BipolarGrowth

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  1. @actualizing25 meditation, prayer, and learning spiritual knowledge
  2. @actualizing25 they have for me. I’m not saying to not meditate. Although I have felt less of a drive to meditate after more psychedelic experience. Meditation for me is still very difficult.
  3. With all the back and forth, I’m curious what Leo’s take on all of this is.
  4. I thought this would be a fun thing to try. I will not claim to be fully enlightened, but I will be honest about what I have experienced. I have had satori experiences, God Consciousness three times, and other less normal awakenings. Ask away.
  5. I’ve accidentally done them. I’m sure they can be controlled consciously.
  6. @The0Self essentially clinging onto the ego?
  7. @Hungry don’t we all have a Divine Spirit? I also never claimed to be enlightened or better than Jesus. I clearly said that in the post. I’m asking how would you make sense of this realization if it happened to you - not if it happened to a random person on a forum? What would your response to yourself be?
  8. @Javfly33 care to explain in more detail?
  9. @Red-White-Light I believe this as well. It might even be possible in this life, but that has yet to be shown.
  10. @Yarco I’ve thought of this. Merely incarnating at a later date does add a certain advantage.
  11. @Red-White-Light to me, God Consciousness is being aware that you are God in your current form. There’s always been the realization in this state that You have created everything you’ve ever experienced. Godhead is the more typical conception of God. It’s one where omnipotence is possible. I was not in that state of consciousness. I would say they are different degrees of consciousness. I cannot confirm for certain that the Godhead state of consciousness exists, but from what I’ve gathered, it is probable.
  12. @WHO IS that’s not quite how God Consciousness while still a human being works from my experience. Also God Consciousness is not the same as being the Godhead
  13. I was just using he because it’s more comfortable/convenient. I’ve started using it instead most of the time. God is a he, she, it, and many other things.
  14. It’s amazing. All suffering is gone. It is a state of incredible clarity. You know without a shadow of a doubt that YOU are the creator. You created everything in this world and your own life.
  15. Previously I would’ve said in the head, but now I’d say nowhere/everywhere.
  16. I’ve used shrooms and LSD at fairly high doses.
  17. I’m looking to try both of these in the next couple months. I’m looking to get a rough idea of what I should expect. I understand this is an individual process, but I’m wondering what you have experienced.
  18. No. I’m currently stuck in that illusion although I have gone past it before.
  19. This is what I thought. I’ve received some backlash from lower consciousness people regarding this, so I wanted to make sure I was understanding it correctly.
  20. He has not touched on Love or the true nature of God from the videos I’ve seen. He’s a good example of someone going the Buddhist monk route and thinking there is nothing else. Just because 5 Meo didn’t work for him doesn’t mean there’s not something deeper there. Psychedelics work differently on everyone and work differently at different doses. I’ve had trips on 5 grams of shrooms that showed me pleasant experiences then I’ve had a trip on 5.87 grams (not even one gram more) that gave me God Consciousness for the first time. What was his dose of 5 Meo, and how many times has he tried it? He’s still embodied which makes one think that he has not fully merged with God. I haven’t seen a big shift in him even though I’ve been watching him for years other than his body looking better. You can see the growth that Leo has achieved by watching a video 5 years ago vs. one from today. The other day I watched Leo’s video on taking 5 Meo for a month, and it goes a lot deeper than just what Frank is talking about. If he’s at the end of the journey, where are his Godly abilities? I don’t see him walking on water, realizing infinite telepathy in a sober state all of the time, etc.
  21. Has Frank surpassed Leo? I mean I know we are all the same being, but still lol. I actually found my first actualized.org video through watching Frank’s videos.
  22. I’ve found that in my life awakening finds me even when I’m not meditating or taking psychedelics. I know that this is rare. The first occurrence was when I had my first manic episode (bipolar disorder type 1). This sounds strange to some, but I believe, at least for some people with psychotic mental health disorders, mania brings insights into universal love, God Consciousness, higher confidence, self love, self acceptance, increased IQ, heightened energy, less need for food and sleep, extreme selflessness (I gave away nearly all my money twice even though I am normally a penny pincher), and many more things. My first manic episode came about because I overcame my severe social anxiety. Ever since, I’ve been sent into mild awakenings by just being fully accepted by someone in conversation.
  23. Good & Evil from God’s Perspective https://youtu.be/7RW0n-KgvZs
  24. Leo has been talking about our ability to dream things up in this reality or essentially manifest things into existence. I might not be doing his views justice, but exactly how does one do this? I’m assuming most of this collective dreaming is under subconscious control. I’ve accidentally done things within this “dream” that seem to go against the crude laws of physics that scientists understand, but it was a complete accident. Has anyone here actually altered this dream/Maya intentionally? How exactly does this process work? Can we practice to become skillful at altering this dream state? Maybe Jesus walked on water, but how in the hell do we come to perform such feats? Meditation, fasting, prayer, psychedelics, yoga - what has worked for you if something has worked?
  25. For God or any being to be omniscient, it would have to know what it is like to directly experience all possibilities, to infinity. You and I are research nodes of consciousness on God’s infinite journey to omniscience. There MUST be a heaven with pearly gates and a hell with a lake of fire if omniscience is real. These are just two examples. Of course an infinite amount of other dimensions, universes, aspects of reality such as time, etc. must exist too. Am I on to something?