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The few high-consciousness users don't spend too much time on this forum because they have less incentive to do so. Most users in this forum have average or low consciousness, and their posts align with that. Such posts are unappealing to highly conscious or sensible users. Bullshitters love bullshitting each other. So, they end up creating the most number of posts. I'm not surprised by the forum's situation.

Leo is not the most awakened human ever. It's possible he has reached the highest awakening. But it was temporary. His baseline or usual consciousness is NOT equal to his highest awakening. I don't intend to say what he spiritually accomplished is useless. I myself am interested in what he awakened to. I just need to clarify things.

They need to be murdered? I used to feel the way you feel when I was completely internally destroyed; extreme anxiety and depression and low self-love and self-esteem. I decided to internally heal myself and become "how a man should be". It took more than a decade of consistent self-therapy while being a wage slave. It was difficult as fuck. After work, my workmates dined at restaurants, drank beer, or traveled to tourist spots; while I was inside my room, digging deep into the past, introspecting, contemplating, journaling, and facing my greatest childhood pain and fears. Now, I feel the opposite. Masculine beauty is profound or comprehensive, and very difficult to embody. And that's exactly the reason why I love being a man. Girls are shallow, though I love their physical beauty, femininity, and gentleness.

It's not only dumb, it's also cruel. I've been contemplating these things for many years; I still don't have a satisfying answer, to be honest. But it became clear to me that a limited mind or consciousness can never have a satisfying answer. There's only one way to get that satisfying answer: to access God's unlimited consciousness. Anything else is speculation, though such speculation is sensible. Yes, God is a bastard, and it's valid to see and complain about the flaws in God's design. But one must introspect, be self-honest, and ask this question: "GOD IS A BASTARD. BUT AM I ALSO A BASTARD?". If the answer is YES, then your complaints have little significance. If the answer is NO, then God is also a hero. Why? Because you're also a direct manifestation of God.

@michaelcycle00 Only one dreamer or imaginer. From your point of view, your consciousness is all which exists, hence it's your dream existence. @tuku747 I don't know.

No there's not. You're an illusion pretending to be real. You're the best actor. There's only one consciousness, one dream. Solipsism is completely beautiful, not horrible. It should make you feel love and joy, not sadness or horror.

Are you living with your stepfather now? If so, move out as soon as possible. Heal from a distance. If it's not possible to move out, stay away from him as much as possible. For example, you can stay in your room most of the time and just go out of the room if he's not in the house. I don't know why you felt like murdering your stepfather. If you really want to murder him, just punch him in the face or hurt him in other ways. Never murder him. Yes, his life will end literally. But, your life will also end metaphorically. I hope you understand. Just express your anger to him if you really need to, but never murder him unless he's in the act of murdering you and you're forced to defend yourself. I also didn't have the freedom to be free from physical, mental-emotional, and verbal abuse from my father. All kids don't have this freedom. You're not alone. That was why I mentioned a parent's license for parenthood. It's good you never believed it. It's dumb to carry your father's name if it's metaphorically dirty. If it's metaphorically clean or noble, no problem, go ahead and carry his name. This is transgenerational trauma. And it's very difficult to break. But what a big opportunity to be the first one to break it. You have your independent mind and life. You must exercise your will and do the correct thing. You're more conscious than your father and grandfather, which is good. You're in the correct direction. Just continue your journey until you reach where you want and should be.

Saying that without emphasizing what I said below is wrong. We are interested not only in understanding how things are. We are also interested in knowing how things should be. That's what good leaders are. This is the ideological loophole I was talking about. "Massive value" providers are aware of this. So, they exploit this shit. This is how they think "I'm itching to generate money immediately. So, I'll invent a scam to accomplish it. I can even become an internet celebrity by doing it." "I'm also horny, so I want to rape that girl. That way, I'll be sexually satisfied. It's also a good way to transfer my childhood pain and anger to another person, making me feel better." "But how the fuck do I get away with all these? Ah!!! By providing massive value. I must be a massive value provider to society to fulfill my greed while making the world endure it. Problem solved." Being a parent is supposed to be a very serious job. If we need to take a driver's license to drive, then why not get a parent's license to raise a kid? This is absurd. Parents shape the kid's future because they provide both nature and nurture. Politicians not realizing this is absurd. Standing up to authority is NOT useless. In fact, it's the best thing to do. How do I know this? I have done it many times. Yes, it made my life very difficult. I experienced horrible things because of it, including being conspired against and even kicked out of my house and a few companies I worked for. I have lost important things that most humans can't afford to lose. But I'm still alive. And those difficulties made me internally strong and mature. And I have seen good changes in people of authority, including my father because I stood up to them. I forced them to behave correctly. I have also seen good changes in situations I am in. These took many years to materialize, but they materialized at least. I never regretted standing up for myself and to authority if they misbehaved. Exactly. See? You yourself are trying to exploit the ideological loophole I explained. Just walk away. Develop self-respect to be respected by others. It all starts internally. I don't have access to psychedelics. But I'm very happy with who I have become. If you have seen my posts, you'll know I have gone through the worst mental-emotional tortures God could ever inflict on its creatures. But humans are different. So maybe, you do need psychedelics. I just want to emphasize that psychedelics is NOT the only way.

This is the ultimate police brutality. The Philippine police make the US police look as if they’re angels. This video is about a Philippine mayor who fell in love with a beautiful, gentle college student but ended up raping her and then splattering her brain and one of her eyes via gunshot to the face. This “massive value” provider mayor had all the power and resources to insert his penis into any girl he desired. You’d be unlucky if he saw and found your daughter attractive. He was able to persuade his high-ranking police officers to abduct the girl and “wrap her in a box” to be served as a gift. As the CEO of the town and a “massive value” provider, I was surprised to know that he DIDN’T get away with sin. I’m happy that a country as corrupt as the Philippines can do something better than South Korea and Japan, at least in this domain. The rape victim’s mother hasn’t filed for damages worth USD 215.8k because she doesn’t want the perpetrator’s dirty money. This is a massive amount in the Philippines, a 3rd world country with an annual salary of approximately 2.5k USD. The victim’s mother would be satisfied if the “massive value” provider sinner felt remorse and offered a genuine apology for the massive damage he had done. Her intention can be seen as noble but also naive. She should have taken that money. The former mayor’s family will utilize that money for their benefit at the expense of others. They can bribe government officials to secure the mayor’s release, as they have seemingly already done. Devils should have no access to power and resources. But paradoxically, it’s them who often obtain and possess them; hence we have a world more reminiscent of hell than heaven. Unfortunately, Eileen’s mother never realized that devils don’t change and can never feel deep or genuine remorse. The devil mayor was sentenced to 360 years in prison because he was also charged with murdering his political opponent’s supporters. Even if God had given this “massive value” provider mayor 400 years of life, he would have stayed a devil until he became a skeleton or ashes.

Yes, if you're going to live only to inflict pain on others for your benefit, then it's better if you die. Life is naturally difficult. And bullies (devils) make it even more difficult by inflicting pain on others for their benefit. But I see that you are at least more self-aware than your father. Your father never had the intention to be a good man. But you do. That itself makes you different from him. You must give yourself credit for that. Selfishly feel pleasure for having a genuine desire to be a good man. Just continue your journey. You know you have accomplished it when you have developed a genuine love and respect for truth and goodness. That makes being a good man automatic. Good luck!

Amazing technology. Apple has essentially created its form of schizophrenia. Probably very useful for certain people and situations. But for me? No, thank you. I prefer fucking my concubines in person to fucking them via Apple schizophrenia.

China is even metaphorically dirtier than the USA.

The USA, Japan, and their allies always proclaim "We are against changing the status quo by force.", as if they're the defender of justice. The main reason and perhaps the only reason they proclaim that is because the status quo favors them. When the USA invaded Iraq, Japan and their allies were silent as a mute. I don't support Russia invading Ukraine. I just want to highlight the fact that the USA is too metaphorically dirty to be the world's savior. The USA helping Ukraine also benefits the USA. It's still selfishness.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/the-wealthy-have-less-empathy It was good Leo turned the spotlight on the wealthy's bullshit. It's not exactly Stage Green. But I still must say that Stage Green deserves all the support in the world.

Yes, it can be noble as long as the intention and actions are genuine. But only a very mentally mature human can pull it off; at least a self-loving Stage Yellow who is also selfless and has strong Stage Green and Red aspects. I wonder whether Robinhood was that way. No, it's not. Many Stage Green humans have gone through Stage Orange. But it's also true that many Stage Orange humans got stuck in that SPiral Stage. A good example is Warren Buffet. He's wealthy as fuck but also dumb as fuck. He will die soon, and he's still spending most of his time and energy on investing. What a waste of resources. Go for it and give it your all. True. But it's also true that extreme suffering can turn a human demon into a human devil. It depends on how you react.

@Holykael I'm drinking coffee right now on my balcony while marveling at the surrounding tropical trees. I feel good. Later in the afternoon, I will go to a big mall and enjoy delicious foods and marvel at the beauty of technology. I chose to have a romantic relationship with existence. Existence is my real wife. The beautiful girls who existence produced are my concubines. See? I chose it. God can materialize it via me (if I choose it). I hope you will finally choose self-love and self-empowerment.

@Holykael To be honest, I also feel tired. I have been standing up for myself my entire adulthood and I do feel the positive results; high self-love, self-esteem, self-confidence, feeling good despite problems, etc. But I have been unlucky the past few years (divorce, lost much money via scam, my student visa got cancelled) despite my best efforts. I have been feeling tired for many years. But as long as I'm alive, I'll use all my energy and intelligence to continue standing up for myself. It's a mindset. I hope you will choose to acquire that mindset. But for now, sleep long and deep. Eat variety of foods. Ejaculate once every day or 2 days. Take a walk in nature and breathe fresh air regularly (this will help you sleep well). Try to remember what you loved doing before you felt this misery and then do those lovable things more often. Finally, take a nap as often as needed. These things boost your energy. Oh, I almost forget, Qigong can also boost your energy.

Yes, your will is an illusion because it is actually God's will, not yours. But this is partial truth. The other truth is your will is also real because you do have some control and can choose to do whatever you want. What matters is from your experience, you direct things. You chose to write this miserable, hopeless post and I chose to respond to it. Yes, God manipulated us to do it but it still felt as if we willed it. That's what matters, it feels as if we have independent control. The good thing about predestination is if God willed it for you to be happy and peaceful in the later part of your life, it will happen regardless of your current miserable, hopeless situation. It can go both ways. It doesn't need to be always bad. But it doesn't really matter because what matters is what you choose. You can choose to continue doing it your way, which is to live and die miserably. You can also choose to love yourself and stand up for yourself until the end. If you must die, why not die standing up for yourself? Stop being a fool. You have no right to complain if you haven't done your part (standing up for yourself for years, until the end).

Here's a real-life example. https://www.instagram.com/reel/Covxt90jA70/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Yes, it should be that way. It's a very long, painful process, at least 1 decade if you were extremely abused as a kid. But it's worth it. Rectifying your destroyed soul is always worth it and should be top priority. Within that process is also the start of your spiritual path (but it's not spiritual bypassing).

That's sensible and how it should be. I hope you will be able to finish your course on how to get the highest awakening before you die. I am interested in that. And it would be better if you make more videos related to politics such as "What is a good politician?", "Why would Jesus and Leo be bad politicians?", "What is the ultimate function of politics?", "Who is the greatest human?", "Why can't society recognize the greatest human?", etc. before you retire. And if you decide to permanently shut this forum, please announce it months in advance so I will have time to save my posts. That love-hate relationship you have with Leo is stronger than ever. And that neediness you displayed will not help you get girlfriends and sex.

Surely. And to go deeper and be frank, the best time to hang out on a forum such as this is when you already have gained various life experiences, wisdom, financial stability and has done years of serious internal work. Only then you can be interesting and of great value because your posts will be high quality and unique. Anything else is mental-emotional masturbation or spiritual bypassing, and a waste of time.

Yes I wonder why your name is there. It was I who edited my post to make it more accurate. I don't think I violated any forum rule. I don't want this to happen again. Your potential students are probably interested in knowing the answers to that question.

Are you the Creator's Minister of Human Affairs? @PeaceOut96 I don't take what Christianity preaches about death as truth. I also don't take Leo's as truth. It's sensible to believe that death is simply going back the state before you were born. It's sounds crazy but somehow a part of me existed before I was born. That part of me remembers the experience before I was born. So, I know death is nothingness and peace. Death is good, not bad. It is heaven in that way.

Correct. I did my self-massage Qigong 4 days ago. It lasted more or less 30 min. I immediately felt relief and healing. I don't need a scientist to validate the positive effects. My experience is the ultimate validation. I think Qigong strengthens the immune system and improves blood circulation, hence the magic (its effectiveness). Aside from instant relief from stress and anxiety, it cured my flu, coronavirus infection, and significantly helped me endure and conquer the depression I felt because of my divorce. I focused on rubbing or massaging my chest and belly in a circular motion for the extreme pain and depression. The pain and depression always disappeared after 20 to 30 min. It was amazing. But it came and went many times so I also did Qigong many times, every 2 to 3 days because of the severity of the pain ( I lost my Japanese wife, apartment, school I co-founded, money, and Japan itself and its four seasons and beautiful, feminine girls, etc.). ANother good thing about Qigong is it always gives me a surge of energy the next day. But I noticed based on my experience that Qigong is not effective for extreme anxiety diseases such as OCD, BDD, agoraphobia, etc., and toothache. It's not clear to me why this is the case. What made you decide to study and then teach Qigong? In my case, I tried to use it to cure my extreme anxiety. But as I have already mentioned, it was not effective for such diseases.