity, and delusion that have given me insights into the true nature of God and spiritual truths. So please, do me and yourself a favor, and do not make ignorant rumors about where I am or who I am based upon statements made above your current spiritual pay grade.

I’ve actually had a direct insight into good and evil while on a 5.87 gram mushroom trip. This was also the first time I realized God Consciousness. From God’s perspective (or the perspective of You in higher consciousness), there is no real difference between good and evil. GOD LOVES ALL POSSIBILITIES INFINITELY. Your perception of something as evil is an ego-mind based perception. That is where your problem lies. Continue consciousness expanding exercises like meditation, yoga, tantra, or my favorite - psychedelics.

Trying to understand and experience God through a “sober” state of consciousness is like trying to hammer in a fence with your hand. Yes, you can do it, but why not use the proper tool?